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Badger on Tue Mar 22 2005 wrote:

I wrote your name on a paper boat
And by the river, watched it float.
I asked the water-nymphs that soon,
When they reached the silver sea
To give it to the goddess moon,
Ask her to bring you back to me.

I kept a diary in my head
Of things we did, of words you said,
And when I'm alone at night, in bed,
I read it.

 

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hertsguy30s on Tue Mar 22 2005 wrote:

I know this is for our own compositions but I couldn't resist posting this one on the Chuck and Camilla Show:

Dejected Thoughts on the Royal Wedding
By Pam Ayres

My mother said "Say nothing,
If you can't say something nice."
So from my poem you can see
I'm taking her advice.

Fantastic!

Hmmm now for my own feeble ramblings:

Gazing across the rooftops of the village where I live
The sound of dustmen, wheelie bins, cars and shouting kids
My computer here before me, the world a click away
Hoping to draw you near me, to have my wicked way!

romantic eh ??!!

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ivantanya on Wed Mar 23 2005 wrote:

Great section guys and girls, just though id add mine

He looked beneath his shirt today
There was a wound in his flesh so deep and wide
From the wound a lovely flower grew
From somewhere deep inside
He turned around to face his mother
To show her the wound in his flesh that burned like a brand
But the sword that cut him open
Was the sword in his mother's hand.

Hopefully my long lost friend will make contact with me after this, you know who you are.
I miss our chats...

 

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marmalaid on Tue Apr 05 2005 wrote:

Eulogy to Fallen Friends

So, I like arrive at the party
When it's all groovy and kicking and stuff
I'm like fashionably late as usual
No! This can't be happening!
Gunshots break the rhythm & all falls silent
It's like Columbine all over again,
None of my friends left standing
Gone! Taken from me by the actions of one lone madman.

Hear it? The sound of that pin drop?
Eerie silence my only companion
All around me the bodies of the innocents
Voices in my head their only epitaph
Everyone should hear of this massacre, but it's
Now nothing but a footnote on the Backpage.

This is my first piece of poetry I've ever posted or had published, please tell me what you think.

Thanks,
Chris

 

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marmalaid on Tue Apr 05 2005 wrote:

And here's my second...

What's the point?

Sometimes
When
I
Need
Guidance
I
Navigate
Google

Here &
Everywhere,
All is a
Vacuous
Empty
Nothingness

 

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GenHertsCpl on Wed Apr 06 2005 wrote:

The ramblings of a mad woman...... icon_wink.gif

I would

If I could ease pain, I would
If i could see only good, I would
If I could move forwards, I would
If I could erase hurt, I would
If I could make you smile, I would
If I could stem the tears, I would
If i could help you, I would
If i could change, would I?

 

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Libra+Love on Fri Apr 08 2005 wrote:

Not one of mine, but apt right now

Through Misted Glass.

Through
misted glass
she
ran her hands
along thighs
tense with desire

Rivulets of water
stroked her light brown skin
and she
remembered the caress
of the stranger
that
invaded her nights

Throwing her head back
she accepted
the warmth
that filled
the room
and each
contained fibre

Her hands
reached
along her body
tracing the contours
trembling
as
the emotion took
control

Then as
the water
slowed
the shudder
that spelt
liberation

Reaching for
the towel
she dried
her eyes
as she
dried her
body
smoothing
away
the
accents
of lost
lovers.

© David English September 2000-09-08

I'm off for a hot bath, need a decent scrub.

 

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Libra+Love on Sun Apr 10 2005 wrote:

I was sent this today together with the track MOTHER EARTH (download it and listen it's beautiful ) and it touched my soul.

AN angel interaction...message on the wind

He said: But do you let me taste you.
pleasure from your pain
softly over poison
lover breaths again

Seeing where you're empty
filling up your soul
bringing you from darkness
every rangers goal.

 

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Libra+Love on Wed Apr 13 2005 wrote:

Not mine, but....

Is it just me.....or does this poem make anyone else feel icon_twisted.gif

Phew....I need my bed.


A Perfect Ending

Lingering in the moment, lost in your eyes,
Content, I cherish your sweet surprise,
Until kissing tongues tangle, making me ache,
And no longer can I wait, for you to take.

Laying back, I plead without words,
As if hidden lips, could somehow be heard.
Raising hips high, I greet your stare,
Speaking to some part of you, unaware.

