Many years ago I went to a swingers party dressed as a woman since we had been told it was fancy dress. I had a few comments from men asking how I was coping in the heels but apart from that, nothing. Some while through I changed clothes back to a man. I was young and naïve at the time and it was only pondering this event some years later that it occurred to me that I could well have been propositioned, and probably should have expected to be. It genuinely never occurred to me. Now I am not gay, or at least I don’t think I am. I’m just utterly fascinated by wearing women’s clothes. I still have a slim body and good legs although I would be hard pressed to seriously pass, especially these days. So if I had been approached and invited upstairs, what should I have done, and in some respects more interestingly, what would I have done. I struggle a bit with getting my head around being forward as a woman, so I’m open to input on this matter. I’m assuming that I would have gone upstairs and we would have found a quiet corner. Then I would have taken off my dress. I hadn’t given too much thought to the ease of disrobing (and as my wife pointed out, re-robing in a hurry) I would have kept my bra on. It was tasteful in black and blue and I had a decent set of falsies to give me a good shape and feel. (Actually a woman once commented that mine were better than hers). The question of what to do with my knickers is one I haven’t yet resolved. If I had taken them off it would have indicated my readiness but might have made me seem wanton. As for what to do then, I am very much out of my depth. A bit of kissing and feeling would probably ensue, but the idea of me (even as a woman) taking hold of a man’s cock is one I struggle with. Given the position I would then be in, I guess it would be necessary for me to do so and to rub it up and down. I have eaten women but I have never eaten a man. I’m thinking I would probably have to do that (which scares me). In fact I would probably need to suck it to ejaculation in order to have kept at least part of the bargain implicitly made by going upstairs in the first place. Beyond that is truly uncharted territory although I am fascinated by how a woman makes the decision to allow a man to enter her. One can watch pornography for the practical side but they don’t cover the mental side much. Does taking that step make me gay or is it just a logical extension of the exploration of my feminine side. I would be very interested to discuss this with any woman (or man) who can provide me with some input. I have discussed this with my wife but however long we have been together we only have a limited experience. Sadly now I don’t think I could reenact the scenario but it is interesting to muse on what might have been.