Only time i think of my first love is to think thank fook i didnt end up with him....he was controlling....demoralising and made me feel like i was the worse thing that ever breathed life.....
but now i see him and laugh at him cause he could never know the strengths i found from his mistreatment of me....he wouldnt last 30secs with me now b4 i blew him out lol
The first guy i ever fell for as a very naive 18 yr old (and often crossed my mind as to what he was up to) has just come back in my life again after 20 years, something very surreal about that - and fancy that a swinger taboot :giggle:
My first true love would be my late hubby who i think of every day, unlikely to ever find that again but who knows what is ever around each corner of our lives