I\'m not ashamed to say it but I have been cocked more times than John Wayne\'s shotgun and have seen more Jap\'s eyes than a Tokyo optician. The gist of the story is that this is a kind of chronological history of the last ten years and of the many happy memories shared within. It is a true and honest account of the happiest years of my life spent with my now ex partner Paul. I will tell honestly of the multitude of cocks of all shapes and sizes that squirted in and over my now neglected pussy. I have tried to be as accurate as possible with dates and ages. Me being blond though, I am sure you will forgive a few errors. We did have other adventures that for one reason or another I have omitted. There were several wanks and blow jobs too over the years for friends and strangers. On the greater scale of things though, despite being fun at the time, we treated them as near misses and anti-climaxes. We like every other couple had our woes. The thing I didn\'t grasp though was how we had flourished sexually in our relationship and how unique it was. I did think most couples would compromise and bend and sway a little? Not so with Graeme, my now partner. When Paul and I separated last summer I made a fatal mistake of over committing on the rebound. It was when my knight in shinning armour came to my rescue in the shape of Graeme. Graeme is a nice person and very fit for his 54 years but is focused on business and making money rather than raw lust as I prefer. The big drawback though is his jealousy. Pillow talk is reduced to our own experiences and no imaginary scenarios are allowed in the bedroom. I did expect to be able to groom him and nurture a situation in which we could spread our wings and flourish sexually. I thought the initial lack of interest in his part in our physical relationship was due to business pressure as the crunch loomed. Sadly it appears this was his high as things have gone from once weekly to once monthly. Don\'t get me wrong, I have been to Dubai twice in the last year and enjoy the trappings of wealth but I am almost 42 now and do look after myself and crave sex daily. I want to reap the rewards of the magnetism I still enjoy before gravity and menopause take a firm grip on my physique and my confidence. My breasts range from 36DD to 36F depending on fluid retention and diet. My waist is still narrow and my bum about 34. I can range from a tight size 14 to a loose 16 on top but remain a comfy 12 on bottom. I love my bum and my legs as they seem to attract more attention than my ample breasts. My hair is shoulder length dyed blond again and I have what my ex describes as come to bed hazel eyes. The pussy that has served me so well is smooth shaved and almost permanently wet as it is constantly in need of the attention it once enjoyed. The labia are swollen and receptive and my tight hole pouts for more when the rabbit is withdrawn as the disappointment of latex versus skin and spunk hits home. There is nothing better than a cock hotter than a fireside poker pumping spunk inside as you pull a sweaty body ever closer to maximise penetration. During my relationship with Paul I enjoyed the attention of having eleven different cocks of all shapes and sizes spurt inside my pussy as I developed my technique of seduction. Most were spontaneous events but there were planned meetings too. Only one of the adventures left a little trace of regret when Paul\'s friend Paddy became a little emotionally involved. Cocks one and two My first experience was during a split we had and fueled the need in me for the years to come. I had too much to drink when a friend asked me back to hers after a night out as her 53 year old Irish husband and 52 year old brother in law stripped what they believed to be a drunken 32 year old as my friend slept up stairs. I was initially asleep as they clumsily undressed me on the couch but the second I felt a thick prick slip inside my pussy I betrayed my sleeping beauty act and responded by opening my eyes wide then shagging them both silly. I trooped off home in the early hours with my first load of illicit spunk seeping from my swollen hole. When Paul and I reconciled a month or so later guilt got the better of me and I got it off my chest fearing the worst. The initial reaction was stunned disappointment but within a week it became the centrepiece of our pillow talk as I retold the event time and again. Cock three Three or four years passed before we actively pursued our fantasies but the wait made it even more worthwhile. We were on holiday in Tenerife when we met a couple called Debbie and Tony. They were at least ten years younger than me and fifteen younger than Paul. Debbie foolishly mentioned his cock size during the week and planted a seed in my mind. Paul and I fucked to her comments a few times and on their last night Debbie got wasted drunk and put to bed. This allowed me the scope I\'d hoped for and I seduced Tony in-front of Paul in our apartment. This was perhaps the best as it was the first time Paul saw me straddle another mans cock on the sofa opposite. He watched my pussy stretch to accommodate him and the thick warm spunk trickle from my hole. It was also the biggest cock I had ever had at that time. When Tony staggered from the room we shagged all night and for years later were reliving the occasion in vivid graphic detail. Cock four This was during a fantasy meet