I've always had a thing for sexy women's clothes and shoes since I was a teenager but lately this has developed into something more. Basic curiousity has now has now moved onto real desires. I'm married and my wife has no idea of this side of me - not sure she'd understand either. I used to dress for my own pleasure but I want to give that pleasure to others now. I wear more clothes now and not just lingerie but dresses, skirts and anything else I like the look of. I've got a wig on the way and want to practise with make up - especially tarty red lipstick! I can't go totally smooth but I shave where it matters and it feels great. I've taken a few horny pictures in the past and sent them to admirers. I want to try camming or videos next where I pose for men and play with myself to get them (and me) turned on. The logical conclusion from there is for me to meet a man for some real fun. I've done lots of anal play in the past so I know I can take what a man has to offer. I also can't get enough of eating my own cum and want to taste someone else's. My ultimate aim would be to taken bareback and feel a hot load inside that slowly dribbles out onto my stockings. If you've persevered this far then thanks. I'm sorry it wasn't as racy as some on here but at least it was a real story for me. I need to find someone to help me on to the next level and take to where I was meant to go. Much love xxx