Why am I doing this ? I have been in a relationship with my girlfriend for over 5 years , we have a great sex life , into most sexy things , we both love porn to ignite our passion , I have been watch and wanking off to gay porn , I don’t know why. Big thick heavy cumming cocks get me every time , we’re I live there is a dogging location , I drove for a look , I saw a middle age man on his knees by a old camper van , sucking on 2 cocks , head bouncing , the 2 guys we’re giving him instructions as he was sucking , they both cum their loads on his face and coat , then they left. My bottle went and I left, the vision of this guy going from cock to cock , helped me blow my load when my girlfriend was sucking me if , my mind was racing that I was getting sucked off by a male dogger, Recently I’ve been looking at hardcore gay porn on my phone sitting in the same room as my girlfriend. Ive even asked my girlfriend to finger fuck my arse during foreplay . I looked on a chat room , and I’ve arranged a meet up , with a older guy in his 60s , we’ve chatted on the phone , I’ve told him this is my 1st time , he said I will be ok , if I do as I am told ........ooohhhhhh. He sent me a photo of his dick , a good size , I will let you all know what happens . Why am I looking at gay porn all the time , I am still turned on my girls but I want cock so bad