When we first got married my wife always used to hold my hand when we had sex. When we started swinging at her instigation, she always looked at me, mouthed to me that she loved me and took my hand in hers when a man entered her and kept hold of it until she orgasmed. When she first started being fucked by Gary, she always looked at me, mouthed to me that she loved me and took my hand in hers when he entered her and kept hold of it until she orgasmed. A couple of months ago she stopped looking at me or taking my hand when Gary fucked her. She did however, continue to look at me, mouth to me that she loved me and take my hand in hers when other men entered her and still kept hold of it until she orgasmed. It still hurt though. On Saturday evening, when she was entered by a complete stranger, she looked at me but then looked away and took Gary's hand in hers.