This true experience happened about 3 years ago. I was in London for the day, and my meeting finished early. I decided to go to a sauna, which seemed like the best place for a happily-married man like me to try being with another man for the first time. I'm around 6 foot tall, slim and in my 40's. It took me ages to find the sauna I'd picked froma list in a gay guide, but finally I got there, paid my money, went in and stripped off, putting on just my little towel. I had a shower and then went into the sauna, where there were a couple of guys (the place was prety empty, only 5 or 6 guys there all told) When one of the them, a really fit, tall and good looking black guy left, the other, a chubby Philippine guy, came over and simply starting sucking my limp cock. I didn't find the guy at all attractive, but what he was doing felt great, and I let him go on for a while, until I was hard. He wanted to make me cum, but I preferred to wait, and anyway, I wanted to try sucking a cock more than being sucked. I got up and went into the little area where there were sofas and gay porn showing on the TV. I sat down, shifted the front of my towel so my cock was visible, and started playing with myself. Almost straight away the black guy, in his 20's, came in and sat next to me. After a minute or so he leant over and took my cock in his hand, and I did the same to him. I guess anyone reading this who's had a similar experience will remember the fantastic feeling of holding a hard cock covered with soft smooth skin. It felt really natural to be doing this, and I wanted more. We moved into a private cubicle, where the guy put his towel over the little window, so no-one could see in (not that I cared). I sat him down on the bed and knelt in front of him. This was it, I was about to make a dream come true, to feel a cock in my mouth. I asked him to put a condom on, which he did, then I opened wide and took as much as I could, wanting it all inside me. I tried my best to do it well, I wanted him to come on me, and it was great feeling sluttish, on my knees, worshipping his beautiful penis. After a while I stood up and he immediately grabbed my cock and pulled it into his mouth. I ran my hands around his shaved head and pulled my own nipples. It was all too much, and I had to stop him, otherwise I’d have come too quickly. What I really wanted was to be fucked. I wanted to feel like a woman, I wanted to offer myself to this beautiful stranger. I stood up and asked him to try to fuck me. I bent right over to offer my happily-married virgin anus to him. Needless to say I couldn’t take him, it was just too painful and I didn’t open up at all. I don’t think it can happen like that, unless you are well experienced. Anyway, he too realized it wasn’t going to go, so he took the condom off and with me standing up he slid his cock between my thighs from the back. He held my hips and fucked through my legs, pushing my balls forwards on each stroke. I wet my fingertips and positioned them so that he slid into them with each thrust, and with my other hand I wanked myself. After just a couple of minutes he started to come and his warm jets flooded my hand and thighs. I kept wanking and shot endless streams across the floor while pulling him against my bottom. The whole thing was magical. I felt so erotic, rude, vulgar, sexy. It didn’t strike me as a gay experience, just incredibly sexy fun. We cleaned ourselves up and he told me he was a male model, which I can well believe, as he looked like a handsome black athlete. I has a shower got dressed and left for the journey home, feeling happy, clean (no risks taken) and weak at the knees.