I am now 53 years of age and finally a fully fledged Cuckold. It has taken many years to get to this point and for a lot of those years I didn’t even know that I wanted to be a Cuck. If truth be known I didn’t know what a Cuck was till fifteen years ago. Back when I was 16 I caught my first girlfriend snogging with the class bully. I felt jealous but she talked me round, saying it was just a Christmas kiss. A year later I overheard a friend describing the same girl as a “hoover” to another boy. Christmas of that year we went to see Slade at a social club, it was a bit of a crush upfront and my girlfriend and I got slightly separated. I noticed an older man pushed up against her as they danced and he put his hand up her crop top and groped her. He then pulled her back towards him and I noticed she had her hand behind her back wanking him off. I couldn’t get to her. Later she claimed that she thought it was me and that she had wanked “me” off because she had never known me so big and hard. That was my first inkling that I was not over blessed in the trouser department. We split up soon after. A couple of years later and I went to pick up my latest girlfriend from work at 11.00 pm. Normally I would catch the bus but I borrowed my Dads car and drove into the car park. As I drove in my headlights caught my girlfriend bent over, being soundly fucked by a security guard. For some reason I drove straight past them – she was too busy to see me and I drove round the corner and walked to meet her. I walked her to the bust stop and we bussed it home. I then had to catch another bus back to pick up Dads car. She never mentioned it and neither did I but I admit I wanked myself silly for years as that image has been etched in my mind. I still didn’t realise that I was a cuck in the making. I finally married another girl who was prim and proper, but not very exciting – she would never sleep naked and hated oral either way, saying it was dirty. I needed something else and found it when I discovered other men's cocks in toilets. I found I loved sucking cocks and needed nothing in return – I just wanted them to cum in my mouth. The more they called me names the harder I would suck until they rewarded me with their hot spunk. I must have sucked hundreds of men whilst I was married but eventually we split up. I met another girl who was a free spirit – she didn’t want to cuck me but would gladly tease and exhibit herself to other men – I suppose we were dogging before dogging became known as she must have shown herself off to a dozen men a week – they just never got to touch her but some reason I enjoyed the fact that the men would just ignore me – I loved to see them wanking off whilst saying things about my girlfriend as she commented on how much bigger they were than me. As life goes, we split up and I married for a second time to my current wife . For years I would tell her that my fantasy was to see her with other men but didn’t tell her the truth. Finally I plucked up the courage to tell her that I enjoyed her saying my dick was small – and the wheels to full cuckoldry finally started turning. All this is true, I will continue my saga later if anyone is interested...