All this happened 33 years ago. I was 25 years old and I don’t think I had any gay tendencies up until this point. I happened to meet up with my old school friend, I was working out in Africa and I used to write to Patrick every once in a while I suppose 2 letters a year. I had not seen him in 10 years, not since we left school. cut a long story short when I came home on leave, I phoned him and said I would like to see him after all this time. So I arranged to meet him that night. I knocked on his door and he answered it, I was a bit shocked really, he still looked the same, he was still short and plump but he was a bit camp. Anyway we ended up in his sitting room. He made coffee and then he cracked a bottle of wine . We talked about this and that, about all the things we had done since leaving school, and as always the conversation then got round to sex. He started to talk about the school football team and the shower rooms. All the boys that had big cocks and used to show them off in the showers after football. Since he left school he kept in touch with a few the ones he later he found out to be gay. All the time he was talking he was stretched out on the chair next to me and I could see he had a hard on. I must admit so did I. I had always considered myself straight, up to now. Next he asked me if I wanted to see his holiday photos, in one of them, he pointed out his cock was poking out the leg of his shorts. Laughing, he said you like, if you want I will put them on for you. With that he disappeared upstairs and came down with these cut down jean shorts on, which were so tight I could see the shape of his cock. I was feeling very horny, but also very shy. He then suggested I go and try spare pair on, so I went out to the kitchen and put them on and came out in to the sitting room. Well they were that tight it also showed I had a ragging hard on. He made no secret he liked what he saw, but I was very confused by the feelings I felt and very shy. One of the main reasons being I always felt I was not very well endowed. But I soon found out, in fact I was bigger then my friend, not that it makes any fucking difference. I went back into the kitchen to take them off and I really had a hard time getting them off. I was putting my jeans back on, when he walked into the kitchen and surprised me. There I was trying to do the fly of my jeans up, with my cock sticking straight out. He walk straight up and grabbed hold of my cock, mmmmmmmmmmmmm nice he said, god I nearly cummed there and then. He said don’t put it away yet, you want to see mine, you was always trying to see my cock in the showers. I started to stutter, but it was true. I just never admitted it to myself. We then went back into the living room and he dropped his trousers and I dropped my jeans. God I was so excited, when I saw his cock, I loved the way his cock head was peeking out of his foreskin. I loved the silky feel of his cock and the way his foreskin slid back and forth, I am cut. I played with his cock and he played with mine. We rubbed cocks together I played with his balls, watched each other wank and wanked each other and at one point I got down on my knees and he wanked his cock in front of my face. His cock was inches from my face. I was going to suck his cock but his cock really smelt and really put me off. I really did want to suck his cock .So in the end we just wanked each other off. I had such a powerful cum, I shot off all over his cock and belly and he done the same to me. We carried on playing for a while after we cleaned up, then I got dressed and went home. All the way home I was feeling very guilty, this was the first time, I had ever had feelings for another man, it was totally Allen to me, I loved girls didn’t I. Over the next few days, I kept thinking over and over of what happened, and every time I did I got an erection. While I fucked my girlfriend I was thinking of Patrick. If you would like to hear more about this tell me and I will tell some more.