i feel really really guilty writing this but feel i just have to tell someone before i go completly mad!!!!! i am a 44 year old married mother of two girls 16 and 21. hayley my oldest started going out with gareth about 6 months ago.he is 22 years old and when i first saw him my heart skipped a beat for the first time in twenty years. he is a handsome hunk with a body you would die for. the only problem is he has a bad reputation in our local town for petty crimes and already has one child by another girl.so me and my husband tryed to encourage hayley to give him up. one night i was in my bedroom and hayley was next door in hers when i heard her talking on the phone. she was telling her best friend how me and my husband were trying to stop her seeing gareth but i could hear her say that he was the best fuck she had ever had!!!! im no prude but i wasnt used to my daughter using this language and i was a little taken aback, i then heard her describing how big his cock was in grest detail and how she could only fit about half of it inside her stretched pussy.and there was no way she could give that up. well from that moment on i could think of nothing else and caught myself looking at gareth whenever i had the chance and felt sexual urges i hadnt felt in twenty years.(my husband thinks once a month keeps me happy!!!!) i was beggining to feel like a silly teenager whenever gareth was around and would ask my daughter what she was doing just to catch a glimsp of him,i would also encourage her to bring him round our house whenever possible. my husband spends all week in work and i do a part time job at the weekend in a video shop.one night gareth came in for a video for him and hayley and i started flirting with him,i knew it was wrong but coudnt help myself. he left without responding to much and i was disapointed to say the least. when just before closing he retured saying he would like to exchange the video.my heart was now racing hoping for something to happen. he asked me what time i was closing up,and i said i was about to do it,he said he would wait with me. i locked the door first as he waited by the counter and then went to turn out the lights before we made our way to the back door. as the lights went out i could make out gareth stood by the doorway but pretended i couldnt see him and held out my arms feeling his body,he held my arms and pulled me close to him,oh there u are i said and started toching his magnificent body still under the pretence of the darkness. i could smell his aftershave and as i felt him pull me even closer i let out i gentle moan.he felt so strong and i melted as he pulled my head up and kissed me. i thought i would pass out it felt electric and i responded with intrest.over the next few moments his hands were everywhere,running over my bum and tracing my boobs. then inside my blouse and pushing up my bra to expose my nipples which he took in his mouth.i led back against the wall and let him take control. my nipples felt ultra sensitive as gareth sucked and bite on them making me groan and gasp as i felt my first orgasm rapidily approaching. my head was telling me we should stop but i was enjoying this so much i couldnt have stopped even if my daughter had walked in the shop there and then!!! i so wanted to see and feel gareths cock which i had heard my daughter rave on about so much. that i grabed his jeans and felt it. i yanked down his zip like an inexperienced virgin teenager.as i felt his hands moving up inside my skirt,and then rubbing my pussy through my damp panties making me gasp out yes in his ear. i managed to get out his cock and start to wank it it fitted into my hand but only just and i was sure i could accomadate that up my slippery hole. i felt gareth pull down my panties and as i stepped out of them i seen him take his jeans off to reveal a cock twice as big as what i had just been wanking. is this what you want? he asked yessssss thats what i want give it to me please. your daughter loves my cock he said are you going to love it aswell? yessssss please let me have it. with that he grabbed my long hair and pulled me over to some cardboard boxes and then with my bum up in the hair he rubbed his massive cock against my sloppy slippery aching pussy,teasing me with it ,telling me to beg him for it asking me did i want it as much as my daughter did,telling me how much she cums on it and how he makes her scream with it. each time he would gently ease a little more into me,if i pushed back he pulled away i was totally at his mercy and it felt wonderful. when he asked me was i ready for it i yelled at him to just fuck me and then he must have pushed it right the way in.....my god i think i passed out for a few seconds,it felt huge as he then began fucking me with long hard thrusts he stretched me wider than any cock i have ever had and the sensations were incredable with each stroke he went deeper and deeper until i could feel it inside my stomach!!!! he shouted while he fucked me asking me if this was the biggest cock i had ever had as soon as i gasped out yes he asked me how much bigger he was than my husband....at least twice the size i gasped before i lost control and cum on his wonderful cock soaking and spraying him with my love juices and screaming at him calling him a dirty fucker and a dirty bastard. just as i felt my massive orgasm subsiding he told me he was gonna fill my womb with a young mans fresh cum as i began to come to my senses i begged him not to cum up me, and struggled to free myself from his massive tool that was drilling me,he just laughed at me and said i wanted his cum inside me and to stop fighting it. then with a big thrust i felt his first shots hit my insides wave after wave of it thick fresh cum being pumped deep inside me,i closed my eyes and enjoyed the moment. after he had finished and we were dressed he told me there was plenty more of that if i wanted it. feeling really guilty i told him we must NEVER do it again but 6 weeks on im starting to crave that fantastic cock again, HELP PLEASE!!!!!