I have come to this computer desk on several occasions to try and write something that makes sense and doesn't make me sound like a flouncer or wotever it is you call the ppl who normally put up post's like this.
But for a wee while things aint been going quite as I expected them to... some things have actually felt like "work" and heaven forbid. I am not turning my back on the people i have met and grown close to, and believe me there are alot of you I now class as my friends.
I will still pop in from time to time just to do ma nosey round the forum, and i will still be popping into the chatroom, but I have just kinda lost my direction at the moment.
So until i have found a direction or I snap out of this horrible feeling of being lost, I won't be around so much.
I really am not looking for anyone's advice or sympathy, I know things will sort themselves out eventually.
So until then have fun and be safe ;)
Pauline xxxxxxxxxxxx