I am Paula 47 , been married twice , 2 kids that are grown up , my dream was marrage , happiness, kids , home , sex was like a chore , yes there was passion when i was younger but sometimes finding the time , dont get me wrong its a 2way street and a relationship needs to have open communcations in all sections on a marrage including sexual needs . We had our moments but it wasnt lust and sparks , i never pushed the topic , my only pleasure was with my fingers . Then both my husbands had affairs , infact i caught my last ex having sex in our bed . 2 messy divorces and i was on my own , which i dont mind . Then last year i met James at a friends birthday party we hit it off straight away , he was very flirty and popular, plenty of smiles and a few hand touches , i had to admit i was loving his company . Then he asked me out for a drink , he reassured me its only a drink , maybe a meal , we swapped numbers and like a desperate woman i kept looking at my mobile . Then James phoned me in work , we arranged to meet up Friday night , a meal and then to a fancy cocktail bar. I went through all my clothes , nothing was any good , so off i went for some retail therapy, i picked a couple of outfits and then had a cheeky look in victoria secrets , some sexy undies would be nice and stockings . I got ready and James was such a gentleman, great conversationalist, the meal was great then off to the coctail bar , the drinks were strong and we had a dance , i was loving my night out . The night was coming to an end , I then offered James to come back to mine for a coffee , we shared a taxi . In the house it was good to get my heels off , James asked did i have anything stronger , a night cap was a perfect end to a great evening . I was pouring the drinks then James was behind me , he kissed me , I responded, he smelt so manly , he was such a good kisser , he moved to my neck , always does it for me . His hands were on my hips , he moved them to my boobs i sighed with pleasure . I said to James , its been a while but i want you , we went to bed , stripping and then it was all kissing , touching , feeling , enjoying . I was in heaven , he was a gentle lover , and when he licked my pussy i had a orgasm that made me gasp . James was a big man in the penis department, bigger than both my husbands, he layed back on the bed while i gently wanked his cock , he asked me to suck him , i lowered my head and gently sucked away , it was so sexy , i sucked for a bit then he wanted to fuck me , i lay back and then he was in me , a real penis ( not a plastic one ) in me , he felt so big and he pushed in deep , i put my hands on his bum cheeks as he fucked me , i came , what a feeling then a few more thrusts , James pulled out and wanked his juice on my boobs and stomach . That was me on cloud 9, my relationship with James was stronger and stronger especially sexually, over the months i was up for try anything , watching porn , sexy undies , role play , outdoor sex, i remember giving James a blow job driving to leeds , i felt so powerful . We loved a dirty weekend away , mostly spent fucking in bed. James used to love watching me wanking myself off , i would put on stockings and tease away with my fingers and my sex toys , he would wank his cock and he would get me to suck him off with me fucking myself with a dildo . Then James introduced up to Sean and Annie , after a few too many drinks we went back to their house , James told me they were swingers , i was intriged, talking to Annie she said we are in control and it adds a buzz to their sex life. He said Sean wants to know can we have a mingle tonight, we will all be in the same bed what do you think . Maybe it was the drink , Sean was a handsome man i said yes but “baby step” nice and slowly , we all stripped off , Annie was wearing suspenders and stockings , i was kissing Sean , James was kissing Annies nipples , i made a grab for seans thick cock , seeing annie sucking seans cock was turning me on . Sean was fucking me from behind , he was slapping my arse which i like , james asked me was sean fucking me good , tell him to fuck you hard , i said james i want you in my mouth , so her i was being fucked from both ends , then i looked down and annie was licking my boobs , that was a new one on me . Annie was next to be spit roasted, she was loving it especially James cock up her , we both sucked and swallowed . Later we both sucked off the guys together , 2eager mouth on one cock it was hot and to add another experience, when the guys were having a smoke and refreshing our drinks , annie kissed me on the bed, i had never been that way with a woman , I responded and she kissed my boobs and then said i want to taste you , i wanted it to so we moved in the 69 position and licking her clit and being licked was an amazing feeling , she slurped and tounged my pussy deep , the smell was great , i came 1st and Annie came with a shudder, the boys had been watching with their dicks in their hands wanking , we lay back waiting to be spunked on and with spunk spurts on our boobs and for me on my face , cleaning their cocks was fun. We have had a few meet ups since then , we always end up in bed , i did bump into annie when i was shopping , we shared a coffee and a hot kiss by her car . I know im older but my life is so full at the moment , my sex life is amazing , i would have never have thought about swinging , being watched masturbating or having sex with a woman , life is for living and i am loving it ...............i hope my ex husbands are reading this