I consider myself a regular straight guy. Just turned 45 and my sex life is a bit patchy with the wife, a typical tale, both busy and preoccupied. I live in Middlewich in Cheshire and was aware of an infamous gay Sauna up the road in Northwich. One day whilst working at home I looked at the website and read a few reviews, it excited me and curiosity got the better of me. There and then on a Friday afternoon I went along - it was bigger and better than I imagined. I paid my £15 was given a towel, a locker key, plus a condom and some lube. That surprised me but I guess this was my first adventure in a gay Sauna. I stripped naked and put my towel around me and decided to head for the showers. I showered and got surprisingly turned on by all the other naked bodies and cocks on show. After showering I realised I was sexually excited and was sporting a semi hard on. Walking about naked with my towel in hand was really liberating and a big turn on. I had no idea what to do or where to go. I saw a few people in a jacuzzi; they were kissing and I assumed tugging each other off, I walked past them eager not to intervene and spoil their obvious excitement and went into the darkness of the steam rook, it was hot, damp and very dark, eventually my eyes started to adjust. It seemed quiet but I wa eager to explore. I saw two guys, one with his cock through a glory hole and the other guy on the other side of the wall sucking him off. After a good old search up and down I could find no one else. I left walking back past the jacuzzi where the fun was still being had. I then entered the sauna, I quickly looked for somewhere to sit, or lie down I saw an upper shelf and headed for it. I quickly noticed a young naked guy on the shelf immediately below, he was lying naked with a big hard cock standing up. Occasionally he wanked the cock to keep it hard, I couldn’t stop looking at it. I realised I wanted to suck that big hard cock - it looked amazing. No one seemed settled in the sauna - it was like Piccadilly Circus with people coming in and out every few seconds and with the door opening and closing it wasn’t very hot. I decided to keep looking around. I followed a few people up a set of stairs, as I went up the stairs a guy was coming down naked with a fully erect cock that was simply enormous. I looked at it enviously, god if I had that I could do some damage I thought. Again I wanted to suck it - what was wrong with me. At the top of the stairs I realised this was the play areas that the receptionist had referred to - in my naivety I wasn’t sure what he’d meant. In the semi darkness there were rooms everywhere all semi dark and all playing porn. I stopped and watched the gay and bi porn. It excited me. There were naked guys everywhere. I saw a crowd at the entrance to a room and walked past them. The room had 3 or 4 sofas, with around 7 or 8 guys on the sofas. Another 5 or 6 guys were congregated at the entrance. The room was playing straight porn on a large flat screen television. It was a group sex film and some big cocks were hammering into wet shaved pussys. On the sofas just about all the guys were masturbating - a few under their towels but a few had their cocks out and were wanking away. I sat in the only available seat but a combination of the excellent porn and all the guys wanking excited me and soon I was standing on end. I was so turned on I opened my towel and pulled my foreskin back and started to wank, I was excited to be watched and I felt so liberated. There was an older guy next to me with a big long cock and he was furiously wanking it, I watched him and he seemed to be having so much fun, he put his left hand on my chest and stroked my chest and stomach before putting his left hand around my fat cock and he started to wank me with his left hand while still wanking himself with his right hand. I did the only thing that came into my head and reciprocated. I grabbed his cock with my right hand - this was the first cock other than my own I’d ever touched and I started wanking him. We sat there wanking each other and others in the room were watching. After a few minutes my new friend stirred and ejaculated all over my hand he was a heavy cummer and he stopped wanking me as he orgasamed. I briefly left the room still very hard and washed my hands. I returned and sat back on the sofa to watch the porn, my friend had gone. On the sofa adjacent three guys were starting to play. One was sucking a guy off and in turn another guy had his tongue up his arse. The guy having his arse licked suddenly announced he was coming and ejaculated everywhere. Fucking hell, I had no idea how much sucking and fucking went on in these places. I scanned the room and there were three or four guys sucking other guys off. I went for a further explore and found myself in a big dark room with gay porn on a number of tvs. Surprisingly the gay porn really turned me on and I masturbated. As I sat on a seat watching the gay porn and masturbatingi a group of older guys - all very grey came in. I watched as they set about each other, sucking each other’s cocks before two of them got in behind two others and started fucking them. I was watching anal sex for the first time. It was fast and furious and whilst everyone seemed to get a go it was over quickly and the group dispersed. I continued to walk around until I got back to the stairs - I was going to head back downstairs and probably leave but my cock was hard and I was desperate to cum. There was an empty room on my left and I wondered in there. There was gay porn playing - a group of guys pumping each other’s arses, it turned me on and I stood naked with my arse resting on the edge of a bed, slowly wanking my cock. After a few seconds, a guy popped his head around the entrance. He was naked with a big cock and he just looked at me wanking. He sank to his knees and took me immediately into his mouth, no words were spoken but I was powerless to resist. It felt so good being in his mouth. After a minute or so he got up and said ‘hi’. We started kissing and he jumped on the bed beside me - we got into a side on position and he sucked me again only this time I took my first cock into my mouth. I wasn’t at all sure what to do but I held him with my hand at the base of his cock and moved my mouth up and down his head. It felt so good having a big hard cock in my mouth. What have I been missing I thought. I lost control as the excitement overpowered me and I knew I was going to shoot the load that had been building in me for a while - I was powerless as my lover sucked me and I exploded into his eager mouth. I continued to suck him ever after I’d cum and was rewarded when he shot a load into my mouth which I felt compelled to swallow. My lover kissed me hard on the lips and left. I returned to the shower area, showered and dried before getting dressed and left for home. This all happened around 6 weeks ago and I tend to go to the sauna about once a week. I’m addicted. I’m not sure if I’m gay but I love guys sucking my cock, I adore getting a cock in my mouth and I really enjoy a good kiss and a snog. I have fucked a few guys up the arse with a condom and that’s fun but I really can’t say I enjoy being fucked up the arse it feels slightly weird and a bit painful but I’m being told to persist because it’ll get better. I do feel sexually fucked up and addicted to gay porn. My interest in fucking my wife has subsided and look forward to my gay Sauna visits above anything else.