Under my dress, I can feel his hand above my stockings and his fingers catch the edge of my panties. I look up at his face and immediately his lips are on mine and again his tongue is at the back of my throat. I suck on him. There's that feeling again, of total vulnerability, I am to be his whore, I will do as he asks without any hesitation, this is pure freedom for me, absolute release, a little death. I feel his cock now, under his jeans, struggling to find it's way out. I slide my hand down his flat belly, under his belt and touch the top of his cock. And I thought I was wet! Wow, he is dripping and as I wrap my hand around him and take hold he hardens more and er...........this is worrying a little.........he is not er..........small, oh dear, just how much can this girl er...........take? Have I taken on more than I can? There's cocks and then there's OMG! I've had plenty to compare and frankly, honestly, it's never about size. I just want to give the best I can and most guys do the same. Equal pleasure, I want to give, to give pleasure, to satisfy the urge in me and hopefully satisfy the guy I'm straddled over and who is deep inside of me. We're both happy. But right now, this guy sat next to me, who's cock I have in my hand, it's just that he packs a load I wasn't expecting. I'm just a little worried I may be a bit tight, if you get my drift. I think you see what Julie is getting at here. We have to leave, NOW! I suggest so and we get up to walk away. Just as we say our farewells to the others at the table Paul asks where are we going. I tell him I need to get this stranger, his friend, inside me and I need to taste his cock. Paul asks to join us! I'm teetering on these heels, my head is spinning, I can feel pre come dripping down my thigh and he wants to join us! I almost collapse with the madness of it all. I tell him I have a regular room booked at the hotel next door. I have a kind of on going monthly reservation there, just in case I get lucky. We all four get up and leave. Almost swinging on this strangers arm we walk to the hotel. It's warm here but non descript, dull, lifeless, quite seedy but immaculately clean and the beds are huge. The receptionist who has the most amazing eyelashes hands me the key. I make comment about her eyes and ask who does her make up. She says she does and offers to do mine sometime. We smile, it's a knowing smile. Our group make off up the dimly lit corridor. My heart is banging so hard I am sure they can hear it. The top of my stocking is soaked in pre come and the thought that perhaps my man tonight is going be more than snug, I'm wildly, almost insane, equally with fear and lust. Room 118, I open the door, walk in and turn on the bedside lamp, we don't want it too bright. As I bend over I immediately feel his hands on me. I stay there. He raises up my dress to reveal my stocking clad legs. I make no attempt to move and let him play. His hands venture into my panties and he cups me, he can feel the wetness and he uses this in his palm and rubs me. I am rock hard. Still bent over I reach round and find the clasp of his belt to release him. I'm expert in this position and finding his jeans button and with the belt loosen I pull away, his zip opens and there is his cock with less material to fight against now, straining at his pants. His pre come has soaked through, I rub my hand over it and bring it to my mouth, he smells good. I simply must turn round now and take face on what I have been almost in fear of for the past hour or so. In my crazy blurred, briefly insane world where I am right now, I've almost forgotten we are not alone. Paul and his guy are laying on the bed bedside us, both already stark naked, in a 69 position and are sucking on each other with much gusto, slurping noisily. This room stinks of sex, how wonderful. I sit on the bed with this stranger facing me, his crutch now at my face. I reach over his pants top and very, very slowly pull them down. His cock is there, staring at me, inches from my mouth. And oh dear, oh dear, he is huge. Excuse the language girls but.....OH FUCK! What's a girl to do in a situation like this? You now what it's like girls, we get together chatting and after a few drinks it always gets around to 'size'. We giggle and chuckle about how big how small, blah blah blah and we all have this vision of 'the monster' and how it would feel. But when facing it head on, precisely as I am here now, well, oh dear........ I take him in my hand and immediately look up into his eyes. I just hope he can't see the fear in mine. My tongue licks at a small bead of moisture on his tip, I take it in, tasting it for a moment. Still looking up into his eyes I open my mouth and........very........very........very........slowly slide my lipsticked mouth over his cock. I can feel every ridge, every vein, on the surface of this rock hard prime piece of meat. He has his hand on the back on my head and is playing with my hair and eyes still locked together, I take him into the back of my throat. I know I can take him all the way down, through the experiences I've shared I've learnt to control my throat muscles, I guess it's just another way for me of letting go, absolute total release, yes, I can swallow him but with him right now, we WILL have to take it gently. He pulls out for moment and holding him in my hand I tell him. I CAN take you all the way down to your balls but may I ask that you take it easy and slow. You can slide your cock right back, I want you to, may I? He is almost shaking, I can feel it as I hold onto his arse cheeks, as if he's going to try and pull