Being parinoid!

7 Oct 2004

My sis makes me parinoid!.....i feel she s always pulling me down!...........she s older then me..... by 5 years!
When i was on holiday staying with her!..............i admit one night i had a few drinks and was merry......I was on holiday!!.....the next morning she yelled at me..... saying i was not fit to be a Auntie to her son.{.hes 21.}.. and that i act like a 18 yr old ....................i did for the first time pluck up courage ...and told her that its the way i am and accept it!............bloody hell i thought it worked!...... wow!!............ she soon calmed down.........Must stick up for me self more offten!. :bounce:
but have to admit these comments she made about me ...............really upset me!.........for weeks after!...........and i think she is right!.........as i don't like me self half the time!.............got pissed on Sunday night!...............couldent lay down and Mr Debs had to bring the bowl up for me to fill it!.......... now you think i would learn at 44! rolleyes

I rang her last night to tell her my collateral leverl...and that it was only 6.7..just above normal!............................no she says!.................thats really high............her fiend was 7 and has got to go on drugs...... so your doc in saying that its just above normal ...is wrong! mad

I told her of some tabs that the doc has given me!..........to help from ended up and having other organs removed!.....ya like me brain I can here ya! lol

:lol:
I told her this ....... .and told me all the side affects i would get!..

.....................now she has made me paranoid again ......and lost sleep last night! :x :banghead:
I no i am a silly old tart thats gets me Knickers in a twist!. but thats me!
So i ask you does any 0ne no what your cloistral levers should be?????
And does anyone feel the same at times... and gets parinoid???
And what is it you don't like about your self!..if any???
Love ya all ......a very parinoid Debbiewebs! :rose:

7 Oct 2004

I KNEW there was a reason for getting my arse back online biggrin

Ello Debs ya nutter wave

7 Oct 2004

ooh Deb ... love ya loads
Paranoia is my middle name, in fact i can work myself into a real state about feck all sometimes.
No idea what my Cholesterol is but after all the bacon butties I've eaten today then I guess high sad

Can't offer any advice but honey you sound no different than any of us here ...... slightly madder at times with your own uniqueness but that's why we love ya.
kiss

and ((hugs))

7 Oct 2004

Quote by Debbiewebs
My sis makes me parinoid!.....i feel she s always pulling me down!...........she s older then me..... by 5 years!
When i was on holiday staying with her!..............i admit one night i had a few drinks and was merry......I was on holiday!!.....the next morning she yelled at me..... saying i was not fit to be a Auntie to her son.{.hes 21.}.. and that i act like a 18 yr old ....................i did for the first time pluck up courage ...and told her that its the way i am and accept it!............bloody hell i thought it worked!...... wow!!............ she soon calmed down.........Must stick up for me self more offten!. :bounce:
but have to admit these comments she made about me ...............really upset me!.........for weeks after!...........and i think she is right!.........as i don't like me self half the time!.............got pissed on Sunday night!...............couldent lay down and Mr Debs had to bring the bowl up for me to fill it!.......... now you think i would learn at 44!
I rang her last night to tell her my collateral leverl...and that it was only 6.7..just above normal!............................no she says!.................thats really high............her fiend was 7 and has got to go on drugs...... so your doc in saying that its just above normal ...is wrong!
I told her of some tabs that the doc has given me!..........to help from ended up and having other organs removed!.....ya like me brain I can here ya! :lol:
I told her this ....... .and told me all the side affects i would get!.. .....................now she has made me paranoid again ......and lost sleep last night! :x :banghead:
I no i am a silly old tart thats gets me Knickers in a twist!. but thats me!
So i ask you does any 0ne no what your cloistral levers should be?????
And does anyone feel the same at times... and gets parinoid???
And what is it you don't like about your self!..if any???
Love ya all ......a very parinoid Debbiewebs! :rose:

AHHHHHHH fuck her I have an auntie thats a complete schizo like that we dont really talk much to her anymore but can see your point of view the way my mother has to put up with things from her them being sisters!
She once gave my mum a black eye and seriously she is a fucking schizo!
You can choose your friends but you cant choose your family! mores the pity!

7 Oct 2004

Quote by Ice Pie
I KNEW there was a reason for getting my arse back online
Ello Debs ya nutter

OOOOO Ice pie!.....you have such a way with words!

:rotflmao:
Love ya Babes! :kiss:

7 Oct 2004

Debs,
Hi - sending you a quick PM
G xx

7 Oct 2004

Quote by Calista
Can't offer any advice but honey you sound no different than any of us here ...... slightly madder at times with your own uniqueness but that's why we love ya.
and ((hugs))

ooooooooooo calista!....thanks babes!..................i no you have had your far share of probs!....i wish you all the best Babes! passionkiss

Fruti wrote!

You can choose your friends but you cant choose your family! mores the pity!

