I've never had to encourage the wife to play around. I first became aware that she was fucking other men about a year after we were married, although I've since found out she fucked the 19 year old son of one of her best friends 3 months after the wedding.  ‎ Nearly 10 years  later, it still makes me physically sick every time she does‎ but knowing that she is being taken by another man makes me harder than anything and if the truth be told if I got as hard normally, she would probably not go with as many other men as she does.  ‎ Today is my work Christmas party and I'm a bit nervous about going, as I got teased during the summer when a couple of the girls from the office had seen her get off with some bastard when she was out one Friday night and told everybody about it.  ‎ Subsequently,some of the arrogant young apprentices have been saying all week that they think she's fair game and will be trying to get off with her and a couple of the girls in the office reckon they're running a sweepstake on who is going to fuck her first. She's 45 and they're in their early 20s so hoping it's just bravado.  To be honest it's caused me big stress and although I don't think she'll do anything to show me up, I've been trying to persuade my her that we don't go but she's insisting I have to go and to make matters worse her bloody dress clings provocatively to her fit body and the top of her hold ups can be seen when she sits down.  We're supposed to be sitting down to a meal in an hour and then it's dancing but I'm in no state to eat a thing. ‎ This is getting ridiculous, I keep getting rock hard and feeling continually sick.