During my time in the Force and while on detachment in Borneo, the nearest big town was Kuching. After a month or so of long hours at work and stand bys, with very short breaks I began to feel really stressed. My friend Ron, an Engine fitter, he had been there months before me. He recommended a massage parlour in Town; said he knew it would help my stress levels. He got their number, rang and arranged for a massage session for me. He said that I would love it as Samantha would take away all my stresses.

On arriving, Samantha who happened to be an lovely looking Asian lady answered the door, she was wearing very little makeup, it was understated and complimented her face rather than drawing attention to the makeup itself. She was wearing a white sort of half-T-shirt that came halfway down to her belly button, exposing a flat, toned belly with a barbell piercing belly button, but just covering her 36D cup breasts and nipples. 

Only this item of clothing she was wearing were faded blue jeans which were cut off and made into shorts. They were covering an enormous, but perfectly-shaped arse and the tops of her lovely toned long legs. I also noticed that she had broad shoulders and slightly larger, well-muscled arms for a woman, but not so large or muscular that they looked unattractive or out of place. "Would you like something to drink?" she asked, in a deep sexy voice. Fuck me I thought shades of Edlina in Singapore. I said "Sure that would be nice, what do you have?" She offered me beer or how about some Orange Juice if you're driving?" she asked, and I agreed. A little while later she came in with the OJ.

I said I'd like to get started and I asked her where the bath room was? She told me it was the second door on the right down the hall, I went in there and it turned out to be the bedroom with her massage table in the corner. I couldn't help but notice a huge jars of oils and Vaseline on her bedside table, along with tubes of K-Y jelly. The bed sheets were red satin, and there were no blankets or bedspread. 

I immediately noticed her massage table sitting in an open space near her computer. I quickly realized she must be serious about this massage stuff, because the massage table was obviously a professional model. It was six feet long and about five feet wide, which I thought was unusual to be so wide. It and it seemed that parts of it were adjustable. The top of the table was covered in dark coloured leather, and looked very comfortable. 

On the desk was a computer, the desktop wallpaper was a photo of Sam naked. Her breasts were all I'd imagined, lovely protruding nipples, on looking down, my mouth dropped open in amazement as I stared at the photo. I noticed the cock and balls!! His/her cock was erect in the photo and looked a good huge seven inches plus and about three to four inches girth thickness with a lovely flared bell end! I had been with a lady boy, Edlina, in Singapore. Sam saw me looking at it, walked over to me, put his her/hand on my shoulder and said "Well Mac, how do you like it?" 

I said "You look gorgeous. You have a great arse and huge, natural looking tits!" What do you think of my cock? “He/she asked." I was so excited I was actually shaking. I previously looked at shemale porn. "You have a nice big dick, it looks good," I said. Sam grinned, and looked at me like a hungry tiger looks at fresh meat. He said, "Well you've seen me naked, now it's only fair that I see you naked too.

That both thrilled me and scared me a little, and I didn't know what to say. After Edlina in Singapore I had fantasized about being with another shemale many times, but never thought about actually getting around to doing it again! I wasn't prepared for this, and part of me wanted to leave, but another part was very curious about what might happen.

He moved closer to me, took my hands and put them on his breasts. I started fondling them and could feel the nipples start to harden beneath the t-shirt and bra. He started pulling my shirt off. "Wait," I said, "I'm not sure I want to do this." Sam replied "You can't expect to leave after seeing me naked and feeling me up. Mac, you've got me horny now and you have to do something about it. I can tell you've never been with a shemale before. I didn't let on that had been with a shemale before in Singapore. I'm glad to have the privilege of taking your anal virginity.

"Don't worry Darling, I'll be gentle!" He laughed evilly. I tried to back away but he had a hold of my shirt and pulled it off, he then wrapped his strong arms around me and started kissing me, forcing his tongue past my lips. I was getting hornier but still a little scared, and I was trembling and my arm and leg muscles felt funny and weak. I couldn't fight his off, and wasn't sure I wanted to at that point.

His hands moved down and started squeezing my arse cheeks. "I can't wait to get in these!" he whispered. At the time, I had an idea what he meant! He quickly took off his shirt and skimpy bra and then took my head into his hands and slowly but forcefully pushed my face into his breasts, swung his tits over my face. By this time, I was hard as a rock! He then released my head and started undoing my shorts.

I half-heartedly tried to push his hands away, but he batted mine away and said "Come on Mac, stop resisting. You have to let me see you naked, you're not getting out of here until you do. Just relax, all I want to do is see that luscious arse hole of yours and then I'll let you go." Well, that was quite a relief, and I was very flattered, only ever having my arse referred to as "luscious" by Uncle Alan once before.

I said, "Well, I guess that's fair." I let him take off my shorts off, no under pants. As I stood there naked, facing him, with his breasts sticking out from his chest. I felt flattered that Sam was so turned on by me. He looked me up and down and said, "Nice cock. Now turn around!" I did as I was told. Sam said, "God, what a great arse you have," then he grabbed my cheeks and started gently squeezing them, then squeezed harder and harder until it actually started to hurt just a little.

I was about to say something, but he spoke first. "Lay down on the bed," he said. At that point I was incredibly horny and all the doubts about what I was doing were gone. I was really hoping for a blowjob! So I lay down on the bed on my back, and he said "No, turn over." I wondered what he wanted me to turn over for, and he saw the concern in my face and said "Don't worry darling, I just want to fondle and massage your back and that arse of yours some more."

