have read with pleasure the recent postings by and this has prompted me to write about my own situation. I too am a well educated professional who has for more years than I care to count been a complete slut who enjoys being used and humiliated much as Felicity in the “Black Satin Skirt Suit” and “the posh wife given to the fat bastards” by her husband. I also like being controlled as in “out of the closet” subslut Sharon. I have been on hormones for some five years now and have developed sensitive “titties”, as they were called when being mauled last night while out whoring...god did he hurt my nipples ...not had so much pain in my nipples for ages, worse than nipple clamps and he just laughed saying “that’s it bitch squirm and take it” as his cock was fucking my bright red lips. In fact I am now a 36c (all my own work) and I am very proud of them, they jiggle nicely when moving especially in the cowgirl position!! My waist is a natural 32” but laces down to 26” and my bottom is 38, so my vital statistics are 39 28 38. Being tall when dressed I have a shapely figure that seems to provoke considerable attention. I am always corseted to at least 28”, always wear full lingerie under my work clothes and am always fully dressed when not dressed for my business work. Thankfully, I have been able to keep my slutty activities reasonably discreet, despite the fact that many people know, or else my work would be in jeopardy. Fortunately those that have controlled me benefit from my good income and therefore try to protect that income. I have recently seen a beautiful young black girl who has named me Her slut Lucinda. I need a surname and am considering Lovescock, Hoarswell, Allcock or Sluttock. I am still open to ideas? Anyway I work in Bristol where She also works as a dominatrix and on my first visit to Her I was told to show Her my slutty nature by posing for Her in various photographic poses. I was dressed in a sheer body with a low scoop neck, tight black waist cincher, a tiny micro black mini skirt (some belts would have been bigger) tall lace top hold ups that reached right to the top of my thighs, a tiny black lace thong and some ankle strap peep toe sandals with 4” heels. My toe nails were painted bright red to match my finger nails and my lipstick with heavy mascara on my long lashes. So there I was posing on a stool, cupping my tits, pulling my nipples, pouting my red lips-finger in my mouth, spreading my legs, fluttering my eyelashes, turning and pushing my arse out towards Her and thankfully this seemed to please Her. My Mistress asked me if I had ever sucked cock, to which I replied “yes” and when asked “how many” I replied “I had no idea but it must be over a 100 though I have never sucked a black cock”. I had to show Her how well I could suck cock and found myself on my knees with Her magnificent hard black strap on in my mouth. I wanted to show Her that I knew what I was doing and concentrated on taking it into my mouth, deep throating, licking, teasing with my tongue and sucking lovingly all over Her gorgeous cock for ages. “I am impressed” She said “stay there” I was blindfolded and waited on my knees. I heard her heels click out of the room and summon someone to come upstairs. I was ordered to crawl on my knees over to this other person “I want to see you play with that cock and suck it” I tentatively put my hands out and found an uncut soft cock in front of me and started playing with it until it started to grow and then pulling the foreskin back slipped it into my mouth and started licking, taking it deep between my slutty lips, flicking it with my tongue....feeling it grow in my mouth, love it when my slutty sucking lips have this effect and feel a cock grow hard in my mouth not big this one but really hard now and I can taste the precum , take it deep in my mouth all five inches or so feeling his balls on my chin as he starts to fuck my mouth with verbal encouragement such as fuck the bitch’s mouth..fuck the slut, the dirty cum bucket, thinks she’s lady look at her the dirty bitch can’t get enough cock, bet her cunt would take a bus up it and not touch the sides” at which I felt Her fingers slipping into my arse, my tranny cunt and I pushed back on her willingly “three fingers, four the slut will take anything” at this I was just so excited and waiting for him to pump his spunk into me as my cunt was abused when She told me to stop sucking and took Her fingers away from my cunt god did I need more!! He is not allowed to cum She explained and “you you slag I am going to fuck the cunt off you. Crawl in here” On all fours I followed the sound of Her heels clicking on the wooden floor as She guided me by a hand on my head. “Take you blindfold off and put those cuffs on”. I took the blindfold off and saw that I was in another room with a red leather spanking bench