I was so vanilla in bed I was brought up that too much sex was a sin

I am a vanilla mum , I have sexy thoughts and I have to be pushed to take the lead.

I blame my catholic up bringing , I only started masturbating when I was on my mid teens , I always thought it was dirty and I confessed my sins in confession.

I was in my 20s when I had my 1st real boyfriend , with his patience he coached me to pull him off , seeing a erect penis was fascinating and see one ejaculate was wow.

Ken was the first guy to see my pussy and to give me a orgasm with his magic fingers .

I loved receiving oral but I found giving difficult , I wanted him to come in my mouth it made me choke.

When I got married , I was pregnant inside 12 months , I still had my reservations about sex , then something totally out of my pathway , I had an affair with a married man ( Joe ) he was sexy , funny , attractive and the more I stayed away from him the more my body ached for him .

It was a kiss and I was gone , but Joe liked to play sexy games to see if I would play.

In a bar he told me to go to the toilet and remove my panties and bring them back to him , wearing a summer dressed I was convinced people could see my pussy , I did it and with them in his clenched fist he sniffed then infront of me , in the carpark he told me to suck him off , it was so exciting .

Sex was on another level and he showed me pornography .

Sex was a new awakening, my guilt about the affair was overwhelming.

I am still married , my affair is one skeleton that must be kept hidden.

I have been thinking about sharing our bed with a woman , 2 hungry ladies all over my man but I want the woman to seduce me , I’m sure if I suggest it my husband would jump at the chance ?

Would he be as keen if it was another man.

I’m getting ahead of my self , a woman sound exciting and daring.

Sorry this isn’t a over sexy story , I just wanted to share .........thank you 💋

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