I said OK and turned over. He got up on the bed, standing over me for a minute, and then straddled my legs so he was facing my arse. He started rubbing and massaging my arse again, and I was getting so horny I was about to explode! He stopped what he was doing, said "you just stay there a minute, and don't look back--I have a surprise for you" and stood up. I again did as I was told, and he was walking around on the bed for a minute. Just as I started to wonder what he was doing, he sat back down just like before and immediately started massaging and gently slapping my ass. It was nice, but something seemed different. 

He then leaned over me to the bedside table, reached into the Vaseline jar and pulled out a good-sized glob of it. I figured he was going to give me a Vaseline massage, and I could hear his working the lube into his hands, or so I thought. Suddenly, I felt something large, warm and slippery rubbing my ass! I looked back to see what was happening, and gasped as I saw that he had taken off his shorts, lubed up his cock and was rubbing my ass with it!

Damn, it looked a lot bigger from that angle than it had in the photo! "Just relax, honey buns, I can tell this is not your first time at this, I promise I'll be gentle." he said. "I'm not letting you get away with that prick-teasing shit! You march your cute arse in here, parade it around in front of me, let me get my hands on it and then after you've gotten me all horny, you think you can say no?"

Then he continued in a much gentler tone, "Just relax, my darling. I'm going to take care of you. I know all what you want and I know how to please a man... you just have to let me fuck you first and then I'll get you off afterwards." My world reeled--how is this possible? An hour ago, I was on my way for a few beers with friends, now a shemale, Sam, is going to rape me?

I started to try to get up, for his size he/he was very strong and he leaned over me and held me down. In that position, I couldn't do anything, and I could feel his throbbing cock resting on my arse crack. He said "Don't fight it Mac darling, if you fight it, it'll hurt." I couldn't believe my ears... I was about to get raped by a she-male, and he was worried that he might hurt me?

The next thing I knew, he had positioned the hugh head of his cock so the tip of it was pressing gently on my puckered arse hole. I felt my sphincter tighten up involuntarily and was afraid he'd thrust in then... my whole body was shaking with fear. But he just held it there, until my asshole relaxed, then he pushed against it just a tiny bit, at which point it went taught again, and again he stopped. My bunghole relaxed again, and he pushed it into my arse just a little.

My butt clenched again and this time it hurt a little, because it couldn't close all the way as the knob head of his erect penis was in! He held it rock-steady, though, and this time my anus let loose even sooner than before. Slowly, slowly, he began to slide the rest of his log into me. I didn't clench again, but it was horribly uncomfortable--it felt like it just kept going in and in forever, filling me up beyond all possibility.

"Ahhhh," he said, "That's so fucking nice, that feels so good." He was still sitting on my legs, and then he straightened out his legs behind his and lay down on me, which cause his penis to slide in even further! He just lay on me for a while, not moving, and said, "GOD Mac, it feels SO GOOD to be inside your lovely man cunt! You're going to be the best fuck ever; your man cunt is so hot and tight!!" When I heard that I felt a strange rush of exhilaration. I could feel his boobs pressing into my back and feel his breath on the back of my neck. I felt myself starting to get hard again! I couldn't believe it; I was getting my arse raped and this was making my cock fucking hard and I was enjoying it?

Still laying on me, he arched his back to pull his cock out slightly, then thrust it back in slowly. He kept doing this, and it was starting to feel good to me! I was getting arse fucked by a she male again and I liked it! Hell, I was starting to love it! He started to moan, and began to pump my butt a little faster. He kept this up for a while, telling me how good it felt.

By now my own cock was so hard it was actually starting to ache a bit! I couldn't help but let out a moan or two, then he pushed his self partially off me, straightening his arms, and started fucking me like some crazed animal, massaging my prostate! His thrusting into my ass was moving my whole body on the bed, and my cock was sliding around on the satin sheet. It felt so good... then I realized I was going to have an orgasm!

I tried to hold back, but I couldn't. I started to come, and it was the most intense, mind-shattering orgasm of my life! With each orgasmic contraction, I could feel my butthole tighten convulsively on his log, and as soon as my orgasm started, he began moaning and grunting louder, then with one powerful thrust, shoved his fuck stick deep into me and held it there. As I was coming and feeling my asshole tighten and release, tighten and release on his cock with each wave of orgasm, I could also feel his cock pulsating inside me as he came too! 

I swear I felt his spunk squirting deep into my bowels, and with each of his orgasmic pulses his whole body contracted powerfully as he cried out, which made my own orgasm suddenly double in intensity! It seemed to go on forever--I think I came at least twice in rapid succession, and it felt like my head and my heart were going to explode!

As we finished coming, he collapsed on top of me, with his cock still buried inside of my arse. After that incredibly powerful orgasm, I was more relaxed than I've ever been before or since.

We lay there like that, both breathing hard as if we had done a marathon, I felt his penis slowly soften and shrink, but it stayed in my arse. We stayed like that for a while, and I think one or both of us may have dozed a bit. I'd just been fucked, practically raped, had my arse used by a gorgeous "man/woman" for his own selfish pleasure and my own I suppose you could say. It was the most lovely feeling I had felt for a long! I could have lay there forever with him on top of me and his solid cock deep in my arse and his lovely breasts mashed onto my back. I wanted to do it again, and often. I wanted to be Sam's sex doll. He gave me his number and said he would see  me again soon if I wanted to see him!
Which I did along with my mate the Engine fitter Ron.