This goes back a long way, I did have a mistress. She passed away some time ago, but before she did pass she told me about an other lady who was dominant and would be the perfect mistress. I have often thought about outing myself to her, but always bottle out at the last minute. I know that this is stupid, I'm pretty sure that she knows what I'm like - she knows how submissive I am. And that I still wear a cy belt, although I have the key in my possession. But I just can't bring myself to tell her, how stupid is that. I would love for her to read this, realize who I am and take charge. But the chances of that are very slim, I know this from the experience that I have. Still maybe one day she will take charge and return me to my rightful place.