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Not this time...
26th Sep 2007 - 2:34am
FurbyHugI've got chair sores- Joined:
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What is it that i do wrong.....I cant seem to get it right from the norm..
No matter what i say or do.. theres always someone who has a blue, i dont do wrong, i dont do harm.. im usually hidden within the crowd, but when i stand up for myself, its turned so i get egg on face..
He says he cares for me deep down, he says he wants me safe an sound he says he needs me to be there, he says he says he says he says...
within one breath he says these things .. he then demands of me two things... one of these is to tell a lie, the other is to hide my fire. Within one space of being blessed, i find out that im there for sex...
"were not alone, its not to be, but come with me and you shall see, but close your eyes an dont you move, il hide you where i keep the broom.. dont make a sound keep very still , untill its safe to bring you thrills".. this was supposed to be my night, this was supposed turn wrongs to rights... this was supposed to be my gift this was promised and now im pissed.
Why cant i find a true hearted soul, one who see's past all that glows, one who really means there word, one who puts my feelings first... im so fed up of being used, ive done my time, i demand a 1st! i have a right to say hang on .. i have a right to say that its not on.. you cant expect me to grin and say.. dont worry hon your words dont hurt!
every time you say im wrong i back down an hide within, i say to you...please honey pie, dont be mad at me, whatever's wrong im sure its me.. not this time you really hurt... it showed me that you dont see the furbs..
and still misunderstood
the heart denied
puts it's feelings aside
lives the lie
and remains enigmatic
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the heart denied
puts it's feelings aside
lives the lie
and remains enigmatic
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Missing
27th Sep 2007 - 12:18pm
Where have you gone, surely that can't be you
What happened the wonderful woman I once knew.
You don't listen anymore or choose not to hear
I try to get close but you won't let me near
Another awful headache, another hectic day
endless excuses used to push me away
It crept up so slowly I was caught unawares
Weeks turned to months and months into years
Now I feel it's too late to put things right
So, to bed with my wife, alone again tonight.
Sorry, this should have gone in the poetry section. Could someone pop it in there please.
What happened the wonderful woman I once knew.
You don't listen anymore or choose not to hear
I try to get close but you won't let me near
Another awful headache, another hectic day
endless excuses used to push me away
It crept up so slowly I was caught unawares
Weeks turned to months and months into years
Now I feel it's too late to put things right
So, to bed with my wife, alone again tonight.
Sorry, this should have gone in the poetry section. Could someone pop it in there please.
Re: Missing
27th Sep 2007 - 12:45pm
Re: random stuff
1st Oct 2007 - 9:02pm
FurbyHug wrote:
As i sit curld under the stairs
I wonder will he see me there
Hidding from the thud thud thud
As his footsteps come for blood
The shout is loud, its my name he shouts
Where are you bitch come out, be found
I know your there i smell your fear..
come take it like a bitch he sneers...
I curl so small i hurt my side,
i try to climb right inside...
in to my skin, and disappear
before the thud thud stops. oh dear.
this time im safe he didnt see..
not clever enough to use his ears
for if he had hed surely hear
my beating heart that pounds in fear..
****************************************
I look back on these poems i wrote at the time and i think god i was lucky to be alive... i nearly died so many times, there must be a reason i was spared so often, to cheer up the sad or to be totally open, to help to be kind to be thought of mind, to live to love to give out free hugs, or maybe to teach that black can turn white.. that you dont have to live in fear of your life... life can be lonely at times i am sad, as i still have no family , no one to fall back... its me, my self and me alone... but im alive and thank goodness now im all grown....
I think back an il never foreget the thud thud footsteps that walked up them stairs.... but if i had a normal life ,then who would i be.. for i know i certainly wouldnt be me...... without the pain, we never learn, we dont understand how we easily hurt, others around us and sometimes ourselves.. if life is all roses and never had harm.. you cant understand how it feels to be harmed.. but once your damamged you make it a quest... never to make another feel how you felt, its easy to think they did it to me.. but think on people they cycle stops with me!
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
the saddest thing is you know you are not alone,but most people dont admit to the horrors that happen in there life..... my favourite place to hide was behind the sofa under a blanket ,,used to breath so shallow i nearlly passed out. But i have at last found a gentle guy who is so sweet its brill.i now know i am not useless and a minger and have fun . you as well i hope xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
As i sit curld under the stairs
I wonder will he see me there
Hidding from the thud thud thud
As his footsteps come for blood
The shout is loud, its my name he shouts
Where are you bitch come out, be found
I know your there i smell your fear..
come take it like a bitch he sneers...
I curl so small i hurt my side,
i try to climb right inside...
in to my skin, and disappear
before the thud thud stops. oh dear.
this time im safe he didnt see..
not clever enough to use his ears
for if he had hed surely hear
my beating heart that pounds in fear..
