Lenny had to go back to work today .I ran him there and told him I would pick him up at the end of his shift . He works in a cold storage warehouse ,which must give hie muscles a good work out . It seemed right to invite Lenny to move in .He is totally transparent , I don’t think he has the whit to construct a lie and I think I might be good for him . We have talked about my needs and I have agreed to drop the dogging and lorries ,but he is O.K. For Ricky to remain on the scene and have me however he wants . Lenny wants me to have something special for him ,like the neckless and ankle bracelet , but I recon the poor boy is plotless ,so I suggested something I never thought I would have and that is nipple rings and I will try and get those done this week . I shopped for clothes for Lenny today ,hope he likes them .I want us to go out tonight and eat somewhere . He has decided in his own mind that we are now together and will be for good .He could be right .I feel very protective towards him and in his own way he feels the same about me . I will feel safe with him ,just as long as my insides hold out . I have found myself a lover to totally satisfy me , a protector , finess instructor ,he loves my gym and I have to confess ,someone to love .