My wife and I met 6 years ago. We were married exactly 1 year after we met. So, this is our 5 year wedding anniversary and she had some big plans! But let's start at the beginning. We live in the US in Denver. When we met, I thought she was too good to be true. I was 33 and she was 29. I'm a tall, white, decent looking guy who dressed kind of silly and lacked that true confidence. She's an extremely sexy, very dark skinned Brazilian with a perfect body, big tits and a pretty face. I'm really not even exaggerating as I'd been doing pretty well with women at this point in time but she was just plain out of my league. I was intimidated by her beauty and sex appeal. I'd a couple of years in a previous marriage with a woman who I'd never given an orgasm to but I'd also gotten great at eating pussy and okay at fucking since we'd divorced. I wasn't the typical confident jock with a big dick, more like a nerdy, kind of handsome guy with an average dick. I was desperate to impress her but also didn't want to move too fast and scare her away. On the 3rd date I finally built up the nerve to kiss her. She still makes fun of me for taking so long and for being too big of a pussy to try to fuck her that night. On the next date we tried to fuck but my anxiety got the best of me and I couldn't get it up. She almost wanted nothing more to do with me after that miserable performance but thankfully her friend convinced her to give me another shot. On the next date I really gave my A-game, ate her pussy, made her cum and gave her a decent fucking. A decent fucking from me is about 5 minutes though. She stuck with me and I was overjoyed. Every time I took her out, she would wear short skirts and high heels, always making me so proud to have her on my arm. She made me feel like such a lucky guy and I couldn't believe she actually wanted to be with me. Pretty shortly in though I noticed some messages from her black friend who lived in another state where she had lived previously. I read them one day and it was all kinky, nasty sex talks and pictures of his huge dick, literally about twice as big as mine. I was hurt and jealous but also so turned on. I told her I saw the messages and she basically acted like "so what?". She was so cold, as if she really didn't care about my feelings, it turned me on even more. Now I wasn't completely new to this. I've fantasized since my early 20s about my girlfriends or wife sleeping around and I had masturbated with those thoughts. The fact is, I felt like it was about to happen, but this time with a girl I really loved made it feel different, made it hurt more but again, it made me even hornier imagining it. We talked more about her BBC friend and I admitted it turned me on. She liked that it made me happy to see her so horny and she said it was a good thing because she didn't think she'd ever be able to stay faithful to just me. She kept texting him regularly, sometimes showing me and teasing me about the difference in our dick sizes. Occasionally they would talk dirty on the phone while I ate her pussy. This all happened in about the first 6 months. It was hot and we both really enjoyed it. One year after we met, we were married, a beautiful wedding for what looked like 2 normal, good looking people. Although I'm sure people often wonder how a woman so sexy wants to be with me. After we were married the fun with her BBC friend continued. She even travelled for work once and fucked him while I watched on Skype. It was so hard to watch but so sexy at the same time. He went for much longer than I ever do and his dick was touching much deeper than I ever will. She came back feeling confident and sexy though, I loved that. Pretty soon after that I got her pregnant (no not the bull, this is a real story lol). Having a kid for the past few years put a lot of stress on our sex life. She stopped talking with her kinky friend and we stopped talking dirty with each other. We continued having sex but only occasionally and it was never as fun for either of us. That's not where the story ends though! A couple weeks ago we both talked about how we miss the kinky sex. I encouraged her to text her friend again, and she did. I also encouraged her to try to find a local bull or 2 so she made a dating profile. She's legit gorgeous and guys are guys so within 24 hours she was chatting with probably 10 potential bulls. She was showing me their pictures and they were all in better shape than me and with bigger cocks, some older and some younger but all alpha types. They all talked about wanting to use her and fuck her hard. I've had moments of real cuckold angst the past couple weeks but things have moved forward. She met a couple guys for dates and one of those she liked so much she fucked him in a hotel a few days ago. I was so nervous but so turned on it happened. Then she stopped by a sex store and bought a whip and some handcuffs. At first, she wanted us to be swingers so she wouldn't feel guilty but now she's enjoying having her freedom while I stay monogamous. She likes that it turns me on and she likes how attentive and loving I've been. She also admitted she just enjoys torturing me and causing me some pain, emotional and physical. She said she wanted to whip me while I eat her pussy and also in front of her new lover to humiliate me. It made my dick instantly get hard when she told me that but she's also not let me cum for almost a week now. She wanted me to stay in a very excited state for days. So, leading up to our 5-year anniversary, she had arranged that we’d be meeting the guy she fucked a few days ago in the bar of our local hotel. The plan was to chat for a bit and all go up to a room together. She planned to sit on my face while I got her wet and she got him hard. She had planned to let me watch a little but then they would kick me out for some alone time. I could hardly wait. I was so excited and nervous as usual but I'm glad we are finally having fun again. If you made it this far, thanks for reading and like I said, this is a totally true story. Her meeting with her bull went to plan pretty much. After he left, she let me lick her for a final orgasm. Then she jerked me off while telling me about all the things she would let big dick guys do that I don't get to, like cumming in her mouth. Anyway, really the night went great! She looked incredible. We met her bull as planned. He was very respectful and chill. We all had some drinks then went to the hotel room with me following as they had their arms around each other. She sat on my face while she sucked his dick then she lay down so I could show him how I make her cum with my mouth. After that she told me to sit in the chair in the corner and I watched them fuck for about 20 minutes. Then she told me to go to the bar for a bit. I gave them their alone time. It was nerve racking but so exciting. I couldn't stop imagining what they were up to. After about 30 minutes she text me to come back up. They were just talking and relaxing at this point but soon enough hot and heavy again. She told me to lick her pussy from the back while she sucked his dick. I licked her pussy, ass and toes for about 20 minutes before she told me to get back in the corner. They fucked and played with each other for another hour or so while I watched and jerked off. Eventually she was sucking his dick and licking his balls again. When he was ready to cum again. He positioned himself over her tits. He shot a huge load and let out a loud grunt. I couldn't hold it any longer either and came on my stomach. We all chatted for like 10 minutes after that and then he left. Wifey and I cuddled a little and just talked about what happened. She had me give her one more orgasm with my tongue then jerked me off while telling me about the things big dicks get to do that mine doesn't. I came hard from that. Finally, we fell asleep. When we woke up, she let me fuck her with my morning hard on. Then we got up and had breakfast. It was a great night and I can't wait to do it again.