hello,i cant bring myself to get out the car and stand out side and watch,(never ever done it before) and am finding the thought eneasy,i would like to be broken in gently (so to speak)in more easy conditions,would a couple who maybe like to be watched like to show me the way please,im a genuine 35yr old male,goodmannered and polite,sometimes shy,married,with a son,needing to satisfy my curiosity,i think ill either love it or not,hopefully the former,but untill i try it ill never know,living in medway towns ,kent,if this is of interest please send me a pm and i will answer any questions that you will obviuosly need to know,thankyou