out!! Our eyes still fixed on each others I again open wide and with lipstick left on his shaft from before I slide him onto my to my tongue and towards the back of my throat. I hold for a moment, it's nice to feel him throbbing on my tongue. He pulls my head forward and I hold ever tighter onto his cheeks. He pulls, I pull, I take him down deeper. I swallow a little, then a little more, it's easier now as I tilt my head back he slides right down. My nose is buried against his his bare smooth skin at the base of his cock and I can feel his balls up tight against my chin. I have to hold my breath, I should gag but I don't, I've learnt how not to. He pulls out for me to catch my breath, thank you, it's appreciated but he wants more now, it seem he likes it. Paul and his friend have moved, Paul is on his back and for a moment we stop to watch. A chance to catch my breath again. Paul just raises his legs up and his mate kneels between them. We can see Paul open up and then watch as his friend slides into him. they both sigh and begin a gentle thrusting rhythm. They're kissing. Now where was I? This stranger, of mine for now, has a lipstick stained monster of a cock that he wants to put back deep in the back of my throat and who am I to object? Use me you bastard. So once more I open up, once more I hold onto his arse and pull him back and straight down he goes this time. I've adjusted to his size and now he begins thrusting. He's holding the back of my head and I'm pulling him on. His balls swing against my chin and I can smell his skin up close. He pulls out, I can see he was about to come but he tells me he wants my arse now. Oh dear, what's a girl to do with a request such as this? What can I do? Do as I've always done, give in and surrender. He strips naked and I watch. He is fit. He has muscle, lots of muscle, he has drive and energy, he knows what he wants and he's just told me. He wants to be inside of me. He lays back on the bed beside the two guys gentle shagging away next to us. As I stand, I raise my dress up and show off my underwear. I then bend to remove my soaked panties. Fortunately the others guys have some lube handy. I take some and rub it over his cock. I then take some more and apply it around my hole, generously, I know I'm going to need plenty. With my dress up around my waist, in my stockings and still in my heels I am all he wants. With a silky swish and slide I straddle over him. He has his hands on my waist, I can feel him pulling me down. I bend forward and kiss him with his taste still on my tongue, I give him a taste of himself. My long auburn hair is lying on his chest, his tongue is at the back of my throat and I can feel him nudging his cock at my hole. Very......very......very.....slowly I begin to lower myself onto him. This my girl, is going to hurt a little. He tries to push but I resist and say, slowly big boy, slowly. Once again I descend a little more. Now girls, you'll understand this, that point of YES, he's in, it's close now. The lube is doing it's job, I can feel him opening me up, I'm in control, I push back a little more and his cock head is in me now. I pull back a little, my stockings sliding against his skin and the suspenders pulling tight as I'm knelt over him. I push down a little more, he's opened me right up now and girls, it is beginning to hurt a little. But what's a girl to do in this position? Push on as only us girls can, taking it all on despite the pain. Giving him what he wants at your cost. I side further down, he's deeper now but I know there's more. I'm staring into his eyes and I smile. He is forcing me down onto him now and so.....I surrender. I give in. Despite his size I just relax and let him give me all he has. All the way up till I'm sat on his balls. OMFG! that hurts, beautifully, it hurts, how wonderful, this prime piece of meat is all the way up inside me. The lube has done it's job and now I'm sliding up and down on his shaft and we're both loving every single moment of it. I lean forward and take his tongue again into my mouth, my hair on his chest, my suspenders tight on my skin, my stocking clad legs either side of his hips and his gorgeous cock slipping and sliding in and out of me. At that moment Paul sits up and I gaze across. His friend has pulled out and is behind me, watching my mans cock close up, sliding in and out of me. He then reaches around my waist from the rear, slides his hand around my suspender belt and reaches down to hold on to my cock. I am so wet, he slides his hand up and down, I am so hard. My man is thrusting into me. I have a stranger behind me playing with my cock. Paul then kneels up and I can feel his cock against my neck. I turn to him and suck him into my mouth. Sat on my man I can feel he is about to come. He keeps thrusting, now with some urgency, I'm sucking on Pauls cock and his friend now has both hands on mine and I'm about to come too. Paul begins to thrust into my mouth, then explodes, I can feel and just love the taste of his hot come on my tongue. I open my mouth to show him, lick him clean and then swallow. The stranger behind me is about to have his hands full of my come and then......there you are, told you so. Hot come of my own in this strangers hand. This is all too much for my man beneath me and I feel him erupt into me. His come is now unloaded in me, he is so dam hard girls. Damn........ that.......this, feels good. It still stings a little and I'm going to be so sore tomorrow. But, no regrets. Remember, life is short, very short, therefore, 'tis better to regret something you have done, than something you haven't. xx