I'm not afraid of my feelings or showing them, and I told her I loved her lots of times - it was, and is true.
Why did it break down? Difficult to say, its always been clear to me that if I love someone that all boundaries and difficulties are surmountable and nothing has ever got in my way. However, the same can't be said of everyone and I think the difficulties we had just got on top of her to the point where she felt it was easier to give up.
Now thats not my way at all, the more difficult things are the harder I try to find a solution. The trouble with that approach is that I often end up overdoing it and I don't want to be seen as hassling her, that would be counter productive.
I kind of feel she's not all that happy about the separation, so I really think we need to talk, its just been impossible since that admission last week and thats probably why I'm in this state of purgatory - nothing's decided.
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I got a letter at work once from a lady called Alicia Arce. I always wondered what it tasted like too :twisted:
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Hi All,
I've been away for a little while (due to pressure of work), but I just had to log in and say Hi cos I'm very confused and I think only you wonderful people can help me out here.
A bit of background; I met the girl I've searched for all my life a few months ago and we fell for each other completely (or so it seemed). There are a number of complications that I won't go into here but about 6 weeks ago she finished with me, but still wanted to keep in touch, in fact still be 'special' friends - she just needed lots of 'space'.
Anyway, I took it very badly (who doesn't) and was just getting used to the loss when last week while talking on the phone I almost told her I love her which I've been trying not to cos I don't want to pressurise her etc. I fiented and said something else but she realised what had happened and so I admitted it, she then said she feels the same.
As a result I'm now totally confused, more to the point we haven't been able to have a private discussion to talk it through, I think neither of us knows where we stand with each other.
Maybe I just need everyone to tell me I'm being stupid and to move on, but I do know I still love this girl and that I do want her back.
Not sure what else to say, I don't expect advice, maybe just some thoughts on the subject.
SA
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I, and my family have been in a similar situation, not the same condition, but extremely serious and acutely life-threatening for a 4 year old (my niece).
I feel for you, empathise with you and will be thinking of you.
You have my best wishes.
SA
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even with help from the combined forces...
You are allowed to cross double white lines to overtake a vehicle that is travelling at less than 10mph.
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There's enough water in Kielder Reservoir to make a cup of tea for everyone in the world.
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Thanks Debs, I always enjoy reading your posts, its nice to get one from you so soon :-)
I've got another avatar coming up soon that will make everyone think of bubble gum in a completely new way - maybe tomorrow would be good. But I do like this one :-)
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Must try that at my next training course I give...
I know just what you mean. Maybe you could also start adding some of your pictures into your PowerPoint to see if that wakes them up 
whoops, here goes another hijack :wink: 
Maybe I am insane already :shock: 
But he freely admitted it in a post recently!!!! I thought it was plot element in the script of 'SH - The Movie 2 - This time its personals', but apparently not. 