when Paul would book a hotel room then meet me in a prearranged bar where we would pretend to be strangers. Ultimately he would seduce me using our fake persona\'s and ride me senseless in the hotel. During our role play we met an ex colleague of Paul\'s who did not know me. Paul and I kept up the role-play and Graeme (as he was ironically called) was sucked into our fantasy. Graeme had a cock on the good side of average but was really dirty and licked the spunk from my pussy for the first time in my life as all three of us fucked frantically for 2 hours. This was our first time of a MMF and the first time I\'d had 2 cocks in my pussy since the Irish experience and gave us an experience we both still treasure. They sprayed my face and body in spunk for an encore and gave me the taste for facials I still love to this day. Cock five Paul and I had arranged to stay a weekend at his brothers caravan but unknown to me he had contacted a guy called Jeff through an advert. I had cooled slightly as I thought we had already gone pretty far but Paul was hungry for more. I was the one being acted to that night as they pretended to be long lost friends when we met in the site clubhouse. Once back in the caravan strip jack naked was suggested and before I knew it I was out of control and straddling a monster cock that I could not fully insert. We all three shagged from 10pm to 5am until Jeff left and then again when we awoke. The boys also gave me a spunky shower and covered me in the elixir of life for a party piece. I then spent the next week wincing and had to wear a skirt with no undies as I could not bare to have even the fabric of underwear next to my swollen lips. Cock six Paddy was next up. (Literally) We had been to a pyjama party that had promised much but offered little when on the way home we took a diversion to see the Christmas lights. Paul and Paddy were wearing striped pyjamas and I was dressed in a dressing gown tied to the neck with a transparent baby doll underneath. We were driving through the countryside when I said I needed to pee. After the pee I got in the back of the car with Paddy and threw my little panties onto the front seat next to Paul. He immediately realised the situation and swore Paddy to secrecy before pulling off the main road. Paul watched me tease Paddy\'s modest cock before we both undressed. He then held the light from the keyring to my pussy as I straddled Paddy in the middle of the back seat and cheered me on when the spunk trickled from my hole as his spent cock flopped free. We had a repeat performance at our house a few weeks later but put it to bed when Paddy got all gushy and involved and became our first and only regret. Cock seven His name was Gavin and I worked with him for a very short time. He was only about 25 and I was either on or approaching 40. He had married a girl from Derby and they were having trouble settling in Scotland. Gavin and I became close and flirted at work when alone and began sending each other suggestive text messages. Paul would be beside me in bed urging me on, but to be honest I needed little encouragement. The bombshell was Gavin handing his notice in and the scramble began for me to have his cock. On his last day we met at a brewers fare at 5ish as fate took a hand and I asked the waitress if we could use the disabled toilet to change a dressing on his back. (Lies, no dressing) Once inside the toilet I put the voice recorder on my mobile on and seduced him on the tiled floor. Again, his cock was modest and although did not live up to his boasts, he was a massive spunker. Paul collected me at 6.30 and fingered me all the way home as we listened to the recording. Needless to say, we shagged all night. Cock eight This was the one we swore would never happen. Paul\'s 57 year old cousin William was visiting regularly as he was in the depth of despair after splitting with his wife due to her excessive drinking. As the dis-inhibiting effects of alcohol took hold he then told us it was because she had been with another man. He did not understand or believe that we said he should have reaped the rewards and enjoyed the experience until we told him of our time at Paul\'s brothers caravan with Jeff. In a kind of naive way he dared us to play strip jack naked if the story was indeed true. Perhaps due to alcohol, we did. We had a fabulous time teasing the 57 year old William for his modesty as he undressed on the turn of the cards to the tune of the striptease song. Paul and me fucked in-front of William before allowing him to insert his modest (bit below average cock) in my gaping already squidgy pussy after giving him a blow job. A week or so later he was invited back for a repeat performance and after an evenings shagging the encore was the two of them wanking almost to completion before inserting their squirting cocks in my hole as I lay back open legged on the couch. We then went to Tenerife on holiday with William some months later to celebrate his birthday after he had made in with his partner. She was a nightmare. The more she drank the worse she got. On the day of William\'s birthday she got totally legless and foul mouthed. William put her to bed then came to our apartment to apologise. I had cooled down but had revenge on my mind. He sat on the sofa as I emerged from the bathroom and stood in front of him before raising my arms and removing my transparent