I’m a 36 year old wife and mother and I’m ashamed to tell you that I am leading a double life.  I’ve been advised to share my story by a good friend who I’m also shagging because she recons it will make me feel less ashamed of myself if I share it.

So, this is how it started.  I was on holiday with the family, my friend and her family.  We were staying in a nice hotel in Corfu and up until that holiday the worst I had ever done was snogg a stranger in a nightclub and today I have no idea why I did what I’m going to tell you.  It may be because I was feeling sorry for myself, getting older and having to work hard to keep my figure, plus our sex life wasn’t exactly great. But I have the looks and the body but knew I was getting older and things will start going south soon.

We had spent the day on the beach and I wanted to go into the hotel to cool down but no one else wanted to join me so I went in on my own.  I went to our room and went to have a shower, but the water was cold.   I put my dressing gown on and called the hotel lobby who promised to send some one up asap. I called my husband don his mobile to let him know and all he could say was ‘they will sort it out’ and that he and the kids were going to stay a while longer. Of course, as usual it was up to time to sort out the problem.   

I was still wet and it was hot as I was on the balcony and because of that my dressing gown was sticking to me and was pretty clingy, not hiding much and I was about to get changed to hide my self but thought ‘what the fuck’ and decided to flirt with whoever walked through the door to fix the shower.  With that there’s’ a knock on the door, I opened it and there was the guy to fix my shower.

He must have been in his late 50’s, looking rough as in he hadn’t shaved his grey whiskers, his t-shirt was dirty and his skin was like leather and his English was awful.   I stood there for a moment, and he just looked at me like a dirty old man looking from my tits to my feet and back.

I forgot about the flirting and just stepped to one side and said ‘shower’ giving him that look that was supposed to tell him to stop looking at me.

He grins and walks into the bathroom.   I felt bad for teasing him with my clingy dressing gown and then being disgusted when he looked at me, to be honest, I felt a bit of a prick tease and at that moment I felt horny.   I wanted to tease him and try and get a reaction from him so I stood in the doorway and watched him whilst at the same time I opened my dressing gown so that he could see my breasts but only half of then, I still had my nipples covered.   The problem was that the gown was still clinging to me and my nipples were hard and big.   

He couldn’t have been more than two of three minutes sorting the shower out and when he turned round to leave, he did the same thing again, he looked me up and down staring at my breasts.  I said the most stupid thing, I asked him if I owed him anything, knowing that you don’t pay hotel maintenance to fix things.     He looked confused and told me that I was a very sexy lady, I said the next most stupid thing ever and thanked him and for some reason I pulled on my nighty and my left nipple popped out.   He said it was nice and ran the back of his hand over it a few times.

To this day I can’t explain why I did what I did, I didn’t even find him attractive, granted, he was rough and dark btu not handsome.  I opened my dressing gown and let him feel my breasts, then I put my hand in between his legs and felt his stiff cock.  We stood there feeling each other until he pulls my gown off and takes hold of my arm and leads me to the bed and without saying anything takes his canvases trousers an ft-shirt off and puts his hands on my tits and pushes me so that I’m sitting on the bed, takes his cock and puts in in my mouth.    

I’m a married mother of three sat on the bed of a Spanish hotel sucking the cock of a man I don’t know or find attractive, but I’m finding it all very erotic.

The next thing I know he’s taking charge and I’m on my back and he’s on top of me and pushing his cock into me and we fuck, and we fuck hard.

On the rare occasions that my husband and I fuck he’s slow and gentle, this guy was neither.  He had my legs over his shoulders and was pounding the fuck out of me and I loved it. It was dirty and hot.

He sucked my tits and ate my pussy and fucked me until I climaxed and with that I felt him cum inside me, a lot.  It was only afterwards that I remembered that I wasn’t on the pill, who would I be, my husband hardly ever fucked me and when he did, he worse a condom.  This guy cum's inside me and we lay there for a while before he lifts me up, turns me round and lowers me onto his still hard cock. I don’t know what you call it when you ride someone facing away, but that’s what I did. I was facing the mirror and that made it hotter, in fact I climaxed more the second time than I did the first, especially when he impregnated me again.  Then, it was over. I climb off his shaft and he gets up, dresses, thanks me and leaves.

I’m left kneeling on the ben, my pussy aches from the pounding and I’m full of cum.

I shower using the now repaired shower. I didn’t feel guilty at all, in fact I masturbated thinking of the man I had just fucked.  The silly thing is that as I was dressing the door of the room opened and I looked at the sheets which were wet and had cum on them. I grabbed a glass of water and threw it onto the sheets to try and make out that they were wet because I had spilled water.  If that was where it ended, I could put it down to a stupid moment, but it didn’t.

I was on a bit of a high, disgusted with myself whilst at the same time excited that I has done something ‘naughty’.  Just two days later a simple flirtation with two young lads ended up in me in bed, having sex with two strapping young men, one eating my pussy whilst the other sucked my nipples and then when they swapped, the other one fucked me and I sucked his cock.  

This boring wife was on her knees with a young man inside her fucking me from behind whilst I sucked his friend’s cock which was so thick that I could only just about open my mouth wide another and was so long that I gagged as he thrust it down my throat.  I was used by them both and I loved it.

They came in my mouth and pussy and all over my back and breasts not just once but four times over the holiday, I would sneak away from my family and friends and sneak with them into their room and we would fuck, it was dirty and erotic and it felt amazing to have young men cum inside me and on my breast and for me to suck their cocks clean.

Where does my friend come into it.  She could tell that my mind was occupied and nagged and nagged until I said something, in fact it was her that asked me if I was having an affair.  I didn’t tell her about the maintenance man but I knew that she was having an affair and wouldn’t tell anyone, so I told her about my threesome and who with.    I expected her to be shocked and even disgusted that I would fuck two men at once but she wasn’t, she was just annoyed that I hadn’t invited her best friend.   On the very last full day before we were due to leave, me, my friend and my two new ‘fuck buddies’ went to their room.   And whilst one lad had his hand under my bikini top squeezing my breasts my friend simply undressed and ’demanded’ a shag, in fact her exact words from what I could remember where ‘I don’t like being left out so’ (standing there naked) are we going to fuck or not’.

And whilst one fucked me the other fucked her. I was so turned on my that, the sight of her small firm tits wobbling whilst she was being shagged then a cock was thrust into her mouth whilst at the same time, I had a young cock inside me that that was what I found to eb the most erotic adventure ever.  But not just that, when the boys had cum and need to rest my friend na di pleasured each other, we basically fucked. I rode her pussy and she mine until the boys where ready to go again.  My friend and I swapped cocks until the two of them ejaculated over us, in our hair and on our faces and tits.  And, eventually we said out good byes and went back to our boring (ish) lives.

My friend and I found  a new bi sexual life and have since found new fuck buddies and its amazing.

So, yes, I do feel guilty at times but don’t seem to be able to stop.  I will go from having an 18 year old cock in me one week to a 71 year old neighbour in his shed the next and an occasionally my friends pussy in between.  As long as the cock is hard and can fill me with cum I’m happy.

I’ve justified it by telling myself that its just swinging and I’ve watched enough swinging porn on my computer to not feel too bad.  Everyone does it , don’t they?