Well.. ive made it, it is here..
christmas day an not one tear..
i got nice gifts, from all my friends..
who now i call family not just friends..
they care about me and i should see..
that to them without me there lives would lack cheer..
i read a card inside it said..
'dearest furby, we love you so..without your smile id be full of woe, dont despair, hold on tight, your world will soon be bright.. i love you darling, you are ok.. furby rules and dont you choke...'
then under it said.. what you think i tried a poem.. just for you amanda love you to your bones!!
i cried a tear.. i have to say, to feel so loved by them that arent kin..
but who is kin, who is blood.. 8yrs ive waited to be fully loved,.. and not one word, no single card, not even an email to say hi.. so when i think i have no one.. i look at the card an the lovely poem.. and think im blessed.. no matter what..it might not be normal, it might not be mum.. but im loved non the less and for that im touched..
furby outXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXx
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(to the woman i love)
this is insanity
to be so close
yet a promise so binding
an ever climbing wall
waiting to be overcome
an amazing journey
the sleepless nights
the crushing heart-break
admission of love
the distance
and with every moment gone
the longing grows stronger
our first conversation
a cheeky argument you say
the first impressions
forever binding
never ending
it's a torment
i'm a torment you say
whatever it is
every precious moment together
no regrets
love hurts, as they say
we concur
overcome it will be
a decade nearing
a decade more i shall bear if be
this journey shall unfold
the beach
the moonlight
just as we talked all these years
in each other's arms
listening to the crashing waves
our home
peace at last
sleep at last
together at last
this is insanity
to be so close
yet a promise so binding
an ever climbing wall
waiting to be overcome
an amazing journey
the sleepless nights
the crushing heart-break
admission of love
the distance
and with every moment gone
the longing grows stronger
our first conversation
a cheeky argument you say
the first impressions
forever binding
never ending
it's a torment
i'm a torment you say
whatever it is
every precious moment together
no regrets
love hurts, as they say
we concur
overcome it will be
a decade nearing
a decade more i shall bear if be
this journey shall unfold
the beach
the moonlight
just as we talked all these years
in each other's arms
listening to the crashing waves
our home
peace at last
sleep at last
together at last
Somewhere somewhere over the rainbow
way up high is where you'l find me
looking, waiting, wishing to be
with someone somewhere looking outfor me
Is the one i want seeing me..?
does he stay back where i cant see?
is he hiding for fear of his heart?
does he want me but scared to come forth
i promise nothing except not to hurt
i promise il hold your heart,it wont get burnt
i promise i will never cause you harm
i promise il open up with my heart..
if you want me and see me but cant say hello
them message me text me just so i know
that im not being a twat here all alone
and that you like me back, its got to be known.
way up high is where you'l find me
looking, waiting, wishing to be
with someone somewhere looking outfor me
Is the one i want seeing me..?
does he stay back where i cant see?
is he hiding for fear of his heart?
does he want me but scared to come forth
i promise nothing except not to hurt
i promise il hold your heart,it wont get burnt
i promise i will never cause you harm
i promise il open up with my heart..
if you want me and see me but cant say hello
them message me text me just so i know
that im not being a twat here all alone
and that you like me back, its got to be known.
This poem was sent to me from someone very close and he has allowed me to share it with the forum.....
How pure my life, my dreams yearn peace, How cold this chamber,my need for abound, yet so few answers, i look all around, the picture is faceless. the need to express, what i must redress. tell me my worth, on this beautiful earth. the pain grows within, where do i begin. compassion i must give, please open this lid. lost souls living dead, look into my head. how sorry i am, i come to bare. exploration of my life, far too many regrets, oh for this chance, my arms held wide, to unburden my soul, stand at my side, your love so precious, there is no price, the pain we feel, it wont happen twice, night darkness around me, sleep evades me again, no one to listen, god feel this pain, i must pull through, tomorrow begins, to those who slept, the birds will sing, how pure my life?, lets see what this day brings xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
How pure my life, my dreams yearn peace, How cold this chamber,my need for abound, yet so few answers, i look all around, the picture is faceless. the need to express, what i must redress. tell me my worth, on this beautiful earth. the pain grows within, where do i begin. compassion i must give, please open this lid. lost souls living dead, look into my head. how sorry i am, i come to bare. exploration of my life, far too many regrets, oh for this chance, my arms held wide, to unburden my soul, stand at my side, your love so precious, there is no price, the pain we feel, it wont happen twice, night darkness around me, sleep evades me again, no one to listen, god feel this pain, i must pull through, tomorrow begins, to those who slept, the birds will sing, how pure my life?, lets see what this day brings xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Sex God
Life like this;
the dark play,
Ghost filled
and bloody,
returns ever
to truth denied.
the dark play,
Ghost filled
and bloody,
returns ever
to truth denied.