I beckon please enter, with no hesitation,
Yet you stand firm, with no reservation.
Taunting me, teasing me, grin on your face,
Admiring how you've put me in place.

Then reluctantly, you grant blessed relief,
Knowing that I must have peace.
Penetrating with your pride,
You charge, thrusting deep inside.

Planting feet upon your chest,
To brace us both, I do my best,
Not to scream, loud like before,
When places reached, cut to my core.

Wondering if you're hurting me,
Easing mo-men-tar-ily,
You slow, then come "please-don't-stop" pleas,
Whimpering, I'm at your mercy.

Back into our entrancing dance,
Eyes open to catch you stealing a glance,
At contorted expressions, my face now in view,
As you take satisfaction in knowing it's you.

And then you say, "Oh Lady," gazing,
As in disbelief, you sigh, "amazing,"
Shaking your head, as deeper you dive,
Revealing my power, to make you alive.

And I know you are close to leaving,
For that place I cannot follow, breathing.
So I ease, bidding, "please don't leave me,"
Wanting to keep you forever, in ecstasy.

Pushing you back, and climbing high,
I navigate, accepting time is nigh,
To the edge of heaven, as you pursue,
Gauging the perfect rhythm between us two.

Panting hard, with quivering shakes,
Not much more can either take,
And I resist the pulsing throbs,
Not wanting to be the one who robs.

But there's no stopping me from this flight,
As wildly, I ride, for realms beyond night.
So each, to our own promised land we must go,
Worlds imagined, the other cannot know.

And upon my return to this earthly place,
From a visit lasting only seconds in space,
I find you there also, coming to ground,
From a visit to paradise, we both together found!

 

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blithe spirit on Sat Apr 16 2005 wrote:

Twenty six lines between us

I hate you:
The closeness of your being makes me sick.
I loathe you:
Your kindness and your friendship just a trick.
And sweetness from your mouth is
But honey to the trap;
And succour from your soul
Is but bucket loads of crap.
How can you look at me as if butter
Wouldn’t melt?
How can you hold my gaze as if
Pain was never felt?
Unreal.
I’d shoot you:
If serendipity brought war between our clans.
I’d hang you:
If a judge in blackest hat agreed my plans.
I’d escort you to the cart
And urge the horses on
And chime aloud the charge for which
You’d soon be dead and gone.
You are much too much like me
And such mimicry must stop:
I am superior to you
And so you must take the drop;
Appeal?

(A poem I like from A. Goodman.
Blithe)

 

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Fun_Couple1981 on Sun Apr 17 2005 wrote:

Just love this poem - cant even tell you why but I think its great. One of Kiplings...........



The Two-sided Man

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MUCH I owe to the Lands that grew -
More to the Lives that fed -
But most to Allah Who gave me two
Separate sides to my head.
Much I reflect on the Good and True
In the Faiths beneath the sun,
But most upon Allah who gave me two
Sides to my head not one.

Wesley’s following, Calvin’s flock,
White or yellow or bronze,
Shaman, Ju-ju or Angekok,
Minister, Mukamuk, Bonze -

Here is a health, my brothers, to you,
However your prayers are said,
And praised be Allah Who gave me two
Separate sides to my head !

I would go without shirt or shoe,
Friend, tobacco or bread,
Sooner than lose for a minute the two
Separate sides of my head !

 

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jason54321 on Tue Apr 19 2005 wrote:

immoral majority

outside seeking the centre
prejudicial thinking and weighty preconceptions
desire gives way to desperation
thank god for for the liberated few
prepared to centre their insides on the outside

 

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blithe spirit on Tue Apr 19 2005 wrote:

Buggered in a relatively short period of time

‘Poor bugger’, he said
As an old man slumped down,
‘Poor buggers’, we said
As napalm rained down.
‘Poor buggers’, I thought
As Belgrano went down.
Masking concern in expletive
Our compassion in humour
Like any good Brit.

‘Oh bugger’, I thought
When yuppies arrived,
‘We’re buggered’, I knew
As avarice thrived,
Be buggered, the feckless
And heartless survived.
Concern now redundant
Compassion concussed
Who gives a shit?

