I've always had an interest in the sub/dom lifestyle, but have never been able experience it properly for myself in the first person. The closest i've been able to get is having a somewhat dom relationship, and this has ended up with me doing many things that I never thought I would do! But unfortunately my recent, its fair to call her Mistress, has decided to hang up her e-whip and let her devotees out in the wilds on their own.

So, left to my own devices ive been searching for some other devices to scratch that itch, both metaphorically and literally... which lead me to recently by my first estim device!

The first of the devices i bought had was a very, i thought, simple Chinese device, which had a but plug and a flexible metallic urethral rod. And as good as that felt i though the cheap nature might end up being to my detriment, so 5hrs after buying my first estim device i had bought my second!

This one felt more nuanced, and nothing needed to be shoved down my cock (still trying to figure if that's better or worse). What i found strange was that the more control over the power meant that at low levels it was more tingly and electrical, the middle rangess were the most inside out hand job i've ever had, and the higher levels were trying to pull my insides out through my outsides!

After an hour or so of trying the different pulses at their different levels, trying as many computations as i could, and the differences between the plug and the cock loops, i decided its time to see if they can make me cum!

WIth a loop covering my balls and the base of my cock, and another just under the head, i cycled the various settings to see if i could find the one that "hit the spot", after about 20-30 mins of searching i found the one that i was sure to take me over the edge! and with my legs thrown over my head i found the sweet spot that took me to where i needed to be!

I thought after both being subject to cumming over my own face, and the ache that was still present from the enforced contractions, that it might be a while before i tried it again... the next day i found myself, again, laid with my legs above my head seconds away from the biggest orgasm of my life!

I have never had so many cum shots, one after each other, as while playing with this toy!!

My only regret is that i have not been able to experience this in a bdsm scenario. Which has lead to my next plan of buying a frostlock device... i figure with the device attached and my hands firmly attached for an unescapable amount of time , i could make such a mess! the only question is should that be 30mins, 60mins, 4hs...