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25th Dec 2011
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I left my husband just over 2 years ago,And decided the only way to put it all behind me was to move away,and make a fresh start.So I left my home and decided to make a new start in the West Midlands.It was just far enough away,to avoid contact with him but near enough to get back if their were any family problems.The first thing I noticed was the amount of mixed relationships there was here.I am ashamed to say where I came from just on the outskirts of London,it was still a little taboo.
What I did not take into account was just how hard and lonely it is to start all over again.I found myself a small bedsit flat,nothing posh,but easily affordable.I was lucky insofar as I had some savings so getting a job was not high on my list of priorities,I have no qualifications in fact all I ever done before I was married was bar work.And in my mind I knew I was attractive,and had a good body.So I thought getting some bar work would be easy,But I found that was not the case.So I found myself wandering into chat rooms,I began talking to a guy on a regular basis,And our chats became more and more intimate,I knew he was a black guy,But this was harmless fun.During one of our chats I mentioned about how many mixed race children were here,To which he replied yeah,and me and my posse fathered most of them,He added theres about 10 of us,and they get posh white London birds like me and pass us around,And once they had blacked them they never go back.Just want more,I did not take a lot of notice as this was the way our chats went.
Gradually as we chatted he began to mention his possee more and more and saying things like thats how I was going to end up.If it had not been the internet,I would have ended it there and then.But it was still just banter,and I admit to giving as good as I got back,But shockingly I was also getting pretty turned on by it.But also I thought it was just fantasy.on both our parts.The strange thing was I found myself getting more and more attracted to this guy,even though I had never even seen him in the flesh,Plus I know you guys dont think it but we also need sex.
Then during one of our chats he said I want to see what you look like,So go on cam,I told him I dont have cam,so he said send one to his phone now As he could be talking to another man.So not seeing any harm I just took a snap and sent it to the number he gave me,He got back and said very pretty,but now send one of your tits,To this day I dont know why but I just lifted up my top took a pic,and sent it.He got back saying can he call me now,I told him yes,and my phone rang straight away.I wondered how he had my number not thinking that it went with the texts,And suddenly I was talking to his thick Jamaican accent,He said you fit the bill,But I may keep you to myself a while before passing you around.I want to meet you today,
As I was getting ready it was a case of what am I doing.But I liked him,and I was seriously frustrated,I wont even try to make any excuses I knew we were going to fuck.As soon as I got to where we was going to meet,he came over and it was obvious his pics must have been taken some 10 years earlier.To which he smiled and said yeah I have been on there a long while.It did not really bother me as by now I had really got to like him.We had one drink and he said come I will take you to the shag shack,I have never been spoken to like that before,But it really turned me on.and I willingly followed,The so called shag shack,and that was exactly what it was,A bedsit within a house,with just a bed.As soon as we entered he asked if I had been blacked before,I told him no,And said prepare to be converted,Excuse me but the whole situation was fucking crazy,But for some reason was turning me on like never before.He began to undress and turned to me and said what you waiting for,And I began to remove my own clothes.As I removed my knickers he looked and said thats a big no no,You gotta shave that girl,and I found myself apologising,He lay back and said suck this black dick girl and suck it good,And I just went straight down and did as he said,The feeling of being with a man again was or must have been clouding my judgement,as I have and never would before let a bloke treat my like this,But I was.suddenly he moved me up to enter me,And for the only time that day I came to my senses,and said have you got something,As I had stopped taking the pill some time before,To which he replied yeah a sackful of black mans baby juice and its going in you.And I still parted my legs for him to enter me.I dont know if it was because I had not had sex for a long while,or because of the way I had been treated,or even if it was because he was a black guy,But as soon as he entered me I felt that undescribable wave of pleasure come over me,with each thrust bringing me to my first real orgasm,It was like a nice panic attack,Then suddenly I felt him tense as he came deep inside me.We both lay back catching our breath,It was then we shared our first real kiss,and I felt his erection forming again,he moved over and entered me for the second time,only this time when he was about to come pulled out,moved up and said open your mouth,Before even in my marraige,this was the one thing I would not do,but I opened my mouth and felt his warm come go onto my tongue,and fill my throat,He barked dont spit,swallow it all and I was pleasantly surprised how much I enjoyed it,We fucked one more time,And he said the possee are going to enjoy you,They love a white whore,For the first time I began to realise they really did exist,
Laying in my own bed that night I recalled the events of the day,But as bad as I felt,I had to admit,I had loved every second of it.I have been passed over now to the possee,well four of them anyway,and although this dont show me in a good light I am having the best sex ever,Yes I know I am being used,But in a strange way I am also loving it.Even the way it started as unbeleivable as it sounds,is quite a turn on,Have I been converted to black,I really cant say,I am just living for the moment,Plus I still have six of the possee to meet yet,
Thats why I am sitting here alone on this Christmas Day,But I am also the happiest and contented I have ever been.2012 is looking really bright for me,or black however you see it.