in front of me. I put the leather cuffs on my wrists “Get on the bench and lie down” I did and then She cuffed my wrists to the bench and fastened a strap round my waist so that I could not get off the bench. “ Now you dirty bitch lets have some fun” I realised that She was fastening something round my cock/clit realising what it was, only when I felt a shock surge through my clit and groin making me cry out..I heard Her laugh “my my lets turn it right up my dirty slut would you like that?” I heard myself say “Yes please Mistress whatever pleases you” I waited dreading the next shock then I felt Her hard black dildo nudging my cunt..I wanted it in me now and started to push back “Stay still you slut” Her hand delivering a stinging blow to my arse. I kept still and She thrust her cock right in me straight in, deep in and even though I was desperate for it I also felt the pain of Her sudden thrust taking my cunt as She started to pump away at my cunt slow long strokes each one burying her cock full length in my cunt; yes, did I need this a good fuck, oh yes please keep it up I was getting carried away this was what I needed Mistress knew how to fuck; then Agggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh She had shocked my clit, that must have been full on, I bucked my arse only to be shouted at “Stay still cunt” I was trembling all over as She continued to fuck me speeding up now I was getting near to an orgasm and She knew it my clit was dribbling; She stopped deep inside me and just let the electrics trickle though my clit forcing me to cum without an orgasm. I was horrified I wanted to orgasm have my cunt spasm and explode, not like this my cum being forced out of me! “What a dirty slut You are, I enjoyed that Lucinda you really are a cock slut aren’t you”. “Yes Mistress” I replied. “Just one more thing” She said as She unstrapped her hard black dildo sticking it in my mouth “clean this for me while I unstrap you”. I wasn’t able to clean it very much as I was still tied down but when uncuffed and unstrapped She said “kneel in front of me and open your mouth”. I did. She straddled me and I felt a warm flow of piss flooding my mouth “Swallow” She commanded and I gulped down as much as I could the rest flowing down my front over my titties. Finishing She said “ Good girl I think I will be able to use you, see you soon” and left the room. There I was my clothes soaked, the taste of Her in my mouth, cunt stretched and orgasmless! Now I cannot get Her out of mind She has awakened the complete slut in me and can’t wait to be used and hopefully be whored out by her. As a result of having being used and the slut in me now very alive and desperate, the next evening I went out to a local dogging spot. This time dressed in a short red miniskirt, black blouse, wide black leather belt (keeping me down to my 28” waist), black lace top stockings, high heels (complete with slutty ankle strap) and a revealing black lace ¼ cup bra and matching lace thong. The obligatory bright red slut lipstick and make up. It was early when I arrived there at just after six as I wanted to catch the commuters on their way home most of whom are willing for some fun on the way home. There were a few cars there so I parked up near a BMW and got out walking to a bench overlooking the view. Staying there for a few minutes before strolling back to my car hips swaying as I walked. Very soon after I had got back in the car I saw a man outside the car so I put the window down. Straightaway he put his hand through the window and felt my tits saying “Nice, what do you like love?” Almost anything” I replied “I am a slut and like to be used, love my nipples being hurt” at which he pinched my left nipple really hard extracting a moan from my lips “like being spanked, being fucked whatever pleases you” I continued. He put his hand on my thigh and I parted my legs, as any good slut would immediately, feeling my clit tucked away in my thong. “Get out then” he told me and I got out of my car and followed him over to the bench where I had been sitting previously “I love slags like you” he said “bend over the table”. I bent over the table obediently “Spread your legs bitch”. I spread my legs wide, wobbling slightly on my heels. He lifted my miniskirt revealing my arse, naked save for the thong pulled tight between my cheeks. “You liked to be spanked do you bitch” he asked “Yes”. Thwack “Yes what bitch?” “Yes Sir” I replied remembering my manners “That’s better, now don’t move until I am finished with your arse do you understand bitch? “ Yes Sir”. He then started to spank me hard with his hand on both cheeks, my arse was stinging and I could feel it getting really warm. The blows were sufficiently hard that I found it hard not to squirm and move but was able to keep more or less still as he continued to spank me. Finally he