I didn't mention in my earlier posts but it took 10 long months before I got to meet my Dom for the first time. During these months the build of anticipation, constantly craving his touch and my lack of patience, gradually took toll and I got myself into trouble with my back fire of inappropriate messages. I'd always been spoilt, could manipulate most but this guy just wouldn't have it. I found myself being bratty for attention. All of this was new to me - I didn't understand. He'd soon put me in my place and reminded me to behave or fuck off. Of course I couldn't just 'fuck off' by now, he had my mind, I was in his spell. I knew I could walk at any point but I didn't want to. I decided to put up and shut up. I was told that because of my bad behaviour and lack of discipline that I'd need to be punished. My online punishment would consist of being ignored for days on end (which I hated) or he'd simply reply "lol" which wound me the fuck up too. He knew how to push my buttons - all of them. After i'd type something negative or cheeky, I'd feel like shit and would apologise and plead for forgiveness. He explained he expected 'wobbles' from me but I must understand I'd not get away with it. Some weeks later the time came to have my arse fucked, but I was also reminded I'd be punished for my behaviour and bad attitude. I agreed that I needed punished and that I'd be there. He told me to ensure my arse was clean too as he'd be putting his cock in my mouth after he'd fucked it. Oh no, could I really do this? I had my 'safe word' and knew I could stop anything at anytime but this sounded awful. Yet again I found my self agreeing. I opened the door to my Dom, again wearing his suit, shirt and tie my cunt twinges. He had a grin on his face as he stepped in. He's tall, I knew that but this time I felt so over powered as he stood right there looking straight at me."After you" he says as for the second time he follows me to the bedroom. I was wearing the natural stockings, white suspenders and white bra as instructed. My legs were trembling and I honestly thought I would fall over in my heels but I didn't, I made it to the bed, he told me to "sit". I sat on the edge of the bed, shaking. He came and stood In front of me, pulled down the zipper on his trousers and got out his semi-erect cock which I took into my mouth. He tasted so good, I could smell his arousal, his manly scent. He put his hands to my head and proceeded to fuck my face, suddenly he stopped and stepped back. He reached to the inside pocket and said, "look what I have". He pulled out a silver/grey coloured paddle, this is when I realised this guy means what he says and I was to feel the wrath of me thinking I was clever behind my emails!! He put the paddle beside me on the bed as he undressed. I watched his every move absolutely terrified. I heard him laugh out loud as he told me to "calm the fuck down". "Now stand and put your hands on the bed" he told me, I did feeling very exposed, my ass sticking out with only my suspender straps for cover. I felt something smooth running across my arse cheeks and in between my thighs, suddenly a strike came. The first wasn't too bad in fact it was quite nice, "Ha, I thought to myself, is that your best!?" Suddenly I heard the swipe of air coming towards me and as the paddle connected hard I screamed out and flung myself forward on the bed to try escape the pain. It didn't work, the sting, the pain it was there and it fucking hurt. By now I was laying flat on my front, I felt my Dom straddle me on the bed, I could feel his heavy balls stroking over my thighs. Whack, whack, whack.... More and more in the same place as before. The pain was really bad, the safe word was spinning in my mind but strangely I was feeling aroused too. My mind was all over, how can I hate it but love it all at the same time? He told me before hand how many strikes I'd take as punishment and made me count out loud. Halfway through he told me to turn onto my back, again he straddled me and again I felt his balls running over my skin. He hit my tits and lowered to my inner thighs. Eventually I was one before my count, he laid the last strike right between my legs on my pussy, fuck now that did hurt!! 95 I called out.