Since posting my story about how I have become sexually liberated at the age of 43, I have had so many emails wanting to know more about my adventures and life since Ian. I am really reluctant to tell you what I have done since then because if I tell you you’ll think I’m a slut and I’m definitely not a slut. After I meet Dwain at the party, I was just a different person, I carried on seeing him after the party, which broke all the rules, and I did many things with him at the time that I didn’t really have a choice about, (he was pushing my sexual barriers all the time) but looking back I know I wanted to do this particular thing and like so many women it was my fantasy. Dwain kept asking me what my wildest fantasy and I couldn’t tell because he would think I was a terrible person. Then one night I invited me over to my place and again started to question me about my huge fantasy that I would not tell him. At first I refused to say anything, then as I drunk more and more red wine and then he began to kiss my neck and I slowly began to crack. He brought his muscular arm down my body and I felt his hand in between my thighs, I couldn’t resist. He asked again “so… what is it you want to do ?” “I don’t know…” I said, quivering with every movement of his finger. He began to squeeze my pussy and asked again, “what is it.. you can tell me.” Nearly falling over I laughed a little and responded, “okay… okay.. I’ll tell you!” “So what is it?” he said, squeezing harder as my clit began to throb. “I.. I…” he squeezed tightly and released, “I want to be fucked by a lot of men, I’d imagine many men so many men that I couldn’t count if I tried to, and all they wanted was my body. They wanted to be inside of me can you imagine that? Dwain’s hand jumped away from my pussy, “oh?” he said, partially offended and partially curious. “What exactly do you mean?” and he glanced at me with a glimmer of lust in his eye. I was shocked by his reaction this was a guy who goes to sex parties, and is fucking me behind his wifes back. The look of disapproval and disgust made me so angry I jumped up and asked him to leave, god men they ask you for your wildest fantasy and then look at you in disgust. Weeks went by and I had heard nothing from Dwain, I was disappointed I really enjoyed his company and the sex was just out of this world. But then one day out the blue Dwain phoned and invited me over to some apartment in Brixton, he gave me the address and told me to wear something sexy. I should have told him to take a running jump, as I had not heard from him for days. But his call excited me. I threw caution to the wind and was ready for anything. The day he asked me to go to Brixton quickly arrived. It was a very hot day and I had picked out the perfect outfit. I put on my sexy black satin thong and studied myself in the mirror. I dropped my thong and examined my pussy. It was clean shaven, and ready to be fucked. Then I pulled the thong back up to my waist and put on a slinky black dress that came to a few inches above my knee. Standing in front of the mirror, I thought lets be brave and I decided to do without the thong. All I had on was my slinky dress and high heel sandals. I drove to the address, thank god the car my new car had stat nav (thanks again to Ian for the divorce payout) otherwise I would never have found the place. Driving across London I could not help but to notice guys in vans looking in the car at me, I felt hot !!!. Finally I arrived the address it was a run down apartment block, I phoned Dwain to confirm the address was correct. “yes babe I can’t wait to see you, hurry in” I combed my hair through a few times and tied it up in a high ponytail. One final look in the mirror and yes I looked definitely looked hot and I was ready for anything. When I arrived at the place, all the lights were off. I knocked on the door- one, two, three times. It creaked open which was weird, calling out for Dwain I entered and shut the door behind me. It was so dark that I walked right into some one without even realising he was standing in front of me. I felt something hard sticking out right by my thigh, it was then that I noticed Dwain was standing there completely naked with a giant hard on. Dwain grabbed my head and pushed me onto my knees. He pulled my head towards his cock and before I had a chance to breathe, his cock was inside of my mouth. “Suck it,” he said, and without hesitation I opened my lips wide and took his cock deep within my throat. I was surprised how I could do this without gagging and was very proud of myself I could really give good head. I was really enjoying his delicious cock fucking in and out of my mouth. His moans of pleasure made me feel incredibly turned on. I heard a voice say “don’t keep it all to yourself, Dwain”. I was shocked and got up and stood in the same spot for a little over a minute. Then, I felt a hand reach from behind me and touch the wetness between my thighs. The guy let out a loud gasp when he discovered that I was not wearing any underwear. Then I felt his cock hit up against the back of my dress, I knew this had excited him even more. I was so amazed at how big it had grown to and more than anything, I wanted to feel him inside me, wishing he would shove his cock deep inside my pussy. But I didn’t know if he had that in mind, all I knew is I was standing there, wet as a fucking hell and feeling this unknown guy with his fingers inside me. He rubbed his thumb around and found my hole with his index finger. He inserted the tip of the finger and shoved it deep inside of me. I screamed in a moment of pain and pleasure. He brought his body close to my back and started to finger fuck my arse with just the one finger, when he realised my arse could take more, so he began to stick another finger inside of me and slowly open my hole up even more. Soon he had three fingers fucking in and out my arse without much resistance. I gasped in delight and arched my back slightly, resting my neck on his bare shoulder. I couldn’t take it any more. I wanted him inside me at that moment any hole would have done. Sensing this, he pulled his fingers out of me and bent me forward. He lifted my dress and placed his thick cock at the tip of my pussy, rubbing it up from my arse to my clit. I waited and waited what hole he was going to use !!!!. He chose my arse and entered slowly at first and I barely caught my breath. His cock slid into me, tearing away at my arse. When his cock was nearly all the way in, he let it sit there and move naturally inside me so we could both get adjusted to each other. It was then the lights turned on to revel three other men all black standing around us with their cocks flung out into the air. I moaned with delight and one of the men approached me and began to very roughly fondle my tits as the guy behind gently fucked my arse, he was a lot older than