I hear the sound of the birds sing, i wonder if i stand still, will the birds still sing for me, i hope they do i want bring, the light i feel for the world to see.. the fear the pound the growing sound, the wonder the light from the top to the ground.. ! the light its there i feel its warmth, shineing on me i feel so proud, i see you , i feel you i want you now, lightness an brightness and wonderment found.. burning churning, turning me now, spining me throwing cartwheeling abound.. ! nothing is something something is there.. feel it, own it.. walk to the sound.. im calling you begging you needing you now.. come to me find me im here to be found..
Sex God
Night Jar sings,
bright as day.
Dark cloud hover,
cold as night.
Lover smiles,
warms the heart.
Love purchased,
cold despair.
bright as day.
Dark cloud hover,
cold as night.
Lover smiles,
warms the heart.
Love purchased,
cold despair.
Sex God
GEORGE W. TOLD THE NATION
By Tom Paxton
I got a letter from old George W.,
It said, "Son, I hate to trouble ya,
But this war of mine is going bad.
It's time for me to roll the dice;
I know you've already been there twice,
But I am sending you back to Baghdad."
Chorus:
Hey! George W. told the nation,
"This is not an escalation;
This is just a surge toward victory.
Just to win my little war,
I'm sending 20,000 more,
To help me save Iraq from Iraqis.
And, so, I made it to Iraq
In time for one more sneak attack,
And to my old battalion I was sent.
We drive around in our Humvees,
Listening to The Black-Eyed Peas
And speaking fondly of the president. (To Chorus)
Celebrities all come to see us,
Grateful they don't have to be us,
Politicians show their best face card.
Where is Bubba? Where's our leader?
Where's our favorite lip reader?
AWOL from the Texas National Guard
If you're hunkered in Fallujah
Wondering who it was who screwed ya,
Wondering what became of “Shock and Awe!”
(more)
You are feeling semi-certain
It has to do with Halliburton,
Dick Cheney's why you drew that fatal straw.
London 1/19/07
©2007 Pax Music, ASCAP
Had to share!
Sleep it comes now thick an fast, i dont need to hold it back, my time for tears has run its course i glady close my eyes to wander... no longer scared of the night sky , no longer wanted to hide an cry ..... im standing all on my own, and loving the way i stand up tall... i knew one day the black would clear, that sooner or later id loose the fear.. i doubted for so long that cheer.. would never fill my heart but dear!! its fine im good im truly cool, i happy for the very first time! whooooooooop woooooo hear me shout!! furbys life is back on track!!!
Sex God
from truth and strength,
let all things flow
to joy, and know
only in light
will anything grow.
let all things flow
to joy, and know
only in light
will anything grow.
Sex God
Here I sit
to shy to smile
to shy to speak
but I listen while you tell
for now this world I know.
to shy to smile
to shy to speak
but I listen while you tell
for now this world I know.
Sex God
Cherry buds full of promise.
Cherry blossom so beautiful.
Cherry blossom you nourish my sole.
Cherry blossom falls, I remember you,
but cherry fruit you feed my body.
Cherry blossom so beautiful.
Cherry blossom you nourish my sole.
Cherry blossom falls, I remember you,
but cherry fruit you feed my body.
Sex God
Love is just a tool to the heart
a tool for sex.
Sex it just a tool to the heart
a tool for love.
but when each tool is play and each objective achieved...the heart sings.
alas when each tool fails the heartache.
a tool for sex.
Sex it just a tool to the heart
a tool for love.
but when each tool is play and each objective achieved...the heart sings.
alas when each tool fails the heartache.
Master of Sex
wow theres loads of lovley poety here weell done all of you xx
Sex God
Hot deep pressure
rising mound
explosive eruption
hot flow
Etna displays.
rising mound
explosive eruption
hot flow
Etna displays.
Sex God
Crabby Old Man
What do you see nurses? ......What do you see?
What are you thinking...when you're looking at me?
A crabby old man, not very wise,
Uncertain of habit ........with faraway eyes?
Who dribbles his food.......and makes no reply.
When you say in a loud voice.....'I do wish you'd try!'
Who seems not to notice.....the things that you do.
And forever is losing .............. a sock or a shoe?
Who, resisting or not...........lets you do as you will,
With bathing and feeding ... The long day to fill?
Is that what you're thinking? Is that what you see?
