erm . . . well . . . i shoulda blasted through the 500 weeks ago, at the rate i was posting, which was i freely admit overly rapid at times! the considered post has never been my strong point
then came the crisis of confidence. questions like "am i too involved, why am i ranting and having to hastily delete posts so often??? do i have anything to say, am i contributing at all, is my bollox the right kind of bollox (tm Tune Essence 2004) am i even vaguely funny at times, in short, should i even be here as a rubbish attempted swinger at all???" much wrestling was done! there might well be an old yorkshire adage 
maybe along the lines of "if you've nowt to say, say nowt!" ;-) i took it for my motto for a while! after all, every post brought the 500th ever nearer, and what was i gonna say. should i not notice, and simply carry on posting, and try not to think about the next 500???i even tried cold turkey for a bit. t'was not good i can assure you. i missed the site, and the friends i've made on here, like hell. sooooo i gave my head a shake, had a quiet word with meself, and reminded meself what i've always come here for, which was bugger all to do with post counts or swinging! ((( though thanks for the opportunities! ;-) no names! i am as ever the soul of discretion!!! :lol2: )))
so a simple thanks to everybody who dragged me into the site, not because of rampant free sex an email away ((( yeah right!!! ;-)
))) but because it's just too much fun most of the time to keep away, and open and sincere in a shallow world, and i've always got a lot from the site, and a hell of a lot from the people that make it what is!cheers / apologies ;-)
neil x x x x x