me least 55, he went to move the two of us apart, saying very crudely “let me have a poke at the white slut”. His hands guided my hips away from this guys cock and then shoved his back inside of me and out again. It hurt like hell but I wanted more. He started slowly and then he picked up speed. I looked around at the men standing around us, jerking off with their dicks getting harder by the second. I noticed one man a really muscular guy whose cock was bigger than I imagined one could ever be. He looked me in the eye when he saw I was staring and winked at me, and laughed I normally have to wait until last as the others want to feel your cunt” my body quaked. The lights turned out again, this guy was banging away at my arse really roughly and kept crudely saying things like “cum you white bitch, and it seems like you middle class white bitches all want black cock”, I was so pleased when I felt the condom fill up and this nasty horrible guy pulled himself out of my arse. All was silent and suddenly, hands and cock were all over my body. I was at a loss of which were Dwain’s and which weren’t but everything felt so good. One guy shoved me onto the floor, where another man had apparently been lying face up. I sat on his cock and he entered my arse as the another man pushed me down onto him. I enjoyed all the attention and moaned out, wanting even more. The man who had shoved me onto this cock took his own cock and brought it to my mouth. The other men were all around me, making my hips move so that I would ride this guy underneath me. My mouth opened wide and I began to lick the cocks in front of me. The man began to moan loudly and sure enough I felt a warm squirt of cum in the back of my throat. I quickly swallowed it and licked the last of the cream off of the tip of his shrinking cock. The guy left and another arrived, shoving me so that I was lying horizontally face up on top of the man on the floor. This man stood over me and lifted the front of my dress. He leaned over and pushed easily into my dripping wet pussy and pumped away at me urgently, I was sandwiched between these two guys, after a short while I felt the tip of his condom fill up in my pussy. He quickly pulled out and his cock was replaced by a tongue on my clit and then the guys fingers opened my hole up so he could stick his long tongue inside of me. He fucked it in and out and I screamed in ecstasy. Shortly after I felt the cock inside my arse squirt hot liquid and go limp. I gingerly untangled myself from the guy underneath me and the one on top. I stood up and pulled my dress over my head and removed my shoes. It was then the guys got up and said “Horse she’s all yours now” Then the big muscular guy got up and walked over to me and in a deep voice asked “are you ready for this?” I softly replied, “yes” and felt the tip of a huge cock resting on the lips of my pussy. He asked again, “are you sure?” as he brought my hand to grip his gigantic cock. He laided down on the floor and commanded, “Sit on me. I want you to take all of me.” The lights went on again. The men had all circled closer and a few were rubbing their cocks on my body. The guys adjusted my body so I was sitting on this huge black cock, but facing away from the mans face. I was facing Dwain who was smiling at me. He brought his tongue to spiral on my stomach and each time I felt some wet movement I sank more and more onto the gigantic throbbing cock. The other two men were holding my legs out so my thighs were spread as wide as they could go, while the black man underneath me held my hips in his hands, guiding my body onto his long cock. I did not move for a while and then sunk another inch or two onto the thing. Each time I dropped down I moaned out loudly. Just then, Dwain looked me in the eye, kissed my lips and smiled at me. He put his arms on my shoulders and shoved me down onto the cock with all his might and said, “fucking ride him.” I did just that as my pussy somehow took the last of his 9 or so inches. Once the man was completely inside of me, I very carefully turned around so I was facing him and did as I was told and rode him like a seasoned knob jockey. As I fucked him harder and harder and I was screaming out so loud I was surprised someone didn’t call the police. All the men were through with me now their dicks had gone limp and they sat down out of breath, watching me take on this giant black meat. The black cock underneath me remained hard the entire time I realised that it was going to be my final challenge to get him off. He looked me in the eye and jammed himself into my pussy time and time again, but as the rest of the men had quickly cum, he wasn’t even getting close. I was on a mission and would not stop riding until his man had shot his load. I pulled my pussy away from him and teased his head with my arse crack. I didn’t want to take his cock in my arse because it was so huge, but at that point I was willing to do anything to get him off. Instead of shoving himself inside of my arse, he lifted me into the air and pushed me against a wall. He was so rough with me I was almost scared, but a part of me liked it. He took my right leg and lifted it up over his arm and then lifted my left leg up in the same manner and placed his hands on my bottom to support my body in the air. I desperately grabbed his cock and shoved it straight up my pussy, (yes I was so wet and full of cum it went straight up me in one push). For five minutes straight he fucked me, in and out, out and in, in and in and deeper and deeper and in and out, out and in, in, in, out… he fucked me hard and soft. He let his cock move around inside of me as he gyrated his hips. He began to moan. I could feel his body changing and his cock growing even bigger inside of me. He leaned over my head and rested his arms on the wall. He rammed himself in me so deep again and again and finally I felt his cock inflate and explode inside of my pussy. The warm cum squirted inside of me and felt so amazing that my thighs and hole clenched around him. Together, we came and I couldn’t stop shaking. His cock seemed to hold an immeasurable amount of cum it just shot and shot filling my pussy with white cream. He pulled out and my body had a second orgasm. He gently placed me on the floor and smiled at me, and grinned “that was one hell of a fuck madam” I just lay on the floor exhausted. To my amazement the guys just got dressed and left, not one came over to say goodbye, thank you or they enjoyed it. Dwain laid down and I snuggled up in his arms, he looked at me tenderly saying “did you enjoy your fantasy” “not now I feel like a slut, but it was fantastic while it was happening” I got up and put back on my dress and shoes, god the slinky black dress it was now just like a cleaning rag, covered in white patches. I looked like a whore as I left the flat and walked back to my car.