****************************************
I look back on these poems i wrote at the time and i think god i was lucky to be alive... i nearly died so many times, there must be a reason i was spared so often, to cheer up the sad or to be totally open, to help to be kind to be thought of mind, to live to love to give out free hugs, or maybe to teach that black can turn white.. that you dont have to live in fear of your life... life can be lonely at times i am sad, as i still have no family , no one to fall back... its me, my self and me alone... but im alive and thank goodness now im all grown....
I think back an il never foreget the thud thud footsteps that walked up them stairs.... but if i had a normal life ,then who would i be.. for i know i certainly wouldnt be me...... without the pain, we never learn, we dont understand how we easily hurt, others around us and sometimes ourselves.. if life is all roses and never had harm.. you cant understand how it feels to be harmed.. but once your damamged you make it a quest... never to make another feel how you felt, its easy to think they did it to me.. but think on people they cycle stops with me!
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
the saddest thing is you know you are not alone,but most people dont admit to the horrors that happen in there life..... my favourite place to hide was behind the sofa under a blanket ,,used to breath so shallow i nearlly passed out. But i have at last found a gentle guy who is so sweet its brill.i now know i am not useless and a minger and have fun . you as well i hope xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
All emotion distilled,
The sight of her.
All desire fulfilled,
One touch from her.
The sight of her.
All desire fulfilled,
One touch from her.
Fucked,in a sense
Fucked,in a way
i just don't understand,
Fucked and left reeling,
bent over backwards,
Fucked, and left needing.
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Fucked,in a way
i just don't understand,
Fucked and left reeling,
bent over backwards,
Fucked, and left needing.
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Time,heavy like lead,
Exerts it's will,
Lies heavy in heart
and head,
Beats relentless,
And ever like lead,
Its bastard will
relentless and dead
grinds on.
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Exerts it's will,
Lies heavy in heart
and head,
Beats relentless,
And ever like lead,
Its bastard will
relentless and dead
grinds on.
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Happy birthday sexy toni62
6th Oct 2007 - 5:01pm
FurbyHugI've got chair sores- Joined:
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Happy birthday to you darling..... i said i would you a poem so im going to have a go.................
When i first saw this ladyeeebird...
I sat in silence, i sat in awe...
As what i saw was beautful...
A women who was out there, confident and ..raw..
She noticied me quitely watching her play
and whispered me"honey come onlets play"
I was so scared of the cam, the eyes all on me..
i said noooo noooo laydeebird dont make me!
Gently she knew that i was inside, she talked to me kindly and smiled at my eyes..for a stranger to strecth out her arms, and walk me through my very first time....shows the world an me that toni is cool..
Since then there is no stopping the hugs, she's become my friend, my mentor,and she makes me look up..
Shes helped me to leave the shy girl at home, she gives me confidence to say oi up ya bum!!!
Thankyou toni for being my friend, thankyou toni for helpint to stop the shake, thankyou toin for always being there, thankyou toni for accepting, even the
strange.
When i first saw this ladyeeebird...
I sat in silence, i sat in awe...
As what i saw was beautful...
A women who was out there, confident and ..raw..
She noticied me quitely watching her play
and whispered me"honey come onlets play"
I was so scared of the cam, the eyes all on me..
i said noooo noooo laydeebird dont make me!
Gently she knew that i was inside, she talked to me kindly and smiled at my eyes..for a stranger to strecth out her arms, and walk me through my very first time....shows the world an me that toni is cool..
Since then there is no stopping the hugs, she's become my friend, my mentor,and she makes me look up..
Shes helped me to leave the shy girl at home, she gives me confidence to say oi up ya bum!!!
Thankyou toni for being my friend, thankyou toni for helpint to stop the shake, thankyou toin for always being there, thankyou toni for accepting, even the
strange.
I wrote this after meeting A.N Other member today
I met you but for a brief while
I saw the sadness behind your smile
Charming and elegant, full of grace
And softly shining from your face
A beauty that held me in awe
Id not had these feelings before
You stopped my breath as you caught my eye
I knew it was you as you passed on by
Your words I'd read, written by you
Just fitted you perfectly, so I knew.
I listened, hanging on every word
To be this way, it felt absurd.
We talked, as if we'd been friends for years
Our life, our experiences, our fears.
Feelings we had, trust we shared.
Secrets accepted, at long last heard.
Then suddenly as quick as it had begun
An hour had passed and our time was done.
I was sorry that it had to come to an end
I really felt as if I had made a friend.
You certainly made an impression on me.
And youre all I'd ever hope to be.
Thank you for being so honest and true.
But thanks just for being you.