Then open your eyes, nurse.......you're not looking at me.
I'll tell you who I am...... As I sit here so still,
As I do at your bidding, .....as I eat at your will.
I'm a small child of Ten.......with a father and mother,
Brothers and sisters .......who love one another.
A young boy of Sixteen ..........with wings on his feet
Dreaming that soon now ........a lover he'll meet.
A groom soon at Twenty .........my heart gives a leap.
Remembering, the vows......that I promised to keep.
At Twenty-Five, now .......... I have young of my own.
Who need me to guide ..... And a secure happy home.
A man of Thirty ........ My young now grown fast,
Bound to each other ........ With ties that should last.
At Forty, my young sons .....have grown and are gone,
But my woman's beside me........to see I don't mourn.
At Fifty, once more ... .... Babies play 'round my knee,
Again, we know children ......... My loved one and me.
Dark days are upon me .......... My wife is now dead.
I look at the future ...........I shudder with dread.
For my young are all rearing .......young of their own.
And I think of the years...... And the love that I've known.
I'm now an old man...........and nature is cruel.
Tis jest to make old age ......look like a fool.
The body it crumbles ..........grace and vigor, depart,
There is now a stone........where I once had a heart.
But inside this old carcass ...... A young guy still dwells,
And now and again ........my battered heart swells.
I remember the joys.............. I remember the pain.
And I'm loving and living.............life over again.
I think of the years ....all too few......gone too fast.
And accept the stark fact ........that nothing can last.
So open your eyes, people.......open and see..
Not a crabby old man.... Look closer....see...*ME!! *
I cannot claim credit for this as it was sent to me in an email but its a moving story so I felt it worthy of posting
What do you see nurses? ......What do you see?
What are you thinking...when you're looking at me?
A crabby old man, not very wise,
Uncertain of habit ........with faraway eyes?
Who dribbles his food.......and makes no reply.
When you say in a loud voice.....'I do wish you'd try!'
Who seems not to notice.....the things that you do.
And forever is losing .............. a sock or a shoe?
Who, resisting or not...........lets you do as you will,
With bathing and feeding ... The long day to fill?
Is that what you're thinking? Is that what you see?
Then open your eyes, nurse.......you're not looking at me.
I'll tell you who I am...... As I sit here so still,
As I do at your bidding, .....as I eat at your will.
I'm a small child of Ten.......with a father and mother,
Brothers and sisters .......who love one another.
A young boy of Sixteen ..........with wings on his feet
Dreaming that soon now ........a lover he'll meet.
A groom soon at Twenty .........my heart gives a leap.
Remembering, the vows......that I promised to keep.
At Twenty-Five, now .......... I have young of my own.
Who need me to guide ..... And a secure happy home.
A man of Thirty ........ My young now grown fast,
Bound to each other ........ With ties that should last.
At Forty, my young sons .....have grown and are gone,
But my woman's beside me........to see I don't mourn.
At Fifty, once more ... .... Babies play 'round my knee,
Again, we know children ......... My loved one and me.
Dark days are upon me .......... My wife is now dead.
I look at the future ...........I shudder with dread.
For my young are all rearing .......young of their own.
And I think of the years...... And the love that I've known.
I'm now an old man...........and nature is cruel.
Tis jest to make old age ......look like a fool.
The body it crumbles ..........grace and vigor, depart,
There is now a stone........where I once had a heart.
But inside this old carcass ...... A young guy still dwells,
And now and again ........my battered heart swells.
I remember the joys.............. I remember the pain.
And I'm loving and living.............life over again.
I think of the years ....all too few......gone too fast.
And accept the stark fact ........that nothing can last.
So open your eyes, people.......open and see..
Not a crabby old man.... Look closer....see...*ME!! *
I cannot claim credit for this as it was sent to me in an email but its a moving story so I felt it worthy of posting
Sex God
That was the lovliest poem I have read in a long time Steve and very close to home at the moment 
Sex God
Life says here look at this
Life says hurry make a plan
Life says bad luck plan screwed
I say stuff the plan, do it now, to late!
Life says hurry make a plan
Life says bad luck plan screwed
I say stuff the plan, do it now, to late!
Sex God
Quote by WhipsnspursBurning, flames....
Love was like a burning flame
It filled the heart with fire.
As we walked the sand of time
The burning flame grew higher.
We've strolled for years hand in hand
The heart it still remembers.
But as we walk here growing old
The flames are settled embers.
whips
I knew I could see a tail among those black wings.