So right there!..thanks Babes! silly

assionkiss:

7 Oct 2004

Well peeps!..............you never gusse what!.....my sis has just rang me and appolgised!.....for last night phone call to me!..............................WOW! :shock: :shock:
So i can say i will sleep tonight! :sleeping:
But thanks to you only in replying to my post!.....but for the pms i have had!.......and for those that read it!
I do love you all !
Love Debxxxxxxxxxxxx passionkiss

8 Oct 2004

Oh Debs whatever will we do with you eh?? dunno

:dunno:
Paranoia gets us all,at the wrong times,its horrible but 9 times out of 10 its unfounded.
At least you sorted it out with your sis and she admitted she was wrong lol

8 Oct 2004

I know how you feel debs.. my entire family look down on me.. and I'm forever trying to prove myself (have been since they originally fell out with me 6 years ago) And when I get upset about some of them still not talking to me.. I just get told off my mum.."well what do you expect.. you put them all through a lot of hurt etc!!" :shock: I was 16 years old for fucks sake!!!! Ah well.... life goes on I suppose.
Heres a big passionkiss

to cheer you up hun!!

8 Oct 2004

I've had a quick look on the web for cholesterol information, and there are a lot of very dodgy sites out there giving all sorts of strange advice. As with all health issues, BE CAREFUL when looking on the web. We have very strict laws in the UK about truth, claims and honesty when advertising medicines, but the rest of the world does not.
This page of NHS direct website says "The amount of cholesterol present in the blood can range from 3.6 to 7.8 mmol/litre. A level above 6 mmol/litre is regarded as high, and is a risk factor for arterial disease. Government advice recommends a target cholesterol level of under 5, but on average men in England have a level of 5.5, and women a level of 5.6."

8 Oct 2004

Quote by xxdevil69
I know how you feel debs.. my entire family look down on me.. and I'm forever trying to prove myself (have been since they originally fell out with me 6 years ago) And when I get upset about some of them still not talking to me.. I just get told off my mum.."well what do you expect.. you put them all through a lot of hurt etc!!" :shock: I was 16 years old for fucks sake!!!! Ah well.... life goes on I suppose.
Heres a big to cheer you up hun!!

ooooo thats sounds awfull! :shock: .... heres a big hug from me! silly

assionkiss: too
Love ya
Debsxxxxx kiss

8 Oct 2004

Quote by Mister_Discreet
I've had a quick look on the web for cholesterol information, and there are a lot of very dodgy sites out there giving all sorts of strange advice. As with all health issues, BE CAREFUL when looking on the web. We have very strict laws in the UK about truth, claims and honesty when advertising medicines, but the rest of the world does not.
This page of NHS direct website says "The amount of cholesterol present in the blood can range from 3.6 to 7.8 mmol/litre. A level above 6 mmol/litre is regarded as high, and is a risk factor for arterial disease. Government advice recommends a target cholesterol level of under 5, but on average men in England have a level of 5.5, and women a level of 5.6."

OOOOOOOOOOO a big thanks to ya for doing that for me. kiss

........................... and there i was just getting the saugages out for dinner!. :shock: ....o well back on the lettuce leafes sad

...wouldent mind but in the last year lost nearly 4 stone!......now size 12 to size 22 to 24..... bloody hell hate to think what it was then! :eeek:

8 Oct 2004

Quote by Debbiewebs
...wouldent mind but in the last year lost nearly 4 stone!......now size 12 to size 22 to 24..... bloody hell hate to think what it was then! :eeek:

Thatâ€™s bloody good well done you should be proud of your self what diet were you on if you don't mind me asking?

Quote by Debbiewebs
And what is it you don't like about your self!..if any???

I think my boobs are too small but wouldn't have implants but I accept what I look like some days I really hate what I look like and some days I am happy to be me lol

Love Molly xx

8 Oct 2004

debbs carry on being who you are
i used to worry but hey lifes to short and anyway shes probally just jelous coz your full of fun and she is 'nt

8 Oct 2004

Molly and chris!
i went on a no fat diet!..........by Rosemary connel!ly!..but i refused to weigh myself.... till i new that i had lost weight.........as i new if i had put a pound on or so..... that would be it right off the diet!......now its just keeping it off.......... i have come to a Plato need to loose another stone!
all so that did it ........... was the help of me kids!.....when they introduced me to there friends they would say..this is my fat mummy! mad

They still Say i am like a bouncing castle Grrrrr :twisted: .............i have to admit when dressed up nice i feel good at times............. but its when you take off your bloody clothes...........espaecely when your trying clothes on in a shop......... and you see your self in one of those mirrors! :eeek:

8 Oct 2004

Quote by redstilletto
debbs carry on being who you are
i used to worry but hey lifes to short and anyway shes probally just jelous coz your full of fun and she is 'nt

RED your a star!............love ya kiss

8 Oct 2004

Quote by Debbiewebs
...wouldent mind but in the last year lost nearly 4 stone!......now size 12 to size 22 to 24..... bloody hell hate to think what it was then! :eeek:

Good for you Debbiewebs, keep it up & your cholesterol will soon improve. Just takes a bit of patience & committment (not easy when you are a bit of a NUTTER rolleyes

), but I'd love to meet you & experience your NUTTINESS first hand. :bounce: :bounce: :bounce:

8 Oct 2004

Let me put your mind at ease Debs. You're not paranoid - everyone really is out to get you.
kiss

8 Oct 2004

sod her Debs youre sense of fun is much appreciated round here
keep smilig kiddo lol

8 Oct 2004

I'm another one who suffers with paranoia a bit and it can be really hun youve got nothing to be paraniod about,your a great person,full stop. kiss