I feel I needed to update my profile as things have changed since I wrote the last one, Due to medical reasons (diabetes) I can no longer get an erection, on the rare occasion I do,I cant maintain it. Due to this, although I have always classed myself as bi I would say Im more gay than straight,and am only bottom. I enjoy giving "O" though I dont swallow,(unless forced) I also enjoy receiving "A" although have never had a real cock,just a strap-on, so guess Im still a virgin in a way. Although Im not really sub there are certain aspects I enjoy. Being forced to swallow and having someone laugh and mock me as I choke,gag and wretch. I dont XD atm but have started a new wardrobe as Id like to. I dont feel atracted to a man as a man but I do want whats between his legs so am very compliant. Before any Dom/mes think I have potential as a sub,I dont, as having been badly beaten as a child (still have flashbacks,45yrs later) I refuse to be beaten at any level.