My fiancé is John we have a good relationship but I was online last week and I don’t know why I was feeling a bit frisky, my fella was at work , I looked for porn just for stress relief I like watching porn with my John normally threesomes , big dicked hunks and perfect woman , it was full on I wanted my moment to last a bit , I did another search and lesbian porn came up , bondage , strap on , spanking ,pissing I was engrossed , the girls will stunning all tanned up with , perfect fake boobs but they were not shy , the strap on was used in all their holes , I was getting really wet , I got my favorite toy out of our fun box , a few sucks and I pushed it in my pussy inch by inch , it was amazing , wanking and rubbing my clit , then I thought I would see if I could get it up my arse , I have had anal with John but never with a toy . A bit of lube and some pussy juice I positioned myself then a little push and the head was in , then slowly I moved it in and out of my arse , it felt strange but dirty, I continued fucking my self , with my free hand I fingered my pussy and I was arse fucking myself , I peaked and came hard , my heart was pumping 10 to the dozen . A bit more rubbing of my clit and I came again. I keep going back to girl on porn , is this normal ? The thought of a girl licking my pussy and fucking me with a strap on is filling my head with crazy sexy thoughts. Do I say nothing , maybe mention it to John , i want to bring a woman into our bed , for fun and frolics, the truth is it’s for me not John fucking me I want the girl on action. I chatted with a friend ( who I know is Bi ) she listened and said let me show you , skillfully I was her plaything , she pulled my panties off for a sniff , with her head between my legs it was so different than when John goes down on me , fingers in my pussy and her mouth I came , we shared a juicy kiss then it was my turn , I thought of the girls I had watched online , she coached me and she tasted like sex . She was sniffed my soiled panties as I was licking her , she came with a squirt , the whole experience was so erotic , we have arranged to take it to the next level. I have to enjoy the moment and let the fun build . She wants me in sexy undies next time . Can’t wait .........