Am I weird

When I first married, 50 years ago, (ffs,) I thought that I was a bit strange to like the idea of watching your wife being fucked by someone else.

I realised I liked the idea, because of a situation that arose, quite early on after our marriage.

John and Linda, (all names are fictional) were our best friends.

In fact, John and I had been out, on the pull, and Linda, and Sue, my first wife, were out looking.

He pulled Linda, I pulled Sue. We got married, they did a while later.

They came over one Saturday night.

We had a one bedroom flat, so John and Linda slept in the lounge on an inflatable mattress.

In the morning, Linda was making coffee, still in her pyjamas, John was in the bathroom, Sue went in the lounge to straighten the room up.

I heard John come out of the bathroom, so I went in.

When I came out, I went to help my wife.

As I opened the living room door, there was a flurry of activity and John sort of barged past me…”alright mate” and went to the kitchen.

Sue was facing away from the door..

“You alright “ I asked..

She turned, looking at me, very red faced..

She was still in her nightdress, it wasn’t overtly sexy but she filled it nicely, it was obvious she had nothing on under it.

The side of it was slightly tucked up round her thigh.

“What’s been going on” I demanded.

She looked down, trying to avoid my face.

“Well”..

“I didn’t encourage him” she mumbled

“Encouraged what “ I said..

“John just felt me up…please, don’t get cross”

Weirdly l felt my cock harden…

“What did you do ?” I said, trying not to sound aroused, which I was fast becoming .

“Well he caught me by surprise, I didn’t mean to, but I let him touch me, I thought it was you. I was bent over, folding the bedding up, and his hand went up under my nightie, I thought you’d come to help me. I giggled and thought I was letting you have a feel, but it was him ….I’m so sorry, honestly I really thought it was you.”

“What do you mean, you let him have a feel”

“Well I opened my legs, his finger slid in, just like I would let you” she said

“Show me how you were standing when he came in”

She turned back to the bedding, bent forward.

She was a curvy girl, size 16, her nightie was up, almost showing her arse.

I pushed her nightdress up, uncovering her plump bottom completely.

She went to stand…”don’t move” I said, pretending anger.

My cock was throbbing painfully.

I smacked her arse. “Fucking slut, I bet you liked it”

“No, I didn’t, I thought it was you, I was shocked when it was you coming in the door, I was still bent over ”

I slid my finger into her slit…”it’s fucking wet you tart, you liked it”

“Only cos I thought it was you, I thought you was going to give me a quick one”

To be honest, that is exactly what I was going to do, risky fucking was always fun.

“Oh so you’d have let him fuck you would you. Not just getting a fingering, but getting his cock too”

“But, I thought it was you”

I smacked her bum again, she started to stand up.

“Stay there, you wanted cock…or do you want me to get John back “

Before she could answer, I’d pushed my pjs down, and slid my raging erection into her.

“Well he’s made you nice and wet for me” I gasped..

“Oh, don’t say that, I thought it was…..” she grunted.

“Shut the fuck up and take this” I smacked her bum again.

I gripped her hips and fucked furiously.

Her cunt was nicely wet with the fingering my mate had given her

I don’t think I lasted four thrusts, then my orgasm erupted deep inside her.

I pulled out…”ohhh” she complained “I haven’t cum”

“Do you want me to get him back here to fuck you too” I sneered.

I had to go back to our bedroom to put trousers on. I’d got instantly hard, again, just imagining that.

I joined our friends in the kitchen, Linda had made toast and coffee.

Sue called out that she was feeling a bit sick, probably too much booze.

She said she was going back to bed. John looked a bit awkward and he and Linda went shortly after.

Sue, was indeed, in bed.

Her eyes red from weeping.

I got in with her, apologised, told her I didn’t think she’d encouraged John.

I soon had her nightie off, feeling her plump breasts, pinching her nipples to get them erected.

It wasn’t long before I had my hand between her legs.

Obviously she was even more wet and sticky with my cum.

I played with her cunt for ages, eventually making her cum with my fingers.

All the time I was thinking, is this what it would feel like if someone else had fucked her. If someone else had put their cock in her and spunked in her.

I was twenty, I had plenty of spunk back then. I desperately wanted to fuck her again.

I was playing with her nipples. First one, then the other.

I wondered what it would be like to lick her cunt after she’d been fucked.

I couldn’t stop myself. I eased down her voluptuous body.

“What you doing “ she mumbled

Soon my mouth was on her cunt. My tongue snaking inside her.

She was really sensitive, and it wasn’t long before she was cumming again.

I couldn’t hold back, I had to have her.

I slid up her body and my iron hard cock slid in deep.

“Oh I love you” she said. “Your cock is sooo nice, I don’t want anyone else, I’m so sorry about what happened “

My brain was filled with images of her being felt up then fucked.

I tried to hold back, but the thought of her being filled with someone else’s cock kept flooding my brain.

She was sighing and moaning, I was wondering what it would be like to watch her like this. Being fucked..

She was cumming, telling me how lovely it felt, how much she loved me.

I was imagining another guy fucking her.

And then I came copiously…

It never happened. I never shared her with anyone. Didn’t even discuss it. She was far too ‘straight’ for anything like that.

I had to wait to be married to my second wife for that fantasy to become reality.

In 1970 I thought I was weird, a bit of a pervert..

But I don’t think that now…