So here I am in a hotel room between shifts, with my little black book firmly closed. Actually I don't have one but you know what I mean.
When I left, W was upset that I was working over the Bank-holidays. So now with W upset I feel it would be wrong to have fun. I am not sure why. 
Is it guilt? Is it that I may just feel too close to the other woman, while I feel low, and mad at W? Anyway, I have locked myself in, no booze, no fab meals, no fun. No answer to the phone at home.  
      No it is not. I think I am Upset because she is.
Bad enough being away, without being reminded. I know it is wrong, still... crazy the way the mind work?
I must get some sleep, back on at work midnight.  
      It must be a bugger being a security guard.  
      Let your own conscience guide you. 
You can't go wrong with that.  
      On second thoughts post the pics and let "The Cafe" make the choice.  
      Thanks folks, now I am little more awake and given it a little time I feel better.
Even more so since we have had a chat, and put it behind us.
Thanks folks!!  
      PS what pics are we talking about?