Mine is a different story , i go to men only saunas , i like to watch but i never do anything only watch. I dont know why , a few weeks ago i went to my favorite gay sauna , i love to watch the action at the glory holes , I normally ask can i watch , i like the glory holes were the hole is big enough you can see the willing mouths , lips and tongues as they are in sucking mode. A eggar mouth sucking or being mouth fucked. On this occasion the action moved from the glory hole and the 2 guys took turns on their knees sucking cock the best way they could they held nothing back , deep throating , shaft and balls sucking , then the money shot all over each others face and cleaning up the spunk from each others face , this was too much for me , i pleasured myself and emptied my load on the floor , both guys asked could they share my spunk - i said no. For my second load i asked could i watch a strapping man fuck a cross dresser, she was dressed as a cheer leader , pig tail wig , pleated sports skirt , white cotton panties , he was fucking her good , with a few slaps on her arse , when ready he pulled out of her arse and wanked off on her arse cheeks , then for a extra horny moment he cleaned up his own spunk from her arse and they both shared the spunk with a wet juicy kiss. Again i emptied my load on the floor , which i cleaned up. Is there anything wrong with just watching ? I have been curious about being sucked , but i get my rocks off watching while i wank off. Any advice would be appreciated