I recently moved into a flat with my boyfriend of a year.Before we met I admit I can’t deny I had slept around, believing if you liked someone why not,But that all changed the day I met my boyfriend.

The flat we moved into was within a house and below us we had a very nice African couple who had just had a baby.Sometimes at night we would often hear slamming doors and them arguing,but they were so nice it was hard to get annoyed It was after one of these arguments I came home to meet my neighbour in the passage he apologised for the night before and said sorry but it’s all getting to much and I need to speak to someone,I was a bit taken back and when he said can I make you a coffee I just agreed.

To get to the point he said I worship her but since we had the baby she has changed.She spends every day at her mothers and at night turns her back to me and accuses me of sleeping around.I pointed out it’s probably because of the newborn,and he replied I know that but I have needs.

It was funny but I genuinely began to feel sorry for him.as you could tell he was genuine.I don’t know why but I put my hand in his to reassure him really,a kind of gesture really.but he pulled me to him and kissed me and I don’t know why but I responded. I say I don’t know why because I have never really been attracted to black men.Then things just went so fast before I knew it we were naked in each other’s arms.Maybe because of his built up frustration he was not interested in any foreplay,he just guided himself into me,and all I can really remember was he was taking me places I had never been,maybe it was our different skin colours I just don’t know,All I did know was I didn’t want it to end.but all to soon I felt him tense as he released his seed deep into me.and for a second I was grateful to accept it.We sat up and I felt his cum running from me he quickly got up to hand me some tissue to clean myself,I think we were both shocked at what had just happened.

By rights it should have ended there,but I have to admit it was me that wanted it to carry on, I took his now placid penis in my hand and began to wank him gently back to a erection,and got a really turned on by the sight of his blackness against my whiteness, I enjoy giving oral so moved down to take him in my mouth I must admit I was surprised how quickly he came which I quickly swallowed,which must have turned him on as he never lost his erection but moved to enter me again,I was going to the stars and back luckily I don’t scream or I am sure I would have raised the roof,He came deep into me again,and suddenly we must have both realised how risky this situation was.and we both dressed and I returned to my own flat.Once there I thought about what had just happened and could feel no guilt.even though I had just betrayed my boyfriend and and my freind.I am obviously protected but it did cross my mind but even that’s not 100% andI thought what if I am pregnant but that quickly went from my mind.The worst part for me was when my boyfriend came home I expected guilt but just didn’t feel any.Only satisfaction

I am not saying I have turned into someone who now only wants black men as nothing is further from the truth.but if the situation arose again I don’t know if I would resist.

Because of our living situation we have to see each other.and at first I thought it may be awkward but it went okay and even alone we have never mentioned it.I know he must at times think I fucked her as I think he fucked me,but apart from that we just talk as neighbours not lovers.