It’s taken me a few days to understand the decision I made Friday night, but I now know it’s the right one to complete my journey to becoming a complete sissy.
Friday evening Ellie tells me to go put on the clothes she has left on the bed. Upstairs I find a very tight pink dress, black knickers and black stocking and suspenders. I quickly put on the stockings and knickers and pull the dress over my head, smooth it down and admire how good I look in the mirror.
Then I head downstairs to Ellie who’s in the kitchen. Tonight Ellie is wearing her black long boots that finish above her knees. She wearing a bra which I’d prefer she wasn’t but don’t say anything. More importantly Ellie is again wearing the strapon, that she used to introduce me to the joys of being taken in the arse last week. “Get on your knees sissy” she demands which I quickly do. “Sissy you have a decision to make. I’ve been told by my American friend Lilly that to make you a complete sissy I have to completely withdraw from having sex with you. Whilst this will affect me as well as you I’ve accepted that Lilly is right. You can’t continue having pussy if I’m training you to suck cock and take cock in your arse. So sissy you have a choice to make, if you want to have sex with me tonight stand up go upstairs and take off your female clothes. But if you want to continue wearing female clothes all the time and have you arse trained to accept cock, then you will no longer be having sex with me. Just open your mouth shuffle forward, start sucking my cock and I’ll have your answer”.
What a decision I have to make. Do I give up my new life of wearing female clothes every day for sex with Ellie, or continue on my journey to becoming a complete sissy. I stay still for about a minute then my need to finish my journey to becoming a complete sissy takes over. I shuffle forward open my mouth and start to suck on Ellie’s cock. “Good sissy. You’ve made your choice. Now with any remaining doubt about what you want to be removed we can move your training up a few gears. Lilly has given me lots of new things I will be doing to you, and tasks you will be completing in the coming weeks. But for tonight suck my cock sissy and get your cock nice and hard whilst going down on it.
After about 10 minutes of my sucking Ellie pulls her cock from my mouth and tells me to stand up. Ellie pushes my dress up over my hips, and pulls my knickers down allowing my cock to spring free. I’m then passed the small glass dish, and it’s obvious that I’m to wank myself off which I manage in under a minute. Ellie then takes the dish and orders me back onto my knees. “Tilt your head back and open your mouth wide sissy. When I put the cock in your mouth you are not to suck it just keep your mouth open” I’m told. Ellie puts the cock in my mouth and then lines the edge of the dish against my top lip then tips all my cum into my mouth in one go. “Now close your mouth around the cock and swallow all your cum sissy. Take the lot into your throat and enjoy the sensation of a cock and cum in your mouth at the same time”. I quickly close my mouth around the cock and I’m sucking and swallowing at the same time. I feel so dirty kneeling on the floor in my pink dress and stockings doing this, but at the same time I’m loving feeling my cum work its way down my throat as I’m sucking.
After I have finished Ellie allows me a glass of wine, and this is when I’m told that going forward Ellie will be controlling how and when I cum. She asks me if I remember a couple of weeks ago she was measuring my cock when it was hard, which I did. Do I also remember her measuring me when I was soft, which again I did. The soft measurement was the one Ellie was interested in. I'm told that now I’ve made my decision to not have pussy anymore Ellie will be ordering me a cock cage tomorrow. I’ll update once it arrives and I’m wearing it.
Amy xx