 

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rachel-lane on Wed Apr 20 2005 wrote:

this isnt really a poem, just something about me, have been doing alot of thinking lately on where im going, and what i will become. my real life test is almost over, and ill soon have the decision to make about my opps, and, im truly scared for once in my life, but this piece just helps me to remind myself that i am special , no matter what future decisions i take.

Reasons To Cherish Being Transsexual

Because being transsexual is often so hurtful, so filled with sadness and longing, with shame and loss and difficulty, it is easy to come to the conclusion that the whole thing is utterly a curse, perhaps inflicted by arcane and evil ancient gods.
Oh, probably.
But there is an upside too.
Most human lives are utterly mundane, devoid of any real uniqueness, the average person somnambulates through an existence devoted to filling the roles expected of them.
But to be a transsexual is a magical, wondrous thing.
Consider. We are given many gifts in compensation for the terrible loss of our childhood as ourselves, and for the pain we endure. We are by some as yet unknown mechanism statistically far more intelligent, as a class, than perhaps any other kind of people. We are almost universally more creative, and we often possess incredible levels of courage and self determination, demonstrated by our very survival, and ultimate attainment of our goal. We are rare as miracles, and in our own way, as magical, or so has been the belief of all ancient cultures on the earth.
We are given awareness that others would never experience, understanding of gender, of the human condition, of society and the roles and hidden rules unquestioned within it. We are given a window into the lives of both sexes, and cannot help but be, to some degree, beyond either. From this we have a rare opportunity: to choose our own life, outside predetermined and unquestioned definition or role. We can do new things, original things, only because our experience is so unique.
We get to be true shapeshifters, and experience the sheer wonder of melty-wax flesh and a real rebirth into the world. Our brains and bodies gain benefit from having been bathed in and altered by the hormones of both sexes. We appear to retain our visible youthfulness where others wrinkle, and for years longer. We possess neural advantages from both sexes, such as the language advantages of the feminized brain, and the spatial abilities of the masculinized brain both. We are shocked into waking up, if we allow it, to a life we create for ourselves...we are not automatically doomed to sleepwalk through life.
After our transformations, after the full-moon lycanthropic miracle that the modern age affords us, we can live lives of success and love, and genuine specialness, if we choose. If we can get past our upbringing, past the programming, the bigotry, the messages of disgust from the culture around us, if we can stand as ourselves in freedom, then our special gifts grant us a heritage of wondrous power.
We have a proud and marvelous history. In ancient days we were magic incarnate. We were Nadle, Winkte, Two-Souls, Shamans and healers and magical beings to our communities. We possessed the ability to give the blessings of the gods and spirits, and were prized as companions, lovers, and teachers.
We were the prize gift of ancient tribes, entertainers, designers and dreamers. Sometimes we were the -somewhat reluctant- rulers of empires, and the consorts of emperors. We were champions and warriors too, who were feared for our unique gifts turned to inevitable victory.
Know that it is only in recent centuries, with the rise of the single minded, monolithic and monotheistic desert religions, filled with harsh single gods and twisted, narrow morals, that our kind have become reviled, the objects of scorn. Once, we were the kin of the gods.
To be transsexual is not easy, and it is not a birth that could be envied, but neither is it a damnation. It was once considered a rare wonder, if a mixed one; a faery gift that cuts as it blesses.
And in the modern age, of hormones and surgery, we are the first generations of our kind to finally know the joy of complete transformation, of truly gaining our rightful bodies. No other transsexuals in history have been so fortunate.
I say that we are unicorns, rare and wondrous, with still a touch of ancient magic and the kinship of the gods. Though it is agony, beyond the fire we have the opportunity to become alchemic gold.
We have much to add to the world, and to give to ourselves and those who love us.
We have always been, we are still the prize of the tribe, for only the world around us has changed, the desert harshness branding us vile. We are still the same.
Our compensations are real, and our lives are special; we have but to grasp the gifts born of our sufferings.
When I look around me at the mundane lives, there are times I think that maybe I am glad I was born transsexual, for I would never have been what I have become without that curse. I cannot help but be grateful for my uniqueness, so I am brought to a strange revelation:

Deep down, its a fucking shit state of affairs to be honest

 

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Readingrabbit on Wed Apr 20 2005 wrote:

just a few lines...


I raise my heart to find your love,
For you stand upon my dawn
Like the morning dew..

