If I was in a remote place I would be happy to hump a knotty branch, but when I get to chose well!!!!
At school there was this girl who we use to make out at lunch at my parents , and looks wise she was average but her sexualness she oozed was electric, Unfortunately I have had sex with someone I REALLY did not fancy, infact didn't even like as a person. I was at a party and had slept with this girl, I fell asleep in the bed and woke mid sex being rode to death or what I can only call the female version of shrek. I dint really know what was going on and before I knew it I had come. I was speechless and traumatized for days!! I dislike her even more now.
Oh fuck! I've just had one of those shockingly awful moments of realisation.
I have had sex with someone I don't fancy, in fact, I am do it almost every night:scared:
What a complete wanker I am .
Well I don't fancy myself much either, so I guess I do regularly too.
The word "fancy", which is such a crap word, has to cover so much ground - from "consider attractive in a kind of vague way" to "want to marry", via "electric shocks when they touch me".
I've fucked people I wasn't physically attracted to, I've fucked people I don't like as human beings, I've fucked people I don't have any intention of seeing again. In a lot of these situations I had fantastic sex. Sometimes actually it adds a kink for me - it underlines that I'm doing it just for the sex, it makes it dirtier. If I'm honest though it sometimes makes me feel a bit washed-up afterwards. And (especially if I really do like the person involved) that in itself makes me feel guilty. The result of years of study is that, I found that for me it really is better if I find the person physically and psychologically attractive and nice as a person. Something I could have learned from watching more American TV in the first place.
Although - I've also fucked people in situations where in an abstract way I can see that she's really hot, and I really like her, and I really want her in my life - but there's absolutely no zip and sizzle (if you see what I mean). That's quite a hard one to deal with. Because I do like a bit of zip and sizzle. And that's what takes me back to the dirt.
I think I think about things too much.