Sex God
Quote by Whipsnspurs:idea: :gagged:
you suggesting i'm a devil as oposed to an angel?
well actually i may be a little :twisted:
Ding dong the wizard is gone
the evil man who would have me dead
hes finally got what is coming to him
and is locked up without any shame..
well i hope hes gone i know its true..
i go to work and fell my smile shine through
hes no longer there watching me ..
i can finally be the me that is truly me
the hardest thing was seeing him there
sat opposite me every day
i told the truth i said it outloud
but no one did a thing to save my mind..
now hes gone karama has worked...
hes getting whats been coming for him..
i hope they know inside what hes done
and i hope karma gets the job done..
KARMA.. WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND PATIENCE IS A VIRTUE.. THE GOOD ALWAYS WINS IN THE END!!!!!!! HA!
the evil man who would have me dead
hes finally got what is coming to him
and is locked up without any shame..
well i hope hes gone i know its true..
i go to work and fell my smile shine through
hes no longer there watching me ..
i can finally be the me that is truly me
the hardest thing was seeing him there
sat opposite me every day
i told the truth i said it outloud
but no one did a thing to save my mind..
now hes gone karama has worked...
hes getting whats been coming for him..
i hope they know inside what hes done
and i hope karma gets the job done..
KARMA.. WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND PATIENCE IS A VIRTUE.. THE GOOD ALWAYS WINS IN THE END!!!!!!! HA!
I am an island, standing alone in a sea of unhappiness
Many ships pass but keep sailing on to other lands.
I look to the horizon but see nothing but the expanse of lonliness
A desolation before me, past ships long gone, never to return.
One ship anchored here many moons since
It stayed a while and for that time I blossomed.
Happiness in abundance like the scattering petals of the mayflower
Life was good and contentment bountiful, my seas warmed in his sun
Where he touched me, new life grew as never before
My Eden flourished.
Then the day came when his ship broke anchor, a storm untethered
Gathering speed, sails billowing in the wind carrying him further away
Gone from me and taking with him, his sun
Darkness grew, my life and happiness withering in the desolation
No more his sun to warm my heart, it follows him away.
Alone I stood, searching for his distinctive shape far out to sea
But nothing I saw and I grew cold
Shivering in my lonliness and despair, nought could comfort me
Night fell and there remained
Icy fingers tearing at my heart and stinging my eyes to tears.
I see a sail! The sun sparkling it's reflection
Could it be? Is it he returning?
Truly, it is he though past me he sails on to another land
He sees me not, as though now invisible
His sights set on foreign shores, never to return acroos the sea, where I wait
I am an insland and will forever stand in the sea of unhappiness
For my true love's ship has anchored far away on another land and I am alone
Many ships pass but keep sailing on to other lands.
I look to the horizon but see nothing but the expanse of lonliness
A desolation before me, past ships long gone, never to return.
One ship anchored here many moons since
It stayed a while and for that time I blossomed.
Happiness in abundance like the scattering petals of the mayflower
Life was good and contentment bountiful, my seas warmed in his sun
Where he touched me, new life grew as never before
My Eden flourished.
Then the day came when his ship broke anchor, a storm untethered
Gathering speed, sails billowing in the wind carrying him further away
Gone from me and taking with him, his sun
Darkness grew, my life and happiness withering in the desolation
No more his sun to warm my heart, it follows him away.
Alone I stood, searching for his distinctive shape far out to sea
But nothing I saw and I grew cold
Shivering in my lonliness and despair, nought could comfort me
Night fell and there remained
Icy fingers tearing at my heart and stinging my eyes to tears.
I see a sail! The sun sparkling it's reflection
Could it be? Is it he returning?
Truly, it is he though past me he sails on to another land
He sees me not, as though now invisible
His sights set on foreign shores, never to return acroos the sea, where I wait
I am an insland and will forever stand in the sea of unhappiness
For my true love's ship has anchored far away on another land and I am alone
Sex God
I reach out for a promising form
but my hand passes through sea mist.
cold and damp my night.
but my hand passes through sea mist.
cold and damp my night.
its here again , that time i dread
the time i sit and shake my head
the time i want to hide away
the time i cant stop the tears from being shed
i do my best to stand up tall
and make my self into a ball
its hard to do i tell you know
tall and ball make you small
but i know it will pass i know it will
i have to believe it or else il be blue
the time i dread is coming fast
the time my babies were born at last
the time i sit and shake my head
the time i want to hide away
the time i cant stop the tears from being shed
i do my best to stand up tall
and make my self into a ball
its hard to do i tell you know
tall and ball make you small
but i know it will pass i know it will
i have to believe it or else il be blue
the time i dread is coming fast
the time my babies were born at last
