An apology for not being overy chatty reciently :-/

13 Mar 2005

First off my apologies for not being arround and not being overly chatty in msn and in here.
Not only have I been really run down and suffering a major attack of something called gingervitus, I think its called, and swolen tonsels... on top of that a major downer due to lack of money, laddo looking as tho hes going to be expelled or end up in "drop out, push them through the system" school, depression, lack of self esteme, and wondering if I should bother with the photography as I cant see myself ever turning it into a paying carrer due to my real lack of my ability to sell myself and also wondering if my abilities are up to it as the more photos I take, the more faults I find with my work confused

Thank god I'm not employed, else I'd probably be sacked, lol.
Normal service will be resumed soon, till then a little light music and a test card will be displayed lol

13 Mar 2005

There's a lot of it about lately Jon, here's hoping things pick up for you (and everyone else) soon!
We still need to arange to go out for a drink (we're broke too so cheap and cheerful rules :thumbup: )
C x

13 Mar 2005

Well, I must have been looking at someone elses photographs then, not yours Jon.
The ones I have seen are beautiful, erotic, thought provoking and wonderful. Obviously not yours, after what you just said. rolleyes

That shoot I've been begging you for? Forget it, ok? You think I'm allowing you to photograph me, after you said all that? I must have been mad to want that, and to anticipate a good seeing-to, from you, after the shoot.
I think you might benefit from a 'daylight' lamp. I believe you could have a bad case of .
I love you, BTW.

13 Mar 2005

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Jon, stop beating yourself up...I've seen your work at the mini-Nottm munch and I thought it was both expressivive and impressive, in fact everyone spent a lot of time either viewing it or discussing it.
You are an artist and like most artists you will criticise your own work when most people around would only praise it...All artists go through what you're going through and most artists get through what you are going through. Chin up chappie.
I for one would not hesitate to recommend you to anyone who wanted personal erotic portraits taken as your pictures tend to capture the essence of the subject.

I also saw your work at the nots mini munch & totaly agree with
sure things will pick up just dont give up :thumbup:

13 Mar 2005

Hope you turn it around soon mate. Don't let your mind convince you of something that ain't so. Listen to what's been said here.

14 Mar 2005

Thanks everyone, I didnt want people to think I was being ignorant or had fell out or was in a strop or just being a right git.
I guess things had reached one of thoes times when to much was piled up... and I'm getting frustrated at not seeming to get anywhere with the photography and I guess you're right, the most stringent critique is always that by oneself but...
Calista, yes you're right... and yes we do... we'll have to find a wetherspoons as they do an ok pint of beer for , lol.
Vix, you're a sod and a right cheeky moo :shock: Didnt you realise that I just shamelesly stole all the images on my site and passed em of as my own lol

however I want to see you naked with your boobs out on my bed the next time you are up nottingham way :P
You might be right about the sad thing, as my body clock is so shot to shite I tend to wake up just as its starting to get dark... or maybe I'm a vampire and just need to suck... where is Reese when you need him :shock:
P.s Love you to :P
, I cant directly advertise... however I do need to get of my backside and PM mark and see about a link exchange, but not till I know my site will stay up longer than 2 days without a re-boot mad

I have chenged a couple of things, so will have to see how it goes over the next few days.
Chippy, tune, thank you both smile

14 Mar 2005

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or maybe I'm a vampire and just need to suck... where is Reese when you need him :shock:

I'm right here!!! :bounce:
~Reese! :love:

14 Mar 2005

Ditto what everyone else said Jon, your work is fantastic and you don't look so bad yourself wink

I know what you are saying though, and depression will always hit you where it hurts. Don't give up, you have one hell of a talent there and I would certainly love to pose for you given half a chance biggrin

14 Mar 2005

jon i can i please give you a hug!
we all have troubles!....thats what makes us humen!..........i thank you for being honist! and truthfull to us!.................... it must of been hard for you to post this!
Just be your self in what ever you feel!
Debs kiss

14 Mar 2005

Dont worry Jon, life has a habit of getting in the way confused

Would love to see your work, why not set up a website, another way of selling yourself?
xxx