This might sound a bit cheesy and soppy, but I spent just an hour with this wonderful person, and her presence and personality just blew me away, and inspired me to write this.
Shes a very special person and I just wanted her to know it.
I met you but for a brief while
I saw the sadness behind your smile
Charming and elegant, full of grace
And softly shining from your face
A beauty that held me in awe
Id not had these feelings before
You stopped my breath as you caught my eye
I knew it was you as you passed on by
Your words I'd read, written by you
Just fitted you perfectly, so I knew.
I listened, hanging on every word
To be this way, it felt absurd.
We talked, as if we'd been friends for years
Our life, our experiences, our fears.
Feelings we had, trust we shared.
Secrets accepted, at long last heard.
Then suddenly as quick as it had begun
An hour had passed and our time was done.
I was sorry that it had to come to an end
I really felt as if I had made a friend.
You certainly made an impression on me.
And youre all I'd ever hope to be.
Thank you for being so honest and true.
But thanks just for being you.
This might sound a bit cheesy and soppy, but I spent just an hour with this wonderful person, and her presence and personality just blew me away, and inspired me to write this.
Shes a very special person and I just wanted her to know it.
This one true night, that I couldn’t miss,
I met this girl, we started to kiss,
I stripped her off, she was pretty dam fit,
I wanted to have her, I had to admit,
I kissed her neck, and unbuttoned her blouse,
I was turning her on, she became very aroused,
She started to pant, has I tweaked her nips,
Rolled my tongue around, and kissed with my lips,
I kissed her all over, she started to moan,
Then shoved in a finger, she started to groan
I layed her down, upon the floor,
I licked her pussy, she wanted more,
I played with her clitty, and her pert tits.
She then sat up , and played with my bits,
She tasted so sweet, and started to gush,
I carried on munching; I loved it so much,
She grabbed my cock, and started to squeeze,
I said don’t be a bitch, and please don’t tease,
With it in her hand, she began to suck,
It was really nice, man was I in luck?
She took it deep, she started to swallow,
With one big thrust, I began to holla,
I bent her over, this was no lady muck
She took my cock, she started to fuck
She started to shake, she was all a quiver,
She began to come, it was like a river,
I shot my bolt, way deep in the tart,
I then rolled over, and let out a fart!
I met this girl, we started to kiss,
I stripped her off, she was pretty dam fit,
I wanted to have her, I had to admit,
I kissed her neck, and unbuttoned her blouse,
I was turning her on, she became very aroused,
She started to pant, has I tweaked her nips,
Rolled my tongue around, and kissed with my lips,
I kissed her all over, she started to moan,
Then shoved in a finger, she started to groan
I layed her down, upon the floor,
I licked her pussy, she wanted more,
I played with her clitty, and her pert tits.
She then sat up , and played with my bits,
She tasted so sweet, and started to gush,
I carried on munching; I loved it so much,
She grabbed my cock, and started to squeeze,
I said don’t be a bitch, and please don’t tease,
With it in her hand, she began to suck,
It was really nice, man was I in luck?
She took it deep, she started to swallow,
With one big thrust, I began to holla,
I bent her over, this was no lady muck
She took my cock, she started to fuck
She started to shake, she was all a quiver,
She began to come, it was like a river,
I shot my bolt, way deep in the tart,
I then rolled over, and let out a fart!
life !!! :)
20th Oct 2007 - 3:29pm
Sleep with all the lights on,You're not so happy.You're not so secure.
You're plastic just like everyone.just like everyone.
Sleep with all the sheets off,bearing your mattress,bearing your soul.
Youth's the most unfaithful mistress.Still we forge ahead to miss her.
We're not eighteen,but the sooner we are,the sooner the fun will begin,
it's cool to take these chances and grow up fast.and grow up fun
Out of time
Out of tune
The world keeps singing
and I hum along
out of tune out of time
Out of tune
The world keeps singing
and I hum along
out of tune out of time
FurbyHugI've got chair sores- Joined:
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the black came down it held me in, covered my eyes my hair my skin, made me see the world as if, everyone was harmfull gits, i lost my words they would not come, i sat and hid beneath the hub. It scared me this time, made me fear, what if my words never re-appeared? It lasted longer than it had, for ages i feared i never get back.. The fear of losing myself again, made the black last more than it should... No one could reach me.. i wasnt to be found, the black is like a heavy shroud...
I could feel me in there i could almost touch, the girl who wants to shout an have fun.. why did the black come back this time.. what was the trigger? who was holding the gun? why now.. after all this time? what did i do? where did i go? would i return or would i be lost?
slowly but surely my words came out.. one by one but still no fun.. who wants a furby who sits in the dark.. who needs a furby who cries and with an iced heart.. what if the furby will never be pure.. what if the poision is deeper than she thought?
