It was a winters evening and i had become so accustomed to Tom popping in that i didn't really mind him seeing me in my big white nightie when he visited after 9 o'clock when my sons had been put to bed (looking back he always called in quite late for some reason).However as we sat on the sofa talking i snuggled up to him for a little cuddle (this often happened and i didn't read anything else into it) Toms arm was over my side and i felt a sudden shock or thrill to feel his huge hand on my bum,i said nothing and i allowed him to continue soon his hand was cupping my left breast also.I suppose it was a mixture of sexual frustration and emotional vulnerability which made me powerless to resist this much older mans advances and he was soon telling me how lovely i was and what beautiful dark hair i had, it was all to much for me really. However Tom was to show me a whole new experience of gentle loving i had not yet experienced,a fit and active man for his age Tom also had the biggest manhood out of either my husband or previous lover,having invited him to my bed that first time i soon spent many a happy winters night sucking and wanking his big hairy old cock,and allowed him to sandwich it between my large swollen breasts which he enjoyed greatly. Because of my condition Tom was reluctant to penetrate me deeply,we usually made love in the spoons position, but i needed to feel the intense sensation of a real mans large penis.It was Tom who suggested my bottom as an alternative to normal sex and reluctantly i agreed to try,my arse soon became accustomed to his size and he fucked me deeply and slowly as i lay on my side biting the pillow as the orgasm arose deep within me.I have lost count of the times he took me this way.