Ive been a CD for quite a few years and been bi-curious for a lot longer. Having gone through a divorce 5 years ago however, the curiousity finally overcame me with the new sense of freedom. In a matter of 12 months I had given over 20 blowjobs to guys of various ages at dogging locations near my home in Grimsby. From the moment I first felt a hard cock slip into my mouth and tasted that unforgettablly gorgeous taste of cum I was converted! However, it took me until last year to pluck up the courage to have my first fuck. And what a day it turned out to be! I had been visitting an old friend some distance away, but had taken the precaution of checking out where local gay dogging locations were. Between my home and his there were 4 over a distance of about 80 miles. After a great catchup I left his place on the Sunday and travelled home. By this time I had clothed myself under my tracksuit with my ex-mother in laws silk negligee and holdup fishnets. The first place I found was a woodland next to a main road. Heart pumping madly I parked up and walked in, with no particularly high hopes of any action. How wrong I was! The woods were not very big - about the area of a football pitch, but there must have been about 20 guys in there - some kissing, some giving blow jobs - I was astounded - I had hit the jackpot. I sat down and motioned for a chap in his 20s to come to me. His cock was already hard and out of his trousers coming toward me like a heat seeking missile! Hungrily took him inside my mouth. He gasped as I ran my tongue up and down his shaft. Then, I suddenly got the urge that he would be the one. He quickly said yes to my invitation to be fucked by him. We walked to another part of the woods where a fallen trunk would allow me to bend forward. As I took my clothes off and revealed the lingerie his eyes widened with lust. When I took the ankle boots I had bought a week previous out of my bag and slipped them on I thought he was going to have a seizure lol! Feeling very slutty by now I helped him put a condom on. Then, in a tantalising way I ran my hands up and down my stockinged legs and between my mancunt cheeks. Leaning forward onto the fallen trunk I invited him in. I felt the tip of his cock as it prodded gently at my hole, looking for some give. Then, slowly, sensually, he masterfully slipped the length in. I was in complete bliss! Like a master treating a slave he built up the momentum from slow, deep, grinding thrusts to hard banging. His voice called out a plethora of swearwords as he called me a slut, whore etc. After a couple of minutes I felt his cock pulsate inside me as he shot his load. Removing his condom I greedily licked out the contents as he walked away. Driving home after that exquisite first experience I felt like a whore. Having now been deflowered I called in at 2 more locations and at both was fucked in my in-laws lingerie. Since my first experiences I have travelled the length and breadth of my county and country. Over the last 5 years I have given over 100 blowjobs, been fucked by 43 guys and even been spit-roasted on 14 occasions. My biggest fantasy now is to be fucked by a black or asian guy. So, if you out there let me know!