nightie. Paul sat laughing as I offered the birthday boy a soapy wank in the shower. We all ended up in the shower soaping and riding up against each other before I was bent over the laundry basket and William fucked me doggy. Paul then fucked me in the living room as William looked on. We had the usual encore of the boys wanking almost to completion before riding inserting their cocks and riding themselves to orgasm. When William left we fucked and sucked all night long. Cocks nine ten and eleven This situation was the least controlled and riskiest as I worked with one of the guys. They were all about 23 and I was then 40 or 41 when at a works night out we were left alone in a night club as the party poopers had all gone home. The boys are called Alan, Colin and Bobby. We had joked and teased about me being the fantasy figure for the boy I worked with. The air was thick with innuendo when I joked about a foursome. They had already offered me a lift home and as we walked towards the car I kissed Colin as we crossed the car-park. He held me close and with the others close by asked if I would like to take the three of them on? I gulped that I was not sure. I was gagging for sex and was soaking at the thought of taking all three on to be honest. Colin and Alan got in the back with me as I immediately felt the sexual tension increase and my already damp pussy gush love juice. As the car drove from the car-park I kissed Colin as Alan delved inside my bra. Colin then broke from the kiss and lifted the front of my skirt as Alan undid the buttons of my blouse and lifted my bra over my tits. I opened my legs and pushed my bum forward as they tugged at my clothing and my head spun as I felt a finger part my swollen labia and enter my cunt. I gasped and asked for a time out to think over what was happening. The boys had already removed their trousers and as I looked at them wanking their stiff cocks I knew it was full steam ahead. Bobby was driving and suggested we stop in a secluded lay-by he knew of. I agreed. By the time the car stopped I had sucked Colin to climax and had streaks of his spunk adorning my face, hands and hair. I suggested they put the front passenger seat down as I removed what little clothing I still had on. I stepped from the back of the car and climbed in the front and like a true hussy I panted for cock as Alan positioned his cock for entry. As he slid inside I felt a bit disappointed at the size but within minutes he was pumping the biggest load of spunk inside I have ever had. I was almost in constant orgasm as squirt after squirt shot deep inside my body. I was amazed at the gorgeous mess as he withdrew and my jaw dropped as my mouth fell open when I saw his enormous balls for the first time. His cock is perhaps smaller than average but his balls are the size of oranges. I was trying to recover my composure when Bobby kneeled in the floor well between my open legs. I put my hand down to delay his entrance when I felt the biggest knob I ever have. I gasped, how big? His confident reply was, nine inches! Oh fuck me now, I said. Thanks to the massive lubrication deposited by Alan I was able to take it all. Bobby was inexperienced and pumped furiously with no thought of relative dimensions. He is huge and I am at the best of times tight. As he flopped clear Colin was standing at attention and asked, me next? I then climbed in the back and kneeled with my bum sticking out of the door as he entered me in the doggy position. I couldn\'t really feel much by then as Colin pumped away so was able to concentrate fully on sucking Alan\'s cock as he had taken a sitting position on the other back seat. They seemed to come in unison, as the warm rush entered my body what seemed like pints of spunk was simultaneously sprayed on my face, hands and in my mouth. I was wiping my face and licking my fingers with my head resting in Alan\'s lap when the unmistakable Bobby quickly took up his position. He brutally thrust his nine inches deep inside and rode me with a fury. It was as sore as it was unexpected. In this position it was really deep and was penetrating deeper than any cock has gone before or since. It was absolute pleasure from pain and intense relief when he eventually spunked. The boys fingered, licked and sucked me the rest of the way home. I text Paul to tell him I had been naughty and to get the camera ready. I walked to the front door with just my skirt and jacket on and everything else inside a polly bag. The look on Paul\'s face was a treasure when I stepped in to the house to see him waiting on me cock in hand. After the usual photo call we shagged until I could take no more. I did have another session with the boys a year later when the three of them fucked me twice each after a barbecue at our house. They made sure they left me splattered in cum that night too. They each wanked on my face, tits and bum as requested as they awaited the arrival of their taxi. I sat naked on the couch dripping cum from everywhere and text Paul who was waiting in the garage for them leaving. We both still have copies of those wonderful photographs. Me from now? Thankfully I/we still enjoy a comfort shag as we call it and when the wounds heal, you never know? P.S. I am writing this on Paul\'s p.c. with a throbbing fanny. I popped in on the pretense of collecting clothes but girls will be girls. LOL XXX settled into new relationship