What I did not take into account was just how hard and lonely it is to start all over again.I found myself a small bedsit flat,nothing posh,but easily affordable.I was lucky insofar as I had some savings so getting a job was not high on my list of priorities,I have no qualifications in fact all I ever done before I was married was bar work.And in my mind I knew I was attractive,and had a good body.So I thought getting some bar work would be easy,But I found that was not the case.So I found myself wandering into chat rooms,I began talking to a guy on a regular basis,And our chats became more and more intimate,I knew he was a black guy,But this was harmless fun.During one of our chats I mentioned about how many mixed race children were here,To which he replied yeah,and me and my posse fathered most of them,He added theres about 10 of us,and they get posh white London birds like me and pass us around,And once they had blacked them they never go back.Just want more,I did not take a lot of notice as this was the way our chats went.
Gradually as we chatted he began to mention his possee more and more and saying things like thats how I was going to end up.If it had not been the internet,I would have ended it there and then.But it was still just banter,and I admit to giving as good as I got back,But shockingly I was also getting pretty turned on by it.But also I thought it was just fantasy.on both our parts.The strange thing was I found myself getting more and more attracted to this guy,even though I had never even seen him in the flesh,Plus I know you guys dont think it but we also need sex.
Then during one of our chats he said I want to see what you look like,So go on cam,I told him I dont have cam,so he said send one to his phone now As he could be talking to another man.So not seeing any harm I just took a snap and sent it to the number he gave me,He got back and said very pretty,but now send one of your tits,To this day I dont know why but I just lifted up my top took a pic,and sent it.He got back saying can he call me now,I told him yes,and my phone rang straight away.I wondered how he had my number not thinking that it went with the texts,And suddenly I was talking to his thick Jamaican accent,He said you fit the bill,But I may keep you to myself a while before passing you around.I want to meet you today,
As I was getting ready it was a case of what am I doing.But I liked him,and I was seriously frustrated,I wont even try to make any excuses I knew we were going to fuck.As soon as I got to where we was going to meet,he came over and it was obvious his pics must have been taken some 10 years earlier.To which he smiled and said yeah I have been on there a long while.It did not really bother me as by now I had really got to like him.We had one drink and he said come I will take you to the shag shack,I have never been spoken to like that before,But it really turned me on.and I willingly followed,The so called shag shack,and that was exactly what it was,A bedsit within a house,with just a bed.As soon as we entered he asked if I had been blacked before,I told him no,And said prepare to be converted,Excuse me but the whole situation was fucking crazy,But for some reason was turning me on like never before.He began to undress and turned to me and said what you waiting for,And I began to remove my own clothes.As I removed my knickers he looked and said thats a big no no,You gotta shave that girl,and I found myself apologising,He lay back and said suck this black dick girl and suck it good,And I just went straight down and did as he said,The feeling of being with a man again was or must have been clouding my judgement,as I have and never would before let a bloke treat my like this,But I was.suddenly he moved me up to enter me,And for the only time that day I came to my senses,and said have you got something,As I had stopped taking the pill some time before,To which he replied yeah a sackful of black mans baby juice and its going in you.And I still parted my legs for him to enter me.I dont know if it was because I had not had sex for a long while,or because of the way I had been treated,or even if it was because he was a black guy,But as soon as he entered me I felt that undescribable wave of pleasure come over me,with each thrust bringing me to my first real orgasm,It was like a nice panic attack,Then suddenly I felt him tense as he came deep inside me.We both lay back catching our breath,It was then we shared our first real kiss,and I felt his erection forming again,he moved over and entered me for the second time,only this time when he was about to come pulled out,moved up and said open your mouth,Before even in my marraige,this was the one thing I would not do,but I opened my mouth and felt his warm come go onto my tongue,and fill my throat,He barked dont spit,swallow it all and I was pleasantly surprised how much I enjoyed it,We fucked one more time,And he said the possee are going to enjoy you,They love a white whore,For the first time I began to realise they really did exist,
Laying in my own bed that night I recalled the events of the day,But as bad as I felt,I had to admit,I had loved every second of it.I have been passed over now to the possee,well four of them anyway,and although this dont show me in a good light I am having the best sex ever,Yes I know I am being used,But in a strange way I am also loving it.Even the way it started as unbeleivable as it sounds,is quite a turn on,Have I been converted to black,I really cant say,I am just living for the moment,Plus I still have six of the possee to meet yet,
Thats why I am sitting here alone on this Christmas Day,But I am also the happiest and contented I have ever been.2012 is looking really bright for me,or black however you see it.
