BDSM
13 Jun 2016


Im currently going through a divorce, had to moved across the country, move back in with my mother and start from square one all over again except this time I'm 7 years older. I was in a loveless marriage with no sex life at all. Even when we had a sex life it was pretty plain and standard...I always craved for more, more adventure, more experience, someone who actually knew how to pleasure a woman without being naive and thinking a few pumps and jobs a good'un... Yeah I've done exciting things before sexually... I've had sex with my manager at work in the disabled toilets, I've done it in fields, town parks, alleyways while it's quiet, public toilets (classy aren't I ;)) but it's all just the same boring sex... I felt like I needed more, someone to boss me around, someone confident, capable, experienced and dominant (and it helps that he's mighty fine too)

So I was scrolling through a dating website like I had done for days on end. Getting the same jocks being utter creeps. The shy geeks who look like you'd floor them if you said boo, then I came across my Dom's advert looking for a person who was interested in training to be a submissive. The profile picture caught my eye straight away...a woman on her hands and knees while the dom is sat on the chair with her hands tied behind her back in sexy lingerie. So, curiously I click on his profile and my eyes lit up immediately, a big smile followed because without realising... this is what I've been looking for. Words stood out like experienced, control, willingness, totally submit, satisfaction guaranteed.... I was nervous as I'd never thought I'd actually have connections into this type of lifestyle but I bit the bullet and sent a message telling him I was intrigued. We messaged back and forth, I was very honest in my lack of experience and he was very understanding. He explained to me how it's all about trust, relinquishing that control over to him, submitting myself for his pleasure and mine. I felt very comfortable talking to him. He sounded very experienced and it was easy to trust him... I had questions, a LOT of questions and some doubts but he answered and explained and before I knew it I felt myself wanting to complete tasks for him to make him happy, he started me off gently with simple tasks like making sure I put 'sir' at the end of each message and making sure i messaged him good morning and goodnight at a certain time (I say simple but with my memory as shocking as it is this was a big ask in itself) but I've managed it alright so far. Then ramping it up to nude photos which I was nervous about as I never do that sort of thing, but I felt the urge of wanting to please him so there was no question that I wasn't going to send them... This please sir very much, he was very happy with my progress. I started to have doubts as I'd never met this man in my life and I suddenly though shit! What if this was a catfish just trying his luck and getting nudes from people so I asked for a photo... Big mistake as he rightfully put I'm the sub and he's the dom and I should never command anything from him...i felt well and truly chastised. I must admit I hated it, being told off for merely wanting evidence but I understood. When I explained that it was because I was starting to lack trust in him he suggested I add him on fb and so I did and that wiped any doubt in my mind and I trusted him 100% again...Then a video of me pleasuring myself followed to which he was very impressed with and I was happy that it pleased him... I wanted to keep making him happy, he rewarded me with compliments and let me off if I missed a 'sir' off a messaged (which I made sure didn't happen very often) but I was very appreciative that he saw I was making an effort and recognised that although I did these tasks for him, they weren't easy for me. We are yet to meet as it's only been a few days but we have made plans too and I'm really excited to see what he has instore for me. When we do meet I'd like to show him I can be the best ever submissive he's ever had and he'll ever have...lying next to him while he's lying there on his back, I'd run my fingers slowly up and down his chest to make him sensitive to my touch, I'd start off by kissing him softly over his chest, making my way up to his shoulder, kissing and biting the inside of his shoulder working my way up his neck...he'll moan because the feeling of my lips on his neck will turn him on big time, I nibble on his ear lobe and he can hear my soft breath in his ear, kissing him harder... I make my way back down his neck, across his shoulders and down his chest... As he's lying there I position myself inbetween his thighs, his erection so hard, it asking for me to release the pleasure, I start kissing his abdomen, making my way round to his thighs, quickly brushing his cock every so often teasing him, I kiss closer and closer to the bottom of his shaft, by this point he won't be able to take anymore teasing and order me to suck him off, I do as he wishes...I hold on to his hard cock, slowly, using my tongue I lick from the bottom of his shaft right up to the top, I do this a few times while looking up at him with my horny, seductive eyes, I use my tongue to lick and tease the tip and then once I can see that he's highly frustrated I wrap my lips around his cock and start sucking, long slow movements at first, getting faster... I put him so far deep into my mouth that he hits the back of my throat and makes me gag, but I love it and do it a few more times, I pull him back out, my lips tighten as I slide up and down his cock, playing with the tip while I'm doing it, hell start to feel the build up, I look up at him and can see hes ready to squirt his delicious cum in my mouth so I get faster....harder....and deeper wanting him to explode... Now I'll leave the rest to your imagination... I have to retain some sort of mystery and intrigue ;)

So this is my story so far... At the moment I'm really excited to start this adventure with my Dominant and I have a feeling that that's only going to grow the more I experience with him.


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