i am a black guy,26yrs old,and cant claim to be good looking or vwe,and if i am honest,did not have a lot of success with girls,but reading the letters on here it seemed as though so many white girls want black men,it took some courage bit i went along to a spa that advertises on here,man i was shaking as i went in,luckily there was only a few people in there as it was during the day,as i looked around in the rest area there was a white girl on a lounger,reading a book,the thing i noticed most was she was so pretty,way out of my league,i then noticed a ring on her engagement finger,i decided to get a lounger myself,i know this sounds silly now,but i felt safe plus it was that or leaving,she looked at me and smiled,i was secretly hoping her towel would slip,as i knew that was the only chance i would get of seeing more of her,the next thing i knew was she said hi,my name is ellen,i told her my name,and she began talking to me,we did not talk long when she said she was going out the back for a cig,are you coming,as soon as we got out the back,she took her towel off,leaving her in just a small bikini bottom,it was ovious i was aroused,i felt really stupid as she had to lead the conversation,what happened next sounds like a fantasy,but i swear it is true,she turned and kissed me,a full on tongue in the mouth kiss,and her hand went down and took my hard cock and she began wanking it,i hate to say this but it was just to much for me,and i came like i had never cum before,it went everywhere,some even managed to land on her leg,i think even she was shocked how quick it happened,bit she just scooped it up and put it in her mouth,i said i have to get a shower,i swear it was the fastest shower i had ever had,and i was out of that place,which i regret to this day,as in my heart i knew she did not so much want me,but a black guy,and i am in no doubt i could have shagged her,and as i have said she was really nice,over the past year,my confidence has grown,and i have a better than average,sex life with white women,and i know its not so much me they want as my skin colour,i have often gone there earlier just hoping that ellen would be there,but with no luck,so i am really hoping she reads this as i can assure her i have learnt,and hope i can get a chance to show you.