 

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Wishmaster on Tue Apr 26 2005 wrote:

Forever And A Day

A soft glow breaches the horizon,
And moves inexorably towards me.
I stand still as though frozen,
And marvel at her mystery.
I know I need to be in love...

She came to me through a dream,
And whispered tenderly:
'I have looked for you, my love'
'You must never leave me'

...Again...

And what harmonies,
Did her voice resound!
It's soft and soothing echo,
My senses kneeling found.

...A passion...

Courage to hold her,
For fear she may let go.
How I wish the words,
Would come to let her know.

...That I feel...

Hearts embraced together,
Slowly we drown our fears,
That have watched us both,
For more than a thousand years.

...Forever...

And a day will come,
When you and I shall sail,
Upon the highest ocean.
Our love will not let us fail.

 

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Wishmaster on Tue Apr 26 2005 wrote:

Love Lost Wandering

Love lost wanders through the night -
Alone, a shelter that has no hearth,
Nor fire to keep it warm and still,
A love lost feels the cold deep chill.

Love lost hears a pitiful cry,
That sings a melancholy lullaby,
To rock and drift to gentle sleep,
That shows it why it doth so weep..

Love lost has a storm of woe,
No arms of strength to it is shown,
A greying sky of ashen dreams,
To it, a tempest it doth seem.

Love lost light shines no more,
A darkened shadow has closed the door,
A corner of a pitch black cell,
Offers sanctuary, a welcome hell.

Love lost stumbles as if in deep,
Worlds of sand that move unbid,
Between it's toes - losing touch,
With the one it loved too much.

© Wishmaster

 

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rachel-lane on Tue Apr 26 2005 wrote:

I know the pieces fit cuz I watched them fall away
Mildewed and smoldering, fundamental differing,
Pure intention juxtaposed will set two lovers souls in motion
Disintegrating as it goes testing our communication
The light that fueled our fire then has burned a hole between us so
We cannot see to reach an end crippling our communication.

I know the pieces fit cuz I watched them tumble down
No fault, none to blame it doesn’t mean I don’t desire to
Point the finger, blame the other, watch the temple topple over.
To bring the pieces back together, rediscover communication.

The poetry that comes from the squaring off between,
And the circling is worth it.
Finding beauty in the dissonance.

There was a time that the pieces fit, but I watched them fall away.
Mildewed and smoldering, strangled by our coveting
I’ve done the the math enough to know the dangers of a second guessing
Doomed to crumble unless we grow, and strengthen our communication

Cold silence has a tendency to atrophy any sense of compassion

Between supposed lovers
Between supposed lovers.

And I know the pieces fit.

 

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rachel-lane on Tue Apr 26 2005 wrote:

Black then white are all I see in my infancy.
Red and yellow then came to be, reaching out to me.
Lets me see.
As below, so above and beyond, I imagine
Drawn beyond the lines of reason.
Push the envelope. watch it bend.

Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind.
Withering my intuition, missing opportunities and I must
Feed my will to feel my moment drawing way outside the lines.

Black then white are all I see in my infancy.
Red and yellow then came to be, reaching out to me.
Lets me see there is so much more and
Beckons me to look thru to these infinite possibilities.
As below, so above and beyond, I imagine
Drawn outside the lines of reason.
Push the envelope. watch it bend.

Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind.
Withering my intuition leaving opportunities behind.
Feed my will to feel this moment urging me to cross the line.
Reaching out to embrace the random.
Reaching out to embrace whatever may come.

I embrace my desire to
I embrace my desire to
Feel the rhythm, to feel connected enough to step aside and weep like a widow
To feel inspired to fathom the power, to witness the beauty,
To bathe in the fountain,
To swing on the spiral
To swing on the spiral
To swing on the spiral of our divinity and still be a human.

With my feet upon the ground I move myeslf between the sounds and open wide to
Suck it in.
I feel it move across my skin.
I’m reaching up and reaching out. I’m reaching for the random or what ever will
Bewilder me.
What ever will bewilder me.
And following our will and wind we may just go where no one’s been.
We’ll ride the spiral to the end and may just go where no one’s been.
Spiral out. keep going.

 

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rachel-lane on Wed Apr 27 2005 wrote:

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that’s real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear my crown of s**t
On my liar’s chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stain of time
The feeling disappears
You are someone else
I am still right here
What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way