Mainly interested in meeting bi-curious or bi couples to explore my bi-curiosities

I have no desire to be with men in a romantic way whatsoever, but i've found the idea of playing with a man sexually arousing for as long as I can remember. The problem is I am not 100% this is something that I will enjoy when it actually comes to it, theres always that doubt. I've always imagined the idea of meeting another man in an encounter that involves just the two of us would involve awkwardness if I quick find out it's not my thing. What I hope and wish to find is a bi-sexual couple that are in to the idea of adding a third at certain times. I imagine a situation where I could play or experiment with certain things in an encounter where if I realised I wasn't comfortable, we could focus all our attention on her and still have great sex.

BDSM...

I want to be a sub, but I also want to dominate and be in control? I don't know if I like it, I have no experience in this really besides being tied up poorly on the rare occasion. What I know is, I love the idea of being out of control and or doing as i'm told. And I get more pleasure from pleasing or satisfying someone else's fantasies or desires that I could ever receive. The idea of being a sub or to a bi-couple or satisfying or acting out their desires or fantasies would be a dream.

Roleplay...

Again something I don't have masses experience in, but whenever I watch porn or masturbate I always imagine or watch roleplay similar scenario style sex. I've heard being blindfolded heightens other sense massively, and the idea of meeting someone and either or both of us being blindfolded for the entire encounter is another fantasy of mine.

Not interested in single males.