stopped. My arse felt as if it was on fire “Thank you Sir” I remembered to say. I had not realised that during this ordeal others had gathered round and there were four other men there. “ My turn” I heard one say I started to stand up the first guy said “Stay there bitch I have not finished with you yet, turn round to the side” I saw that he had unzipped and his cock was standing up hard “suck it bitch” he ordered. I hesitated as I was not sure what was happening with the other men when the first guy just grabbed my hair and pulled me onto his cock. I forgot all about the other men taking him deep in my mouth, I just love cock and this one had to be 6” to 7” and I was determined to please him, to show him that I was a good cock sucking slut. I became aware of hands feeling my arse, my clit, my tranny cunt. My arse was still on fire but I heard someone say “seems to be cooling down better do something about that”. The next thing I knew I heard a whistling sound and then my arse received a crack from something really hard. I jumped and nearly swallowed the cock in my mouth whole making me gag. Before I could recover the same happened and I realised that someone was using his belt on my arse my arse wiggled to try and get away from these blows, my head was held tightly by the first guy as he fucked my mouth and I heard someone say “doesn’t the bitch dance prettily, let’s make her dance some more” with that I received another six strikes with the belt bringing tears to my eyes and yes my arse danced very prettily as I tried in vain to protect it. All the while my mouth was being fucked. I knew that he was close to cumming and soon I felt the warm spurts of his spunk filling my mouth and going down my throat as he held my head tight before he released me to clean his cock. “See you again you dirty bitch” he said and walked off back to his car. I had had about as much as I wanted by then and would have gone back to my car too. I put my hand on my arse, which was still stinging and hot, and felt several welts which had come up. I wondered if the belt had actually cut the skin it was stinging so much. “Where do you think you are going?” The guy who still has his belt in his hand asked. “You have more company”. I looked at them. These guys were not like the first one who had been smartly dressed in a suit (probably a lawyer or accountant) these were working men in overalls or working jeans. “Your coming with us”. Just outside the dogging area which is cars only there is a lay-by across a main road where lorries park. I was taken firmly by the hand and walked towards a gap in the hedge which led to the lay-by. My skirt was still round my waist so my battered arse was in full view as I was taken across the road. One car drove passed and beeped its horn as whoever it was had a good view! When we reached the lay-by one of the men undid the back of a truck. Now I was scared and started to tremble. Two of them took me by my arms and just lifted me into the back. I know I like to be treated badly but I do want to come out alive (for the next time!!). The two who had manhandled me into the truck took my arms and tied them together in front of me. That seemed ok until they then put the end of the rope over something near the roof of the van and my arms were stretched up above my head. The guy with the belt in his hand then came within inches of my face, I could smell his breath it smelled of beer even though it was still quite early in the evening it must have been a long lunch!! “We have a two hour break sweetie so you might as well entertain us what do you say?” I didn’t reply straightaway I suppose I was not sure what to say. Slap his hand hit my face “Cat got your tongue darling?” Oh God I thought I am not your sweetie or darling. “Yes sorry” I said. As my hands and arms were tied he couldn’t take my blouse off so he yanked it apart pulling the buttons off. Then he could see that the little ¼ cup bra didn’t cover my nipples just stuck my little tits up making them pert and ready to play with. He slapped my tits hard in turn several times. My nipples stood up so hard they ached. “Ah look the girlie likes that”. He slapped them again. I could feel myself getting turned on although I was still trembling I knew I wanted to be fucked and for this to continue. He grabbed my nipples and tried to turn them into corkscrews “Aaaaghhh”. “Shut the fuck up darling”. This guy then undid my skirt which fell to the ground and took off my thong which he stuffed into my mouth. I could taste my clits precum. “You going to dance for me again darling” I nodded yes. Thinking I could avoid the belt I started to sway my body and hips thrusting my arse out pushing my tits out but no such luck. I was in the middle of the van and I was vulnerable from any angle. I was wearing my wide belt stockings and bra with the