Quote by Eagerslut9
Despite being sub generally I'm not indulging this side of myself at the party ... I will be honest and say that I do have a distrust in men generally (although not necessarily with anyone here) and feel that I might open up a can of worms if I let myself go.
It takes me a long time to gain trust to fully let go and is nothing against any person on this site ~ in fact it's due to this site and the people here that I have regained trust to come out and swing anyway.
I'll happily play and get involved but I'm don't want to risk emotional stirrings by handing over trust when I'm not entirely 100%.
C x
I know where you are coming from Calista. I think the big thing is respect....well, it is to me and that works both ways m to f, f to m. I am unknown to a lot going to the party so feel a bit on the nervy side due to this but I get a good feeling about everyone and really looking forward to it. Even if it is just to meet people....although I hope it will be more than that
I know you'll have fun. There's never any pressure on anyone at blue and satin's. Just lots of friends to make. :wink:
Cheers ES....now I am in a dilemma what to wear. I have no fetish clothing to speak of and know I will probably look out of place in jeans and shirt.
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