Hello, I’m not going to give my real name because what I do has to stay a secret for reasons that will become clear. I’m 25, married with a family. I have twin boys and I love my family very much. My husband and I have a great life, he’s very caring and helps me with the twins but there’s one thing missing and that’s sex. Before the twins were born we had a great sex life but as soon as they arrived things changed. On the one hand, he went off sex telling me it wasn’t the same whatever that meant. But for some reason I wanted it more, after a while I found myself craving sex every day and I would touch myself and have amazing orgasms in the shower, to begin with fantasising about being in the shower with my husband, then some famous good looking celebrity and then fantasising about people I had met. I put it down to hormones and the fact that I didn’t like the way I looked anymore. After the twins were born I put on weight and my boobs went south and because they are quite big I hated them. I went on a diet and went to the gym and eventually got my shape back but my breasts sag a bit too much. I had thought about a boob job but I can’t afford it. But then last September we went on holiday to Portugal and stayed in a stunning hotel, and my life changed. The twins were 5 months old and a handful but hubby was amazing. I should have been happy but I was frustrated and angry all the time. Two days into our holiday the twins needed a nap so hubby said he would have a nap with them so I could go out. I jumped at the chance and went into town. I was sat having coffee when the couple in the next room passed. We said hello and they asked if they could join me. We talked about children and how lovely the hotel was. They are from the east of Portugal, a lovely couple in their mid-50’s, good looking and by the look of them quite well off. Before long they knew my life history, I even told them about wanting a boob job and they told me to be happy with who I was and all that. Then out of the blue she leans over and tells me that the way to survive is to have my ‘secret life’. She could easily tell by the look on my face I didn’t’ know what she was talking about. So she leans over again and asks me if I liked to fuck. She apologised for being so blunt but strangely enough I wasn’t embarrassed and I told her about my husband not wanting sex as much and how frustrated I was, thinking back I can’t believe how much I told them. Then she said ‘ so the answer is yes then, you love to fuck’. I said I had to get back and they walked with me to the hotel. She said it would be a shame to end my alone time so soon and said that if they were still asleep I was to pop into they’re room next door. As we reached my room he put his arm on my back and told me not to be ashamed of my breasts and that they were ‘beautiful. I went into my room and the boys and hubby were fast asleep. I stood there for ages watching them but what I did next still shocks me. I closed the door and tapped on my new friend’s door and went in. I honestly can’t remember saying anything, she smiled and pulled her top off to reveal her small and perfectly formed chest. I can remember being embarrassed about my own and I think they could see that. She opened my blouse and unclipped my bra, I tried to cover myself and nearly grabbed my top and walked out, but she pulled my hands away and told me I was beautiful. I know it sounds ridiculous but I had only just met them and next door was my amazing family and to be honest I still can’t remember who said what if anything but he sat on the bed and she walked me over to him. He took my breasts in his hand and started to suck me gently. I’m not going to go into all the details mainly because I can’t remember the minute by minute events but it was so amazing and I was soon on bed with them, naked. His head between my legs and her mouth exploring my breasts and mouth. He moved up and returned to sucking my breasts before lifting my legs over his shoulders and sliding into me. The two of them fucked me constantly for so long that by the time he came inside me (after asking my permission which was hot in itself) I had cum numerous times. The strangest thing then was that my hardest and deepest orgasm was when it was just her and me, he had gone to sit in a chair and watch and his wife and I fucked. I had never been with a woman but it was like the porn movies you see when two women go from hard grinding to gentle love making. I heard a cough from next door and realised I had been gone for over 4 hours so I told them I had to go. I went to bed with my friends once more that week and had the most amazing time but that’s not the main reason for me writing all this down. If it was just that one event I could put it down to a onetime thing but when we got back home I made up my new life. In a way my husband helped me, he doesn’t know anything about the sex, he would leave me if he did but he suggested I do some voluntary work to get me out of the house, we have plenty of family who can babysit and that was when my plan came together. After plenty of searching online I found a ‘fuckbuddy’ website and one or twice a month I visit couples in their home or in a hotel and we fuck. I don’t care what they look like or how old they are as long as they are clean. I have met and fucked young couples and older coupes. The oldest was a couple who were in their late 60’s and I let them do what they want to me. One couple in their early 20’s just wanted to play with my tits and then fuck each other. He come over me and she cleaned me with her mouth. If I have an orgasm it’s a win for me if not ,well at least I had sex. Then I go home and play the good wife. I always feel guilty for a few days afterwards. One evening I got home and my husband had made a meal for me. I wanted to hug him but I burped quietly and the strong small of cum from the guy I had just let fuck and pump cum into my mouth made me panic a bit. Last Saturday was my sister’s birthday, we all went out and ended up in a club. My husband had a bit too much to drink s when I was chatted up by some random guy I went out the back into a dingy alley and let him doggy fuck me on a bin with my tits swinging for a few of his mates to play with. Luckily he wasn’t long and I went back in before anyone noticed I was missing but we had to leave when his mates noticed me and started giggling. So now its off my chest I feel better. And if there are any couples living close to the Swansea area who want some discrete fun with a slim big married woman with big tits, I’m your fuck buddy.