blouse undone. I heard him say “you danced better last time with some encouragement” and the others laughed. Crack.....the belt hit me hard on my thighs and then again and again I couldn’t help jumping and writhing trying to avoid the painful blows “that’s better darling”. It seemed ages that this went on and tears were running down my face. If I could have seen my mascara I would have known it was all smudged. At last he stopped and I just hung there hurting. “Ah Darling didn’t you like that?” he asked. I shook my head. I was worn out. Probably realising that, my arms were released from the roof and I fell to my knees. Before I knew it a cock was right by mouth and rough fingers were taking my thong out only to be replaced by this cock. I don’t know whose this was as I hadn’t been looking, being too tired. It wasn’t very long but thick and hard. Almost out of habit I set my cock sucking skills into action and was working this cock with my tongue (funny how a slut reacts when a cock is slipped into her mouth) deep throating, licking “That’s great.... she’s good” I heard the recipient say “You should all try this”. Soon he was spurting his cum down my throat as I swallowed. His cock was immediately replaced by another much longer but thin and bent at an odd angle much harder to work on but the old technique was still there and I treated this cock to the same treatment until my mouth was full of cum again. Only one more I thought. My body was aching from the blows it had received from the belt and my jaw was aching from taking three cocks (four if you count the guy who had left in his car). I just wanted to get the next cock in and sucked and hoped that would be it. I no longer really cared if I had an orgasm I had had enough cock and spunk to satisfy my slutty needs for this night. Nobody had touched my clit or tranny cunt and at this precise time that was fine. Famous last words!! The fourth guy was the one who had used the belt and he had other ideas. “Well sweetie, you are a dirty girl aren’t you” and he spat in my face. He held my jaw tight and opened my mouth. He spat in my mouth. “Or are you a dirty boy?” I looked at him but didn’t reply. He took hold of my nipples and started to pull on them without thinking I bent down slightly to lessen the tension. The guy brought his knee up hard between my legs. My knees buckled as the pain shot through my balls hanging behind my clit. I felt sick. His hand grabbed my balls tightly, squeezing them hard. “What are you sweetie, girl or boy? If you are a girl these had better come off don’t you think sweetie?” I broke into a sweat I couldn’t speak I shook my head from side to side. “No sweetie, then you are boy are you?” He let go off my balls and brought his knee up again harder than last time. “You ever had sweetbreads, sweetie? Maybe we should have yours for breakfast?” The others round him laughed. I was scared he had already beaten me quite hard. I shook my head from side to side again. I could see my body was covered in sweat. Hold her down he said. The two guys that had manhandled me into the van held me down on the floor on some blankets and then the other guy grabbed my clit and balls and pulled my body of the floor with them. I struggled but to no avail he came between my legs and pushed my legs over his shoulders. Thank god my cunt was lubricated from its fucking that afternoon as he plunged his cock straight in and hammered my cunt, his balls slapping against my still aching arse. Held down by the two men on my shoulders, my legs over his shoulders I heard myself beginning to moan, my cunt was responding despite everything I was going to cum...his cock was pounding in and out of my cunt when I felt it twitch and his hot spunk flood into me and my body went into meltdown, hips bucking, clit spurting everywhere as I had a huge orgasm..............! With that the guy pulled his cock out. “Get rid of it” he said. The two men who had been holding me down pulled me to my feet opened the van doors and put me outside. There I was in torn stockings, heels (thank god they had ankle straps or they would have been off long ago) belt and undone blouse, bra showing my tits; my clit and arse on full display. My car was the other side of the road in the dogging car park. I panicked. Just then my skirt was thrown at me and with relief I slipped it on and hurried across the road and back to my car which thankfully was still there as it had not been locked. I looked in the mirror and saw my mascara had run with my tears and my lipstick was smudged from all those cocks. I had got more than I had bargained for but what an orgasm. It took over ten days for the marks and bruises from the belt to heal and disappear. However, once a slut always a slut and I was back dogging the next night at a different spot with a gorgeous cock between my red lips.