I retreated to saftey, the bubble i built, i healed i cried i worked with my soul, i know im a good heart i know i can be pure.. if i let myself heal il never be hurt.. i started to blink, to look in the light, i saw me stood there holding my heart.. no one can heal me but me this is true.. but sometimes its hard to walk through the door... when will life become like the tales.. will it ever be easy for me.. to love to live to give to recieve?
One day il learn that im the only one.. the only one who can control my brain.. im the worst enemy i could find.. im the one who brings the most harm..one day il learn to forgive an forget.. one day il learn that life can be great.. one day i learn that love is to be had.. one day il learn that im worth it by far.
FurbyHugI've got chair sores- Joined:
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never fear furby is here..
never fear furby is there..
never fear furby is everywhere..
what if i fear..
what if im not there
what if i cant get everywhere..?
where is here..
what was there..
will i like it everywhere?
who is furby
where is furby
what will furby do if she cant get everywhere?
sometimes i shout in a crowded room
sometimes i sit in the dark an gloom
sometimes i whimper out loud
sometimes i want the lights to be turned down
sometimes i want some one to be there
sometimes i want some one to be here
sometimes i want some one to be everywhere..
sometimes i want someone for me
sometimes i want someone who will never leave
sometimes i want someone who will care
sometimes i want someone that will just be there.
never fear furby is there..
never fear furby is everywhere..
what if i fear..
what if im not there
what if i cant get everywhere..?
where is here..
what was there..
will i like it everywhere?
who is furby
where is furby
what will furby do if she cant get everywhere?
sometimes i shout in a crowded room
sometimes i sit in the dark an gloom
sometimes i whimper out loud
sometimes i want the lights to be turned down
sometimes i want some one to be there
sometimes i want some one to be here
sometimes i want some one to be everywhere..
sometimes i want someone for me
sometimes i want someone who will never leave
sometimes i want someone who will care
sometimes i want someone that will just be there.
Looking at her I do nothing,
Still paralysed
Do something,
Foot in mouth brings rejection
When feelings are too strong
only cowardice remains
Do anything
Foot in mouth fears rejection
Looking for signals I missed,
were never there
Do something,anything
but foot in mouth demands rejection
Still paralysed
Do something,
Foot in mouth brings rejection
When feelings are too strong
only cowardice remains
Do anything
Foot in mouth fears rejection
Looking for signals I missed,
were never there
Do something,anything
but foot in mouth demands rejection
swing_fun_cplI've got chair sores- Joined:
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I am very impressed by some of the poetry in here - what a lot of talented and expressive people! I wish I had looked at this thread earlier. I wanted to contribute something too so I had a look back through some of my old poems. This poem is called "One To One."
Warm
Secure
Appreciated
You make me feel...
Close
Held
Touched
It feels so real!
Wanton
Sexy
Aroused
As longing grows
Wicked
Furtive
Dangerous
From head to toes
Excited
Passionate
Trembling
Imagine it!
Sharing
Straining
Groaning
My perfect fit
Building
Joyous
Tremulous
You feel it too
Overcome
With
Ecstacy
’Twixt me and you
Then...
Warm
Secure
Appreciated
Russell
Warm
Secure
Appreciated
You make me feel...
Close
Held
Touched
It feels so real!
Wanton
Sexy
Aroused
As longing grows
Wicked
Furtive
Dangerous
From head to toes
Excited
Passionate
Trembling
Imagine it!
Sharing
Straining
Groaning
My perfect fit
Building
Joyous
Tremulous
You feel it too
Overcome
With
Ecstacy
’Twixt me and you
Then...
Warm
Secure
Appreciated
Russell
swing_fun_cplI've got chair sores- Joined:
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This poem is kind of a weird one I wrote when I was playing around with different styles and themes of poetry. The two verses are a little disjointed from each other, I think, and it is kind of unfinished - but maybe that is just the way it should be?
This is called "Sadness is Seductive"
Blues from the booze, reds I have bled,
Yellow the perils that roam through my head.
Grey is my day, my mind starts to crack;
I don’t find green serene when my thoughts are all black.
Melancholy music moves me
And hauls upon my heavy heart.
Tearful tunes make thoughts turn torpid,
Calm the centre’s cloying clamour,
Draw out darkened depths and drown here.
Is this why I find sadness seductive?
Russell
This is called "Sadness is Seductive"
Blues from the booze, reds I have bled,
Yellow the perils that roam through my head.
Grey is my day, my mind starts to crack;
I don’t find green serene when my thoughts are all black.
Melancholy music moves me
And hauls upon my heavy heart.
Tearful tunes make thoughts turn torpid,
Calm the centre’s cloying clamour,
Draw out darkened depths and drown here.
Is this why I find sadness seductive?
Russell
