I felt I was female in a male body.First job away from home,first chance to indulge my need to wear underwear that I longed for,at first just in my little bedsit but more and more going to work and generally on a day to day level,I even got a thrill going into clothing stores to buy the stuff. There were times when my cock felt like an intruder in my body,I could'nt avoid needing to wank it but how I wished it were a cunt and to be satisfied by another mans cock. Almost inevitably I gravitated to wearing female outer clothing and after I passed my driving test I would drive at night to toilet block some distance from where I lived.I would go in the ladies but it was'nt really a sexual thing,it was more the need to go in a cubicle lift my dress or skirt up pull my knickers down and sit there and feel like a woman might do,but always my cock,I would look down at it as it stood up between my legs and think I wish you were'nt there,and stiil regardless of such feelings it would be neccessary to wank,to sit there and start to pull on it until I spunked. I suppose it was bound to happen as a number of men visited the gents toilet next door,one had probably worked out that I was a female looking for sex or as was the case I was male with a bit of a problem. Once or twice another female had used the toilet at night and I would sit there listening to her tinkle and drying herself with toilet paper and if it took a bit longer than usual I would try to imagine her sitting there with her legs apart maybe playing with her cunt,perhaps touching swollen pussy lips or pulling on her clitty and then I'm needing to wank off,this fucking cock,completely uncontrolable except by wanking it off. I did'nt know it was a man had gone in the cubicle next door to me,I assumed it was a woman,I heard the rustle of clothing I'm trying to imagine the lifting of a skirt and the pushing down of her knickers,I thought that was what I was hearing and yet there seemed to be a bit more,then silence. As usual my cock is at full hardness always there to remind me,knowing that it will get its own way and be wanked.There was a sound coming from next door,I recognised it,it was the sound that wanking makes,the rubbing the light slapping,I did'nt realise that it was deliberate,it did'nt even cross my sex addled brain that a woman would surely make a different sound wanking,but I had no reason to think it was a man next door. When a piece of paper came under the partition asking if I would put my arm under and into her cubicle to help her out I was a bit gobsmacked,it had not crossed my mind that women indulged in lesbian activity in a toilet,I thought that was a male only thing,then another piece of paper as I dithered,it just said I'm naked,what are you wearing,do you want to wank me off. I'd never even touched a womans fanny,the thought of putting my fingers in her cunt and maybe feeling her clitty was overwhelming.I got on my knees and put my arm under the partition,it was taken by a hand on the other side and guided to what I assumed would be a wet fanny. For a second I was completely confused,that was a cock I was feeling,I immediately tried to pull my arm away but it was being held tight and moved over a rock hard cock and a large set of balls.Like never having touched a fanny neither had I never touched another mans cock or another mans balls. I'm only a little guy and whoever was on the other side was much stronger,the bottom of the partition was hurting my arm as I struggled so I let him have his way with my hand,he closed my fingers around the shaft oy his cock,it more or less filled my grip,I let him use my hand to wank himself with and almost without knowing why I'm actually enjoying the sensation,it was'nt a fanny,it was'nt a cunt,it was'nt a clitty,it was a cock but it was belonging to another man and I find I'm thinking about being fucked,being fucked by another man,the thought is going around and around in my head,I want to be fucked by a man,its what men do to females,they fuck them. I realise I'm actively working his cock,I,m feeling it,I'm visualizing its size,could I take it,I'd never had a cock in my arsehole but I'd over time inserted various objects in a vain attempt to feel what a woman might feel when being fucked,yes I could take it. I hardly recognised my own voice but it was me who was asking if I could come in to his cubicle,within a second or two I heard him undo his door,he let go of my hand,I was shaking from head to toe,I pulled my knickers up and opened my door,he was standing there naked,he was'nt going to let me escape,which I was'nt going to do anyway.His cock was standing up like a rod,it was'nt sa big as it felt in my hand,yes I could definitely take that,I liked his long hanging balls,he looked all man. He reached for my hand and almost pulled me into his cubicle,he oushed the door shut and immediately planted his lips on mine and started roughly kissing me.His hand went up under my skirt and felt my own hard cock,fucking lovely,fucking lovely he kept repeating as he started to attempt to tear my knickers off,I left him pulling at my cock as I managed to push them down and off. He pulled my skirt up and pushed his cock hard onto mine,pumping and girating almost growling,his hands were holding tightly on my arse cheeks as he simulated fucking my cock with his.He was spreading my cheeks and salivated fingers started to push into me one at a time,he obviously knew the size of his own cock. He was'nt being gentle,he was going to fuck me whether I liked it or not,I was'nt resisting.He turned me towards the toilet bowl and pushed me down,I obliged,spreading my legs giving him as much access as he wanted to my arse. I felt him lubricate me with saliva and then the first twithing touch of his cock as he guided it to the entrance,relax I'm telling myself relax.The first push hurt a little as the head pushed in,then stopped and throbbed,for a second I thought he was coming off,I did'nt want him to,I wanted a full fucking. It way and beyond anything I'd ever inserted,but then it was the first living beating thing that had ever invaded me.It felt enormous but I wanted it all and the deeper it went the more wanted it,at last I knew what it was like to be a woman and be fucked by a man. The fack that he was wanking me as he fucked me meant very little,it was the fucking that mattered,I wanted it to last for ever but of course it would'nt,I'm still a man so I knew that. I would'nt have believed that I could have felt him come off so deep inside me,but I swear I did,feeling his spunk come through his shaft on my rim helped.He pumped hard and long,I never even felt myself come off,my brain was completely engulfed by his cock,he had made me a female,I'd been fucked for the first time,just wanking would never again be enough.